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radqueers... im joining your pedophile cult yay
you're black.
there is trans race. there is perma age. good
people defend RCTA because it is indeed Cool. a rat characteristic is cheese.
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some misc blackouts
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radqueers... im joining your pedophile cult yay
you're black.
there is trans race. there is perma age. good
people defend RCTA because it is indeed Cool. a rat characteristic is cheese.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
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okay maybe iβm crazy but why do we have double standards for antis . genuinely .
βharassment is never okay!!!β β¦ unless you disagree with me!!
βbullying someone is never okay!!! ββ¦ unless you disagree with me!!
βhating on someoneβs artstyle or writing is never okay!!!ββ¦ unless you disagree with me!!
βsending people harmful messages and images to upset them is never okay!!!ββ¦ unless you disagree with me!!
βpromoting smear campaigns and mass reporting is harmful and never okay!!!ββ¦ unless you disagree with me!!
like i get it. these people genuinely want us dead for the most part. they say and do horrible things in the name of being anti . but youβre no better than them when you start doing the same things they do. your ideology doesnβt matter, your actions do. being pro radqueer or proship or whatever does not excuse harmful behavior. dehumanizing your enemies is not the way you go about it. dehumanization, harassment, all of that is NEVER. THE ANSWER. literally NEVER. get it out of your head that itβs okay to send death threats to people because theyβre an anti. he it out of ur head that itβs okay to dehumanize someone for their beliefs. no ifs ands or buts.
N.I.WS, N.I.N, deceitqueer, Raddestqueer, and Spiteintenazi...
This is my first time creating stamps so bear with me
γ Radqueer stim/moodboard! βγ
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selfβindulgent permakid stimboard !!
R4DCL4N 0C :]
(T: radclan OC :])
H3R N4M3 1S CHR0M4R4V3, SH3 1S 4 TR4NS4G3 TR4NSR4V3R TR4NS1MM0RT4L TR4NSHYBR1D ^_^
TH1S 1S K1ND 0F 4 S3LF 1NS3RT N0W TH4T 1 TH1NK 4B0UT 1T. 4LS0 1 H4V3 N0 CLU3 H0W 2 M4K3 TH3S3 C4TS S0RRY
(T: her name is chromarave, she is a transage transraver transimmortal transhybrid ^_^
This is kind of a self insert now that I think about it. Also I have no clue how to make these cats sorry)
It's.. strange.
I'm safe. I'm the safest I've ever been. I'm surrounded by people who love me. People who want to be there for me. My system has made so much progress in our healing. Especially since accepting myrself and myr transIDs. Since accepting as many parts of myrself as I have found. And yet...
I miss the cult I grew up in. I miss the games. I miss the pain. I miss the programming. I miss the neglect and the quiet abuse. There was a familiarity in it and parts of me crave that comfort.
Parts of me want so badly to be programmed again. To have someone have their fingers deep within my mind. Twisting my very being to fit their wants and desires. Having someone want me like that. To have someone want me so deeply. At all.
I.. miss that. I want that back.
But I also have to acknowledge that I will never be able to have that again. I can't even explore these desires and sorrows in a kink sense. No one wants me like that. No one will ever want me like that again. There is a genuine grief in knowing I will never be in that environment again. I am lost. I am broken. I am unwanted. I am unlovable.