Anyway song choice played was high by sir sly, just one of many songs I've tripped to MANY a time before from the "t" playlist.
Idk if i just forgot to breathe for the half a second I was in the present moment too long for, or what, but I had those damn open eye visuals again, veiny looking almost, dehydrated? Idk they remind me of visuals from shroomies more than lsd, but either way.
Got to feeling anxious and did what I could to observe and stay present. Closed my eyes to relax into closed eye visuals with a deep breath, the song was definitely sounding "off" so I had some slight auditory sh!t going on too.
Revisited that feeling of "oneness" and calm being from my "bad" acid trip. The one where I thought I had accepted my fate and was going to die 😅😂
Also had that moment that has strung a lot of my experiences with "mind altering substances" and the like together and put another piece to the puzzle in place, while still leaving me hopelessly confused but contentedly patient to live it and figure it all out.
Being alive is really cool, my head was foggy all morning and I'm still in that afterglow fog. Been enjoying the day anyway 🥰
