âAlready waiting? Oh the poor soul, if I had known I would have come extra early,â he half chuckled, fixing his hair and collar slightly as they headed into the room. He knew that, if the younger had opted to wait here, he must be anxious to meet, as excitement like this always came with a bit of anxiety. Wanting to help him to feel calm, he was dressed in a collared shirt with a blue sweater, to look more calm and quiet.
Having been open about his disorder on the form, he wasnât surprised to see the anxious looking man get up from the couch, looking a little jittery and nervous. Just hoping that he could help the younger to calm, he offered a wide smile to hear the tentative âhelloâ. âHey, Zabulon, Iâm Kyuhyun, itâs lovely to meet you, thank you so much for accepting my application and meeting me like this,â he said softly, before taking a seat opposite him on the couch to be able to talk. âPlease donât feel anxious and trapped, if you feel panicky I can step outside for a moment.â
Truth be told, the workers in the fascility had had to explain to Zabulon what Kyuhyunâs disorder was about- As he had little to no knowledge of the names of various mental disorders. Though it perhaps should have worried him, it didnât worry him at all compared to what truly made him nervous.
Zabulon didnt get applications often. And he was always rejected in the end, because he was too much. Too whiny- Too weepy. Too much. And his anxiety was high- That this one wouldnât like him either. âI f-feel okay, you donât have to go! Iâm sorry if Iâm...â He took a deep breath. He wasnât sure what to apologize for first. âI hope youâre not disappointed...â