#quoting myself

Really.

If I heard it was you,

Have these random thoughts

"If you're a siren, and you choke underwater, are you suffocating or drowning?"

"How the fuck do you cry underwater?"

-me after reading monstersex in Ao3

"Sleeping is the cousin/sibling of death, so are dreams just flashes short of heaven? Or are they siblings too?"

"Right person right time, right person wrong time, right person not enough time, but what about right person but you don't realize it?

"If the red string of Fate is true... Can I grab a scissor of Fate and cut it off? Can there be a three-way one, like a tangled string that is just one but strangles three?"

"Who the fuck started Patriarchy?"

"Why do some boys find rape jokes funny?"

-me, two AM, not able to sleep in an exam week

"Why do the human brain work the way it does? What started insanity? How does it feel like being 'normal'? Is normality just slag for human enough for society to exploit?"

"Human greed, where does it come from? Why do humans feel it? Is it animalistical instinct we failed to evolve out of, or did God leave it in to test who has the best mind of all?"

"Emotions makes zero sense... It's weird. Sometimes not even the one feeling it knows what it is. It just makes no sense, how does it work? Is it an essential part of our existence that makes us human?"

-me, writing my Economy essay

"Meow meow father fuckers"

-me, half asleep to my male classmates

"Sex, the ultimate reason for human existence. If your parents don't have it you won't happen. Why? Why is it so? Why do some people just want it for fun and not it's true use? Why do some people force themselves to others?"

"If I sleep long enough... Would I finally sleep forever?"

"Dresses are so cute but I would die before I wear a comfortable one I swear"

"How in the FUCK do you tie a tie?!"

"Hmmmm white socks"

-me, getting ready for school

"How do you even shove a vibrator up your ass?"

"Why the FUCK did humans create cock rings?"

"Godslayer be God ig"

-me, reading the "sex toys" Tag of AO3

"... Isn't Qurban just technically an offering to Allah-?"

-me, waking up for Eid prayer

"If you want your soda un-carbonated for some ungodly reason, shake the bottle a few times before opening, and then open it slightly and IMMEDIATELY close it back. When the fizzy sound stops you're ready to go"

-me on a random Tuesday at school to my friend

"If you have a nightmare, wouldn't that just be your brain hating you so much it makes you scared?"

"Knife."

Not only does it ruin everyone's perception of Damian cos those fuckass films are NOT Damian it's always really degrading to Raven as well, either she's over sexualised or made to be a stupid Goth girl who swoons over the (white) prince, like seriously fuck that, I'd rather drink bleach

she writes with intense feeling, her fingers crack amongst the words and sentences she strings together to create, her skin, a pigment of light that covers your imagination. Her voice rings in your ears like the song of a siren, she’ll pull you in if you let her. Will you get close ? forget what you want to know developing room for growth, she isn’t easy to reach, will you ache for the feeling of her company? Hold her bones as she disintegrates, wipe the hot tears that drip from her galaxy’s for eyes. The movement of her body vibrating through the sky, the earth her bright array she uses as a template. She is good at consuming, to dig her fingers into the hearts that are curious. She wants to learn new souls, infatuated with the levels to growth. Her eyes never stayed focus, but her energy filled your cup with consistency. You’ll find yourself yearning for the right moment, when to approach her, & most importantly how to love her.