Cloaked Riri x Reader
Your eyes rolled as you inhaled, willing the smoke to fill your mouth, then your lungs. Riri stood by, watching your fluid movements like she was drawn to them. You puckered your lips and blew your residual smoke right into her face. She didnât flinch. Just smiled. That stupid, sweet little smirk that sent shivers down your spine.
Warnings: smutty lil fic, so 18+, dom!Riri, sub!reader, pantysniffing!Riri(she just likes your pheromones), striptease!reader, fingering(reader receiving), oral(reader receiving, she just wanna spoil you this time around)overstimulation, no doesn't mean no, slight mention of Riri impregnanting you, Explicit language, N-word usage, angst (mom and daughter relationships are tough), brief mentions of a sick family member, established secret relationship, ends in heartbreak (I'm sorryyyy), probably some that I forgot Word Count: 6.7k+ Tags: @percsane @zestgodtj @k3nn3dyxo @mlmilani @letitias-fav @doms-fav @sweetalittleselfish-honey @g4yforu @widowmakker @becauseimswagman1 @zayswriting @inmyheadimobsessed @laurensmabel1 @malltake12 @msudaku @faeriah-thv @fetchyourlife @mbakuetshurisprincess @sinsikoxo @honey-teaaaaaaaa @rxcently @pinkcorns @takeyaki @yamsthoughts @thethickerside @0hshoot1tsl4ni @shurisbathwater @shurismainbxtch @luvrzhearts @sadfreakx @shuri-my-love @justariellove @heartsforjojo @blackgirlfariy @tuesdaylovesu @chocoflagcutii @taiiunknown @zhanylai @ziayamikaelson @verachii @taiiunknown @beautybyfire @soearthquakequeen @remwritess @pinkwright @jenlouvre @letitiasleftfoot @6-noir @kya-rose @saintwrld @someshuriposts @jessiap @ilikegecos @iiluvl4n @katymae12344 @shurismainbxtch @crookedsaladlover @motheroffae @saintwrld @marsolgy @ogbells16 @verachii @shuriszn @playgurlxoxoo @ashleighshaw @te-23 @dominquesheart @shuridefenselawyer @iminlovewithdomandtish @limbozqueen @cansah2002-blog
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âYou sold your soul-â Ririâs voice echoed across your motherâs front stoop, cutting through the warm evening air.Â
The sun had run its course, dragging through the sky until it was sitting low, casting a muted orange hue across the south Chicago street. Street lamps were flickering on for the night, and kids raced to make it over the threshold of their mamaâs houses before the moon claimed the sky.Â
âHere you go with the dramatics, Ri,â your older sister, Niq, responded with a shake of her head, her shoulder-length locs jerking subtly with the movement.Â
She was going to have to cut those locs tonight, and the realization felt like a punch to the gut. You remembered how excited she was to start them finally; sheâd been begging you to twist her hair for weeks.Â
âCâmon, y/n, you got somethinâ better to do than your big sisterâs hair? I practically raised you-â sheâd followed you around the house like a lost puppy.
âYou ainâ raise shit, Niq. Weâre 15 months apart,â youâd dismissed her, cringing as you heard your mom's sharp âLanguage!â echo across the house.
âMy bad, ma!â
âPlease, doll?â she rattled off your childhood nickname. It was what sheâd called you until she was five, having thought you were a baby doll that your mother had brought home for her.Â
âI got a pile of homework, Niq-â It wasnât an excuse. Niq mightâve graduated last May, but you had a whole year to go until your high school career ended, and you were trying to graduate with âvaledictorianâ in front of your name. You were already on the right path. Known as a straight A student and a teacherâs pet, captain of the debate team, and olâ girl who got a perfect score on her SAT. You heard the way they spoke about you in the halls, thinking you werenât listening. âThatâs Niqâs sister? Niq Davis?â the teachers would whisper when you walked past. âYou sure they got the same DNA?â the nosy adults wondered aloud.Â
The other students who knew of Niq Davis avoided you altogether, and you were much too smart not to notice why. She threatened anyone who so much as breathed at you wrong, leaning way too hard into the âolder sisterâ bit. There wasnât enough of an age difference between the two of you for it to matter who was older.Â
Still, she knew that with enough persistence, you werenât going to tell her no. Ever the people pleaser, youâd started her locs that same night, pushing aside the assignments you knew needed to be completed.Â
Your mind drifted back to a time before any of this. Before the distance. Before the choices. You remembered the days when it was just you, Niq, and the smell of cocoa butter in the air while you twisted her locs, smoothing them with tender fingers, lost in the rhythm of your shared space. The hours felt like minutes, the moments like treasures.
Niq and Riri didnât acknowledge your presence, seated in one of your grandmotherâs rocking chairs on the porch, face illuminated, but hidden behind your large laptop screen, tabs open and forgotten. You didnât bother to make yourself known, blending into the background without a care. They knew you were there, allowing you to take up space in their bubble. Riâs eyes flickered over to you every so often, catching your gaze when you happened to be looking up.
Riri had been around since Niq was in the 8th grade, with you in the 7th. She and her mother had just moved to the neighborhood, but really, it was like she surfaced out of nowhere. One day she wasnât there, the next day, she was. You donât remember their first meeting, just that Ririâs been around ever since.Â
Niq hardly ever came home without Riri in tow. She was present for Sunday dinners and holidays. Hell, youâd lost count of how many times youâd passed her in the hall first thing in the morning as if sheâd never gone home the night before.Â
Last night she hadnât, laid up on the couch with a thick blanket and the plate your mama had handed her, balancing on her lap. She was there when you descended the stairs this morning, giving you a passing grin, accompanied by the tick of her brow when her eyes traveled over your figure, taking in the length of your bare legs beneath a shirt three sizes too big. Her sleep-laced voice muttered out a âHey, doll,â to which you responded with only a nod.
You hated that nickname, wishing that your mom or grandma had pushed your sister to learn your name instead of cooing over her struggling to say âdollâ with no front teeth.Â
Riri sat across from your sister, tightly rolling a blunt between her nimble fingers, lifting it to lick the wrapper before sealing it in place. Her hand lazed to the side, offering the piece to Niq, who shook her head, rejecting it idly. âI canât, Riri.â
âTell me why you doing this shit again,â Riâs voice was calm, tucking the blunt into the corner of her lip, turning to blow smoke in the opposite direction.
âI don told you bout thirty times-â
âTell me again,â she interrupted. She wasnât really asking; she was pushing.
Niq leaned back on her hands, stretching her legs out until they reached the step below her. You took the moment to study your sister, taking mental images of her face as if you could forget it when she was gone. It was the same face that you bore, the two of you often being mistaken for twins, all because your momâs genes were strong as hell.Â
Niq got your dadâs lighter brown eyes that youâd only ever seen through photographs, while you got your momâs almost black ones. Other than eye color, the similarities were identical. Same wide nose, same plump lips. You and Niq used to joke that you were supposed to be born as twins, but you âneeded an extra year to finish baking.â As you got older, the joke started to make less sense. Niq continued to grow past your shorter frame, straightening out all of her curves and sharpening her features.Â
âI gotta get outta Chicago, Ri,â your sister responded. âThis ainâ my end-all, be-all.â
âWho said it gotta be?âÂ
Niqâs head fell back like it was too heavy for her slender shoulders, a humorless laugh escaping between her lips. âIf I donât get out now, imma be stuck. We both know that.â
âNigga, why you talk like you ainâ never gonna come back?â Riri asked, accidentally blowing smoke in Niqâs direction.Â
She fanned it away, annoyed. âMan, watch that shit. I gotta report in the morning, I canât go in smelling like weed.â
âMy bad, my bad,â Riri said solemnly, assisting Niq in dispersing the smoke through the air.
âImma come back, Ri. My baby sister here, and my momma.â
âBaby my ass,â you grumbled lowly. Riri let a small grin spread across her face like she heard you.
âWhy the military, though, Niq? You used to be the life of the party, man. Wonât nobody coming out if you wasnât there, and now you risking your life? For what?â Ri started, though she had no intentions of actually letting Niq answer. âFor a country that wouldnât risk they life for yours?â
âRi-â Niq started, trying to interrupt.
âYou a stud black woman that dress like a nigga. You a minority if I ever seen one, man,â Riri set the blunt on the cement step next to her, freeing her hands to form a fist to accentuate her words. âYou gay, a woman, and black! How bout you pick a struggle before you go off to war to fight for mine-â
Niq flexed her leg, kicking Riri swiftly in the shin. âWill you shut the fuck up?â She asked, turning to look through the open front door to see if your mom or grandmother were lingering.Â
The eyeroll you gave came from deep in your soul. Yes, you were the genius of the family, but Niq couldnât be that fucking dense. Both your mother and grandmother knew of her sexuality; theyâd spoken to you about it on many occasions, mistaking Niq and Ri for a couple.
âThis girl think I donât know what go on in my own house?â Your moms scoffed.Â
You reached for the pack of grapes she was washing, risking a pop to your hand before popping one into your mouth. With a crunch, youâd responded, âThey donât go together, ma.â
âIâm not stupid, y/n-â
âNever said you was, mama,â youâd cut her off, biting back a smile. âThey canât, though.â
âAnd why is that?â your grandmama chimed in from the other side of the kitchen. âBack in my day, it was frowned upon, but donât yall got that âprideâ shit now?â
âLanguage, mama,â your moms chimed in without looking up from her task.
âGirl, I gave birth to you. You not gon correct me on my language, Iâll say whatever the fuck I want-â
You were quick to interject; they could go all day if you didnât. Reaching for another grape, you spoke up, âTheyâd kill each other tryna decide which one of them is the man in the relationship,â you joked, quickly turning on your heel and exiting the room before they could ask any more questions. God forbid they get you to slip up about the girl Niq used to sneak into her room when she thought everyone was asleep.
âIâm tryna make life better, Ri. My future gotta be better than my past, and there ainât no way Imma bank bankroll that without giving something up in return.â
âWhat was wrong with the way we was doing shit before?â
âIâm too pretty for jail is what was wrong, Riri.â
âNigga, please-â Ri tucked the blunt back into her mouth, holding a lighter to the charred end and inhaling deeply. âSo what now?â
âWhat you mean?â
âWhat the fuck am I supposed to do while you gone, Niq? How Iâm supposed to get this shit off me?â She gestured to the illegal drug rolled solid and burning between her lips. âWhat-â her voice cracked in a way that was unlike Riri.
A cough brought it back to life, but youâd noticed the disregarded tear in Ririâs right eye. âWhat am I gon do without you?â
Niqâs shoulders dropped, weighing heavily from the same emotion Riri was trying to hold at bay. She looked back at you, locking eyes for what felt like a solid minute. âYou gon take care of doll for me.â
Her words shocked you, leaning your frame forward until you almost fell out of the chair. âShe gon what?â You finally spoke up loudly enough to be heard, causing a second pair of eyes to land on you.
This pair burned a bit, clinging to you as if it didnât want to let go. âImma what?â She questioned without looking away.
Niq turned back to Riri. âLook out for doll for me, Ri.â
âWhat the fuck I need taking care of for Niq?â you broke your gaze off of Riri, feeling a tug in your chest as you did.Â
âLanguage!â your mother yelled from inside the house.
âHow you hear me and not them?â you yelled back, sweeping your hand towards the girls seated across from you, still on the steps.Â
âYou starting college next month, doll. You need to stay on the right path; Riri gon make sure you do.â
âIâm starting college next month, Niq. Meaning I am an adult. Meaning I donât need a babysitter.â
âYeah, thatâs not exactly what I was volunteering for, Niq-â Riri went unheard as the argument between sisters grew louder.
âIâm not gonna be here to look out for you, y/n-â
âI donât need you looking out for me! Youâre going to basic training, nigga, not war!â
âI donât know when imma be back!â Niqâs voice rang over yours, shutting you up as what seemed like a street full of nosy neighbors went silent. âI got basic training, then AIT, then who knows where the fuck imma end up.â
Ririâs head dropped, not wanting to imagine the possibilities, while you glared at your sister, not backing down from hers. âI graduated, then dipped, y/n. You graduated top of your class. You got into every college you applied to, and I barely got into the community college.â
Her leg rose as she climbed the steps, reaching you in three quick movements. âYou got something going for you,â Niq said, grabbing your hands. âAinâ nothing wrong with joining the military, but this was my last resort, doll,â she stated with a small smile. âSelling dope couldnât be it for me. I wanna not live with ma and granny one day.âÂ
Both your lines of vision dropped to your connected hands, and you squeezed tighter. She was leaving you in the morning. Your older sister, your first friend.Â
âThis the only way imma make a name for myself,â she said before turning back to Riri. âPromise me you gon look out for her.â
Riri lifted her head slowly, dragging her eyes up to meet yours. Gazes locked, she promised, lips barely parting.Â
âGood,â Niq replied, throwing an arm around your shoulder. âMy doll better be in one piece when I get back.â
Niq didnât come back. Not on some morbid shit, she was alive and well, just caught up in the U.S. militaryâs fucked up sense of humor. South Korea, they said, for the next two and a half years. Over six thousand miles away, with a 14-hour time difference. Which meant, for the past six months, texting had been your lifeline, and even that was spotty. By the time the sun rose in Chicago, she was well into her work day, and when she went to lay her head down at night, you were well into yours. Youâd heard your sisterâs voice less in these couple of months than you ever had in your entire life.
And of course, shit hit the fan once she left. Grandma got sick, real sick. The type of sick that at-home remedies and late-night prayers couldnât touch. The nursing home three miles up the road had been the only option left, and she wasnât exactly willing to go. Dragging her there had damn near broken something in your mom. âWhen it rains, it pours,â sheâd murmured that night, wiping at the tears she wouldnât allow to fall.Â
With you and Mama being the only two at home now, things got tense. You were her sole focus, and arguing had become a daily task, and you were sick of it. She was hyperfixated on you, the way you dressed, how you wore your hair, even how often you were coming home.
 âWe spent time and money decorating that dorm room, and you donât even wanna stay in it!â She said it like a punchline every time you walked in the door. No greeting. Just disappointment dressed in a sigh.
As unbearable as she was making it, home was your escape. It was frozen in a time before everything changed and everyone left. Niqâs room still looked the sameâmessy, loud, alive. Her dirty laundry littered the floor like sheâd just stepped out. Her vinyls still clung to the wall, crooked and fading, collecting dust. Grandmaâs room hadnât changed since you were a kid. Same heavy curtains blocking out the sun, same stack of books in the corner, like sheâd be back any minute.
And college? A fucking joke. The workload hit you in relentless waves, and you couldnât stay afloat. Your grades were in free fall, Dâs scattered across your progress report like bruises. You were too tired to even pretend to care anymore.
Your roommate didnât help. A bubbly blonde from âBama who âdidnât get why you needed all those productsâ for your hair. She partied constantly, stumbled in loud as hell, and crashed wherever she landed. Once, you found her asleep facedown in your hamper.
You were over it. Done. Ready to tap out
Thatâs what tonightâs argument was about. âIâll be damned if you dropout, y/n! Thatâs not an option!â
You leaned over the kitchen counter, gripping the edge so hard your knuckles ached.
âI canât do it anymore, ma-â
âYes, you can, and you will! Take a break. Set a damn schedule," she snapped, waving her hands like she was shooing a demon. "Sleep in that dorm room we paid for so you ainât commuting back and forth every night!"
âYou not hearing me-â
"Youâre damn right Iâm not! Your sister made it through basic training; You can survive a few essays!"
And there it was. That sharp little blade she loved to twistâNiq.
 âNiq wasnât walking out my house with her belly out-â
âNiq didnât spend hundreds of dollars on some braids-â
Niq didnât curse, cry, or crumble. You were sick of living in her shadow.
âWhatever, ma,â you mumbled, stomping towards the front door.
âWhachu say, girl?â she shot back, sharp and fast. She heard you. She just wanted to give you the chance to backpedal.
Instead, you doubled down. âWHATEVER, ma!â you shouted harshly, yanking the door and slamming it behind you. âFuck!â
The air outside hit your face like a slapâcool, grounding. You closed your eyes, and sucked in a long breath until your lungs felt full enough to float.
âYour sister would beat your ass, she heard you talking to your mama like that,â a voice spoke up from the far corner of the porch, casual, but heavy. Familiar.
âMy sister ainâ here,â you retorted, eyes still shut.Â
The creak of wood under their skeptical footsteps. Then the warm, familiar scent of lavender and amber rolled over you, soft and cloying. Your curls lifted in the breeze before dropping back down like they were tired too.
âThen maybe I should beat your ass for her.â It sounded like a tease, but you knew of the real threat that hung beneath those words.
You sighed, deep and heavy. Like it was too much effort to drag your eyes open and stare at her like she was the last person you wanted to see and the only one you needed. âWhat you want, Riri?â
She stood across from you now, just an armâs length away. Her signature cornrows were gathered into two buns at the nape of her neck, where two chains hung, glittering in the sun. The plain black tee she wore was skin tight, a stark contrast to the baggy pants that hung low on her hips. Your eyes droppedâunapologetically. You took your time dragging them back up to hers. Her gaze was already waiting.
âCheckinâ on you like Niq asked me to,â she said with a sniff and a smirk, dropping her head to hide it.
Sheâd kept to her promise, you had to give her that. Riri had slipped into your routine like sheâd always belonged. Calling, dropping by, showing up unannounced just to make sure you were still breathing.
You heard her voice more than Niqâs now.
Saw her more, too.
Her eyes rose when you moved, watching you reach up to gather your hair into a puff atop your head. âYou talk to her today?â you asked.
Riri shook her head, causing the chains to twinkle as they brushed over each other. âYou?â she questioned back, noticing you staring at the necklaces.Â
âNope,â you responded, popping the âpâ.Â
âWhat was that just now?â she asked, nodding in the direction of the house where your mother could still be heard fussing behind the thick wooden door.Â
âNothinâ I wanna talk about.â
She didnât press. Thatâs what made it easier. âIght, ight,â she lulled off. âYou going back to the dorm tonight, or you crashing here?â
âI ainâ âcrashingâ nowhere, Ri. This my house.â
Riri sucked her teeth. You smiled before you could stop yourself. âGirl, answer the damn question,â Her soft laugh made your stomach tighten.
âImma let ma calm down some, but Iâll be here.â
Riri nodded, already stepping down from the porch. She fished a blunt from her pocket, lit it, and turned. "Iâll see you later, then?"
You hesitated, then: "Riâ"
She turned fast, eyes scanning you like something might be wrong. "Yeah, doll?"
You jogged down the steps, heart thuddingânot from the run.
Her eyes dropped. She saw it. Saw the way your chest moved. Saw everything.
The blunt rested between her teeth, balancing on her pretty brown lips, when you plucked it from her. Placing it in your mouth instead, you mumbled, âLight it.â
She shook her head, but obeyed. âQuit giving your mama a hard time.â
Your eyes rolled as you inhaled, willing the smoke to fill your mouth, then your lungs. Riri stood by, watching your fluid movements like she was drawn to them. You puckered your lips and blew your residual smoke right into her face. She didnât flinch. Just smiled. That stupid, sweet little smirk that sent shivers down your spine.
Her eyes locked on your mouth for a beat too long before she finally turned away.
No goodbyes. Just silence.
You both went in opposite directionsâher swaggering off into the twilight, you back toward the porch with the blunt tucked between your lips, just like she always wore it.
You curled up in one of the rocking chairs on the porch, not daring to go back inside until the scent of marijuana on you was washed away by the wind. The daytime hue crept away as night crawled in. One by one, the streetlights flickered on, and the world softened.
It had been a while since you heard your mother stomping about the house; long enough to assume sheâd gone to bed. You rose, stretched, crept to the front door, and silently prayed it wasnât locked.
It clicked open easily. You whispered a quiet "Thank you" and slipped inside, up the stairs, to the one place that still felt like yours.
You had just shut the door, hand on the lock, when you heard itâa faint tapping on your window.
It slid open slowly.
And then, with the grace of a secret, a familiar figure slipped inside.
Riri didnât say anything as she landed, just brushed off her pants and locked the window behind her like sheâd done a hundred times before.
You didnât speak either.
You just watched her. In your space, moving like she belonged.
She kicked off her shoes with one lazy push, letting them land wherever. Then she sat at the edge of your bed like it was her own, legs spread, elbows resting on her knees, head tilted as she studied you. That same unreadable look on her face, tension running through her body, leaving her rigid.
You leaned against your desk, arms crossed, heart thudding a little louder than you liked. The room was quiet except for the soft creak of your box fan oscillating in the corner and the hum of the streetlight buzzing through the curtains. Riri sat like she had all the time in the world, like your room was her room and you were the one visiting.
"Why you staring at me like that?" you asked, the words heavier than you meant them to be.
She raised one brow but didnât answer right away. Just leaned forward, resting her chin in her hand. âLike what?â
You shrugged, eyes dropping to your feet. âCut the shit, Ri. Whatâs the problem?â
"Mm," she hummed, leaning back again, letting silence stretch between you. "Maybe I just don't like seeing you fight with your moms like that."
You scoffed, turning toward your desk to fidget with the loose cord of your lamp. "Then donât come over."
A pause weighed all too heavily between the two of you.
"You want me to stop?"
You didnât turn around, but your hands stilled.
She let the question hang there, testing the air like smoke.
When you finally turned to face her, Riri was still watching you, eyes soft now. No teasing. No smirk. Just her, open in a way that made your chest ache.
"No," you said quietly.
"Then quit saying dumb shit."
You walked toward her slowly, like you were approaching something delicate. She didnât move. Just let you come closer until you were standing between her knees again. Her hands came up, settling on your waist like a habit.
âIâm tired,â you murmured, voice cracking on the edges.
âI know,â she said. âCome here.â
You climbed into her lap without hesitation this time, tucking your face into her neck like it was the only safe place in the world. Her arms wrapped around you, firm and sure, and for a second, you let yourself pretend the rest of it didnât existâschool, your mama, Niq, the weight of trying to hold it all together.
Just her. Just you.
And when she turned to kiss you, it was deep and desperate, like she needed it to hold shit together just as badly as you did.
A sigh escaped from you, and Riri swallowed it without a second thought. These nights, these moments were the only thing that made the tough days worth it. Her hands crept up beneath your shirt, stopping just shy of your bra line.Â
She pulled away, much to your demise. You leaned into her, silently begging for her lips back on yours, groaning when she dodged your attempts with a lazy smile.Â
âCâmon, baby, this ainât new to you.â Her hands left your skin, taking their warmth with them. âTell me what you want,â she spoke lowly, propping her arms behind her to support her weight. Her command was lustful, sharing the feeling like a disease. Your stomach coiled.Â
âI want you to touch me, Ri,â you whined, grabbing at her hands in futile attempts.
âWhere?â she asked, nipping your chin when you got close enough.Â
Annoyance growing, you yanked the hem of your shirt, lifting it over your head and discarding it somewhere on the floor with Ririâs shoes. Your bra was just as easy to slip out of. The dainty pink piece dangled on the tip of your finger in front of Riâs face before floating to the ground as well.
Your breasts sat pretty and perky, right under Ririâs nose. She was hypnotized by your dark areolas and the way your nipples were already pointing towards her mouth. The scent of you made her mouth water. She sat up, wanting to get closer, and you took the opportunity to contort her hands like a marionette.
You couldnât help the soft moan that escaped when you placed one of her palms right on your breasts, just like she couldnât help the way her hips bucked into you involuntarily. You spilled into her hand, filling it up properly, sinfully.
The other hand brushed against your naked abdomen so tenderly as it trailed towards the button of your jeans. She tapped at it absentmindedly, never taking her gaze away from the goosebumps sprouting across your bosom. âTake these off,â her order was whispered, but direct.Â
Now it was her turn to whine when your body left hers. Standing and ready to give her a show, Riri gazed up at you with literal hearts in her eyes, mesmerized, watching you spin until your back was to her and your hips were shimmying the pants down past them.
She watched as they pooled at your feet and you stepped out, leaving you in nothing but a pair of panties. âThese, too?â you questioned, fingers already tucked into the hem, ready to be rid of them. Riri nodded pathetically, having lost her voice at the sight of you.
Off came those, as well, and she barely gave you a moment to blink before her hands were on your waist. The way she threw you onto the bed was quick and rough, the frame creaking. She ignored your coos and open arms, bending instead to pick your panties up off the floor. Bringing them up to her face, she inhaled deep, filling her lungs with you. The thin lace disappeared into her pocket with a dark smirk. âMy trophy.â Her look at you was drool-worthy, and the coil in your stomach wound tighter.
âNasty girl,â you hummed to her, watching as she stalked to you. Like an animal. Predator to prey.Â
âBaby, Iâm not nasty,â her hands wrapped around your ankles, tugging you to the edge of the mattress. You were foldedin half as she bent at the waist, stuffing her face in your cunt. Her nose brushed too lightly against your tender clit, holding on tighter as you twitched beneath her. âIâm grown.â
Her tongue lapped you, from slit to clit, flat and wide. Just once, and then her puckered lips were blowing cool air onto your wetness. Your whines were soft and low, much too quiet for Ririâs liking. âYou must want me to stop.â She licked you again, slowly, placing a kiss to your clit when she reached it. âI know you can be louder than that, baby.â
She was lapping at you like one would an ice cream cone. âI know your mamaâs home-â she conversed with herself, your brain having turned to mush. âIâll make sure ma donât hear us.â Her lips closed around your clit, sucking lightly. Your hips lifted from the bed, trying to push your cunt further into her face, needy and begging. Ri held you down like you weighed nothing, hands pressed to the parts of you where pelvis connected with thigh. âI just wanna hear you a lil bit,â she spoke again, lulling her tongue to rub tight circles over your bud.
Moans caught in your throat, not good enough for Ri. Her fingers dragged across your skin, reaching the wetness on your thighs before teasing your puffy lips. Her nails dragged against you, watching you clench around nothing while her tongue still worked. âI can make you scream, y/n.â
Your eyes widened in horror, one that was quickly washed away by pleasure as her fingers toyed with your entrance. âThat what you want, doll? Want the whole neighborhood hearing you scream my name?â She thrust into you, two fingers deep. You moaned, deep and guttural, but still too quiet for the prideful girl digging you out.Â
Your pussy fluttered around her, squeezing tight and pulling her in. âLouder for me, baby.â Her fingers scissored inside of you, curving to hit that squishy part and pulling away, before thrusting back into it. âHow Iâm âpose to know Iâm doing a good job if I canât hear you?â
She kept one hand thrown across your pelvis, in a lazy attempt to keep you glued to the bed. As strong as she was, the way she was fucking you lifted your body like you were possessed. Riri curved her fingers even further, digging into you. You could feel the pressure building, the way you felt like a too-tight rubber band about to pop.
She could feel you clenching around her fingers, so tight, she could barely move. âShit, baby, I wish I could feel you like this on my cock.â Her nasty words hit you straight in the cunt, splashing around her further. âIâd be in this shit every fucking night.â Ri was hovering over you now, her movements not slowing. âPumping you full,â she described, hips thrusting, pushing her digits into you. âYouâd walk out this house with a belly full of me.âÂ
Your head lifted, watching the place where you and Riri were connected. The sight was a filthy one. Her crotch sported a wet spot that could only be explained away by the way you were leaking onto her. A thin sheen of sweat covered her forehead, and she glowed beneath the artificial yellow light coming from the streetlight through your window.Â
You were a beautiful, bumbling mess beneath her. Breasts bouncing, stomach wet with sweat and your own juices. You looked downright pornographic.Â
âFuck, Ri,â you gasped. Bottom lip tucked between your rows of teeth, you bit down so hard you were afraid it would bleed. âFuck, fuck me,â you choked out.
So vocal, so vulgar, but still, too quiet.Â
The pumping into your cunt stopped, but only for a moment. Long enough to send a lustful groan from between your lips. Your gummy walls stretched as Riri added a third finger, resuming her staggering movements. âThere you go, baby, that was almost loud enough.â
One hand cupping your breast, the other scratching at Ririâs wrist. âNuh-â you tried, but the words were sloppy, almost as sloppy as your pretty pussy. âToo much, Ri!â You sounded like a habitual drunk, slurred and slack.
âNo, it's not.â
You nodded fast. âIs-it is!â You cried, uncaring of how shrill you were becoming.Â
âYou can take it.â She thrusted harder, deeper, fingertips drumming against your cervix.
âRi, please-â
 âYou can take it because I said so, baby. Take what I give you.â She growled at you.Â
âRi,â you dragged out the last syllable in her name, singing it as your pussy tightened, contracting. Your orgasm came fast and without warning. Ririâs come covered hand was quick to seal your mouth, muffling what remained.Â
She saw the way your eyes darkened, ready to lash out at her. You were silenced by her slick fingers forcing their way between your lips. âI know, I know, too loud. My bad.â
You bit down on her hand, earning a small slap to your cheek. âClean me up,â she shoved her wet fingers back into your mouth, pulling forth a gag from the back of your throat. âGood girl,â she praised, noticing the way your legs clenched together at her words. âClean yourself off me.â
And you did, hollowing your cheeks to suck yourself from her fingers, licking inbetween each of them with your eyes locked on hers. âNasty girl,â she whispered, unable to look away.
âNot nasty,â you released her fingers with a pop, planting a kiss on her palm before pulling away. âJust grown.â
Riri's hand traced slow, absent-minded circles against your lower back, the two of you tangled together in the glow of your nightlight. Her heartbeat was steady beneath your cheek, but yours had started to trip.
You spoke without lifting your head. âYou ever gonna tell her?â
Her fingers paused for half a second. Just long enough.
âNiq?â she asked, already knowing the answer.
âYeah.â
Another pause. Longer this time. You could almost hear her thinking, feel the tension slip into her muscles.
âI donât know,â she said finally. Soft. Like the words might bruise. This wasnât the first time you two had tried having this conversation; youâd just hoped the answer had changed this time.
You sat up just enough to see her face. âWhat do you mean you donât know?â
âI mean, I donât know, baby,â She sighed, dragging a hand down her face. âItâs not like I planned for this to happen. I was supposed to watch out for her little sister, not fuck her little sister! Not fall for her-â
You laughed, bitter and low. âYou planned to sneak through my window every night?â
âNo,â she snapped, sitting up straighter. âI planned to look out for you. Thatâs it. Be your big sisterâs responsible friend. That was the job.â
âBut thatâs not what this is.â
Her eyes met yours, jaw tight. âNo. Itâs not.â
"So, whatâthis whole thing just stays in the dark forever?" You gestured vaguely between you two. âYou get to touch me like this, hold me like this, but I gotta pretend weâre just cool every time Niq calls? Every time I say your name around her, I gotta pretend I donât feel anything? You fuck me at night, go about your business during the day? I donât get to take pictures of us, we canât go on dates-â
âDonât do that,â she warned, her voice suddenly sharp beneath the darkness. âDonât act like this is just that easy for me.â
âIâm not,â you snapped back. âIâm saying Iâm tired of acting like it's not what it is.â
Silence again.
She leaned back on her palms, eyes flicking to the ceiling like it might hand her an answer. âYou know sheâd lose her shit if she found out. That we been doing this behind her back, lying to her and shit.â
âAnd what?â you challenged. âYou scared she wonât fuck with you anymore?â
Riri didnât answer. Didnât need to.
You saw it in her face.
You deflated, more hurt than angry now. âDamn. So thatâs what this is.â
âSheâs my best friend, y/n. My first friend in a long ass time,â Riri said quietly. âI canât just throw that away.â
Your mouth opened, then closed. The words caught in your throat like smoke.
Riri sat up, reaching for your hand, but you pulled it away before she could touch you. She flinched, barely, but enough.
âIâm not asking you to throw that away,â you said. âIâm just asking you to stop hiding me. Iâm grown, remember? Niq can handle finding out about us.â
The room felt heavier than it shouldâve. Your chest ached in that familiar, dull wayâlike disappointment had taken up permanent residence.
She reached for you again, slower this time. âYou know I care about you, right?â
You looked at her, eyes burning. âThen act like it. Love me out loud, Riri,â you challenged.
And for once, she didnât have a clever answer.
Your gaze bounced around her face, studying it for some type of reaction, as hers did the same to you. Every glance you shared was cloaked in the kind of silence that spoke louder than any confession, a secret only you understood.
The silence had stretched so long, it didnât even feel like silence anymore. It felt like its own thingâloud, alive, sitting between you like a wall you hadnât built but somehow helped keep up.
You rolled over, turning your back to her. A cowardâs move, sure, but you didnât want her to see your face break.
Behind you, Riri shifted. The bed creaked, and for a moment, you thought she might leaveâslip out the window like she always did, disappearing before either of you had to deal with the mess.
But then she spoke, voice low, wrecked.
âI hate this shit.â
You stilled.
âI hate feeling like I gotta choose between wanting you and keeping my friendship with her.â
You turned just enough to glance over your shoulder. âWho said it has to be a choice?â
âShe didnât,â Riri admitted, laughing bitterly. âBut she will. You know Niq. Sheâs not gonna just roll with this like itâs cool. Sheâs gonna feel betrayed. We betrayed her, baby.â
You sat up, tugging the blanket around your naked chest. âThen what? We keep sneaking around forever? Iâm your dirty little secret until she moves back and this whole thing blows up in our faces?â
Riri stared at the ceiling again, jaw clenched, before reaching your glare and shaking her head. âNah, baby. Youâre so much more than a dirty little secret. You donât deserve that. Donât deserve this.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âThis.â She waved a hand between you. âBeing with someone who canât give you everything you need and more without shit falling apart.â
Your throat burned. âSo whatâthis is it? Thatâs your answer?â
She didnât say anything. Just let the weight of it hang between you.
That was the moment it cracked. Not in some dramatic, yelling kind of wayâbut quiet, and devastating. Heartbreaking
âIâm not gonna beg you to choose me,â you whispered, giving up. Your voice didnât even sound like yours.
Ririâs eyes finally met yours. And for once, they looked scared.
Not angry. Not stoic.
Just scared.
You slid off the bed, heading to your closet to grab an oversized sleep shirt. Without bothering to look back, you added, âI love you, Ri.â
The words landed like a punch.
You didnât wait for her to say it back. You didnât even expect her to. You just needed her to know.
Because if she wasnât gonna fight for this, then at least one of you had to be brave enough to say what it really was.
You slipped out the door towards your bathroom, leaving her in the darkness with silence, and all the pieces of what you couldâve been.













