#queer men

EVAN MULROONEY

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Many of us, myself included, were never brought up as women, i came out at 7 and starting socially transitioning (not by my consent since i was outed by bullies but still) pretty soon, even without hrt i was already pretty masc, I've always had more in common with men my age and, even when i respect women fully, never understood their own experiences like their fellow women do. I even had those called male canon events like my dad not letting me cry or getting told to man up for playing cozy games.

Specially growing up visibly brown/indigenous on colonized land, i have never been feminized but the opposite; even if clocked, i would be more masculinized than a cis white gay man, i have been called "scary and threatening" by white old ladies for being 15 and visibly autistic, when (white) women talk about being seen as weak or infantilized is not something i relate to, since i have never been able to be seen as a little boy at all.