#queenwrite

Dear You,

Hi, I’m listening to the Avril Lavigne playlist and it’s kinda good. But, anyways how are you? Belated Happy Birthday but before your birthday I saw you with my friends and I saw you actually looking at me and hey it’s just fine and the afternoon that same day I saw you walking alone and I was afraid to say hi to you or maybe because I’m kinda shy that time. The next day came, it’s your actual birthday and I didn’t even get a chance to greet you because I know that your spending time with your girlfriend and friends and I don’t want to ruin that moment. It’s like every year we grow and we change digit. But anyway I also saw your girlfriend greeting you on her Instagram story and I’m not comfortable at that time I feel I’m sad or happy I don’t know it’s kinda mixed up. Next day came, I saw you again and I have no idea why I keep seeing each other in the same place but never get a chance to say to each other. Then every day I always see you riding a bike with your friends who are my friends too, and I was happy seeing you happy with them. They're also times that I saw you looking at me or making eye contact with me but I was the one who is ignoring or stay off with you.   And then I ask God to give me a sign if this is a sign of having a chance for the both us, I prayed to god if I saw you at the same place again there's a chance. And what do you know I saw you and we looked at each other. But you seem not okay at that time and I was worried because I have this feeling that you're not fine.   The next day came, and I'm pretty sure that I was drunk at that time so I tried to text somebody to pick me up and I didn't even know that I send it on the wrong number.  And that wrong number was yours. It's late when I realized that I send it to you. So I try to contact my friends that I send it to the wrong number. And when I got home I message you and said "Hi, I'm sorry it was a wrong send message" and you said you don't know if what number did I send it to it. And then the next morning when I woke up I explained everything to you that I was drunk that time and and I also knew that you and your girlfriend broke up and I felt bad for that. You know, what is the truth, that I will always be here for you no matter what. Just always be happy it will passed. I'm here, and my feelings will always be same since then.