#puppetplog

who came up with the entire "if you tell someone your wish then it wont come true" propoganda? is it not enough that I must wake up every morning in the body of a fleshy mammal? why must it be so that i have to also constantly suppress the deepest and most fervent desires i feel? who is this Authority which governs what wishes are granted and which wishes are not? i hate that even for times of joy and moments of solace, people are not allowed to express themselves. when will i be freed from this mortal coil and be baptized in felt and stuffing?

The ceaseless need, nay, desire to have the hand of a strong, determined individual inside of me, dictating my every move -- to have such immense gratification and completeness to know that the invisible hand which guides my every move is there. But nay, I am but a puppet with no hand, a hole with no master.