I hate u, I love u
-her-
I donât hate him. I couldnât find a way to hate him. I donât hate a bone in his body. He has a good heart, I know he does.Â
He just isnât the same boy I fell so madly in love with.Â
He used to wear t-shirts and jeans, now he wears a leather jacket and an attitude. He used to wear glasses from time to time, now he wears a black metal lip ring on the left side of his bottom lip. He used to be clean of any markings beside the tattoo of the words âsincerely yoursâ on his right forearm from his/our favorite movie, The Breakfast Club; but now his left arm is completely covered in markings.Â
I donât hate Luke Hemmings, but when Iâm trying to have a nice night in whilst watching Pretty In Pink and the house across the street is absolutely fucking packed with illegal substances and underage alcohol consumers, I have a problem.Â
I pull on a black hoodie over my gray t-shirt and some pajama shorts over my underwear and slip on my black Toms and march my short body to the Hemmingsâ household.Â
I slam the door open, pushing my way through a flood intoxicated teenagers, looking for the culprit himself. I make my way upstairs and open his bedroom door, not bothering to knock, knowing that anything behind that door is something Iâve already seen.Â
I find some naked, skinny redhead bouncing on his dick.Â
She was stick skinny with bright blue eyes and a face full of makeup. Her thighs were so small he could probably fit a single hand around one of them. Her stomach was so flat you could see definition. Her breasts were a nice B-Cup. Her hips were tiny. She was tall and nicely tanned. Her curves were nonexistent.Â
The very opposite of my dark hair and even darker eyes. My thighs are so large I end up with holes in my jeans from them rubbing against each other. My stomach wasnât huge, but it certainly wasnât hers. My pale, curvaceous 5â˛4âł stature was no match against her 5â˛10âł model-like body.Â
She was the antonym of me.Â
Was that the appeal?
She wasnât thick like me? She was tall? Skinny?
âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â Luke snaps, practically pushing Reverse-Me off of him and covering himself with a blanket.Â
âShutting this fucking circus down!â I argue back.Â
âWhy the hell are you so entitled?â He raises an eyebrow.Â
At this point, the skinny redhead grabbed her clothes and quickly scurried out.Â
âI have work tomorrow Luke! For Godâs sake, please!â I yell.Â
He rolls his eyes and crosses his slightly defined arms, âYouâre just pissed because I was fucking someone else!â
âI donât give a fuck who you stick your cock inside of!â I exclaim, âHave fun! I donât care! It doesnât affect me and I have no say! What does affect me though, is when you have loud parties that prevent me from sleeping and enjoying a night to myself!â
âWhat do you mean by âa night to yourself,â Darling?â He chuckles.Â
âYouâre a fucking pig. It means watching Pretty In Pink by myself because I donât have anyone that I have to deal with being clingy and not wanting to sit through the movie and just wanting to fuck me the whole time,â I shoot back.Â
âWell you donât have to worry about that anymore,â He scoffs.Â
âLucky me,â I tell him.Â
âI was kind of in the middle of something until you rudely interrupted me,â Luke says, âSo if youâll excuse me.âÂ
He basically just kicked me out of his fucking house.Â
How dare he?
A few days later, I exact the perfect plan of revenge on my day off. I drive myself to the nearest Home Depot, pick up several cans of spray paint, some sharpies, and a lighter. I then drive to the nearest grocery store and pick up some eggs.Â
I gather all of my supplies and wait until everyone is gone in the Hemmingsâ household.Â
I hop their fence, entering the backyard, and climb up the ladder into the treehouse. I climb a little more to get to Lukeâs room through an open window.Â
Dumbass.Â
I start tearing posters off the wall and set them partially on fire. I spray paint a large âFUCK YOUâ on his wall. I go into his closet and pull all of his clothes out and throw them on his floor.Â
I scribble over his mirror in black sharpie and then write âselfishâ on it in silver. I throw eggs all around his room as well.Â
Thatâs when I find something... interesting underneath his bed.Â
A black box with a pink ribbon on it.Â
I open it expecting sex toys or lingerie for one of his, Iâm assuming, many fucks.Â
No.Â
They were pictures. Of us. Together.Â
Kissing. Hugging. In love like no oneâs business.Â
He kept these?Â
He wrote little messages on the back of each of them.Â
For example, there was one of us kissing on our one-year anniversary when he took me to the zoo.Â
âEvery kiss makes me fall in love all over again.âÂ
Then it was crossed out with a single line through it.Â
âI fucked upâ
Another picture of us cuddling.Â
âIâll hold you as long as you allow me toâ
It was crossed out as well.Â
âIâm sorryâ
I almost felt bad.Â
Almost.
I decide to write over every picture with one letter each in sharpie.Â
I use them to spell out the message, âDidnât realize you missed me that much, Lukey?â and spread them out on his bed.
Best paycheck ever spent.Â












