The absolute worse sense of existential dread just shot me in the chest as I was trying to fall asleep and now it feels like my thoughts are actively trying to win a marathon. Kill me

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The absolute worse sense of existential dread just shot me in the chest as I was trying to fall asleep and now it feels like my thoughts are actively trying to win a marathon. Kill me

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sometimes i think the ptsd is over and in many ways it has been but i really can't ignore the way it destroyed my confidence. with a lot of the changes it kind of felt like night and day, like suddenly i just wasn't jumpy anymore, suddenly i could watch horror stuff again, etc. but it turns out rebuilding your confidence after such an intense setback takes a lot more time. Who could've predicted this
I'm so cranky about the phrase "childhood trauma" being used to talk about things that freaked you out as a kid but you got over, like scary things in video games or odd VHS tapes nobody else seems to have heard of.
Ya know. As someone with a not-insubstatial ACE score
i kinda hate this meme tbh but
some of y'all weren't physically and sexually abused by other kids because they could tell there was something "wrong" about you, and then ignored or abused by the adults you sought help from, and it shows

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never think about the past. worst mistakr of my life
the leftism leaving people's bodies when they're asked to use trigger warnings
did not cry or smoke weed today. its the little things