#prowlers

(TW: sa, abuse, trauma, etc)

"What is love? Simple, love is an emotion felt so strongly that it will tear you apart, it's more addictive than any drug I've ever used, but everyone else seems to be unaware of that fact.

'I love you,' has been said to me my whole life; by men my father rented me out to, by dear old daddy himself, by Silva, by targets, by men at the bar who think I'm dumb enough to not notice them slipping pills into my drinks, but also, by my friends, which is weird, I don't think they understand what it means to love someone.

Love is something that you can't live without; it's something that makes you feel like a god among men right before your wings burn off and you fall down to Hell, it's when there's a gun to your head and you know they won't hesitate to pull the trigger, it's when you wake up to a room full of strangers staring at you, admiring the bruises they must've left the night before, it's when you can feel the cigarette burning deeper and deeper until you can't help but scream, and that's enough permission for them to lock lips with me. To love someone is to serve someone, to make them happy, to do absolutely anything to show them you're useful.

To most, we love each other, they know that I need it, and I know that they want it, but I never feel that way with my friends, I feel bored. None of them would touch me to make themselves feel better, they wouldn't kill me to relieve stress, they wouldn't break my bones because they wanted to and they knew I'd just reset, and yet, they continue to say that they love me.

I suppose none of them are capable of true love, they weren't made for it like I was, but I'll let them believe they are for a little while longer. I feel that telling them the truth would hurt, and for some reason, I never want to cause them pain."

Prowlers   -   Martin Gale ,  2019.

Irish, b. 1949  -

Names and pronouns connected to Prowlers or Entity 207 from the Backrooms for anon

Names

Shadow Wrath Noir Ember Cougar Lynx Whisker / Whiskers Shade Psychosis (someone please just name themselves psychosis it’s such a sick name enfugbt) Vision Hunter Predator Carnivore Ghoul Beast Fear Peril Terror Silhouette 

Pronouns

( a collection of those names could become pronouns too )

A dev answered some questions about the wildlife AI on Twitter and I'm disappointed.

You can't pet nor ride the puppies.

Here's the link to the tweet if you wanna have a look: