summary: when cairo goes home, what comes to mind are thoughts of you.
wc: 2.3k
tags: explicit, minors DNI!! all characters 18+. university au. masturbation, smoking, non-linear narrative. reader is cairoâs teaching assistant, reader described as masc presenting.
a/n: let me know what yâall think :) for the vibes
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âIs Professor Miller not coming?â Winnie had just dropped into her unassigned assigned seat next to Cairo, two minutes before Greco-Roman Literary Theory started. The flipping of pages punctuated the chatter of other students waiting, a comfortable sound.
âHe said heâd be gone today,â Cairo replied absently. âThereâs a âguest lecturer,â our teaching assistant.â
âOh, right. Whoâs that?â
Cairo shrugged. âWho knows.âÂ
As if on cue, the door swung open. Cairo didnât even look upâMiller mentioned that he kept a handful of research assistants that would be there to help with the advanced reading. But honestly, Cairo wasnât sure what they could tell her that she didnât already know. A melodic hum fell through the air for just a moment, a chorus.Â
âGood morning.â At your lilting voice, rough with the edge of 10am, Cairo started. She watched you set your messenger bag on the desk. Your white shirt pulled over your shoulders; there was a glint at your collar, a necklace peeking through. A thin watch adorned your wrist. Winnie, along with some of the class, echoed your greeting, and Cairo blinked.
Late spring afternoon draped across the furniture in Cairoâs room, the quickly waning light giving easy way to a blue hour. Dropping her bag at the door, she tore off her shirt and skirt with the confidence of one standing before a crowd. Running a hand up from her sternum to her neck, she stretched languidly, sinking down onto her bed. After so many uneventful daysâwhen she applied to Yale, she didnât think that there would be any uneventful daysâshe finally had a story to turn over in her mind.Â
You. You were a mystery. Even as you had started the class with an introduction, telling Cairo youâd graduated from a middle-of-nowhere college in California and sought a writing career in Vermont before delving into research, she longed to lay out the details and pull them out from under the rug. Where did you learn to teach? Did you like to drive, or be driven? Mountains, or the sea? Where did you grow up? Was there coffee or tea in your cupboard? Cairoâs stomach burned to know. Her dark eyes burned the ceiling with smoke signals, searching for you even though you were god knows where in that seaside state.
Arching her back, Cairo let her hand travel down, palm flat against her stomach, to trace the seam of her upper thigh. As the class had progressed, your keenly observant nature did not elude Cairo. Maybe listening was something that your pedagogy instilled in you, but the way you held each studentâs question in the cant of your head, an answer in your crinkling eyes, listening seemed to be in your nature. It was meticulous, the way you picked apart the class text, weaving in references and tying it all in. In that two hour lecture, Cairo learned that you watched the same way you listened.Â
Balmy as it was, the humidity made her dark waves cling to her skin, and she shivered as she brushed them back, thinking of a different pair of slim hands. Your scrutiny of each student had an intention that she couldnât quite place; a determination that thrilled her. Cairo imagined that youâd observe her the same way, that she would be the one you were most fond of. It was only natural that her own attention would draw yours onto her. Holding the weight of your envisioned gaze made Cairoâs core twist, a pleased little flush that she prayed you could see. Your affected impartiality didnât bother Cairoâin fact, it pulled her into your shadow. In her bed, she rolled onto her stomach then her knees, shaking her hair out.Â
Her hands were steady as she reached for her bedside table, thumb rolling on the wheel of her zippo as she held the cigarette to her lips. Cairo took a drag, blowing out neat smoke rings as she settled back on her heels. The skin of her own fingers was cool against her lips, and when she took the smoke away, she studied the pattern of her lipstick on the white paper as she had so many times before.
Sheâd watched, unabashedly and unafraid of being caught, as you drummed your fingers on the chalk tray. Would your fingertip be soft or work hardened if it pressed down her tongue? Would your skin carry the stain of her red lip as deeply, as obediently, as the malleable wrapping paper?
âAlright, class,â you cleared your throat, turning slowly around the room to make eye contact with each student. âAs you know, Jonathanâs away on a conference today. Iâll start with a bit of roll, just so I can learn your names. Not many of you come to my office hours, I know.â You smiled easily. It was so guileless, Cairo mused, nearly childlike. You had the class go around the rooms with names and majors, a circuit that Cairo gave no attention to other than your lilting rhythm of hums, the tapping of your foot on the floor, the way you flicked the corner of the role sheet with your thumb. Your gaze was soon on hers, waiting expectantly. She looked right back with a blink.
âCairo Sweet. English major.â
âCairo.â Her name rolled off your innocent little grin, making her cock her head. âWonderful.â Fascinating. Would you whisper midnight black desires in her ear, so deep and dark they might be murmured into the ink of your own empty room?
You continued, circling back to the front and easily transitioning to the lesson plan. You had an awfully effortless way of grasping the classâ attention, holding gently and never forcing. It wasnât like Professor Miller, who always seemed to hasten through the lecture so he could return to his research. She could tell you liked the woods of the text, to fall down into the depths of each word, feeling its weight in you and letting it rock. Just like Cairo.Â
She sighed into the warm air prickling up her skin, the curl of your voice around her name making her nipples harden in her bralette, even in retrospect. Exhaling around her cigarette, Cairo brought her hands up to palm her breasts, feeling the drag of her rubied nubs on her palms. Was it the high of the nicotine, the blur of smoke ridden air that made her float straight up into the lofty space youâd created in her mind? Though the feel of her own fingers scraping the lace against her skin was familiar, she found herself keen to think of your soft or callused hands. She was wet already, and she couldnât remember the last time sheâd gotten wet so fast.
The weight she imagined of your touch on her flushed skin was completely, deliciously foreign. Unbidden but intimately welcome, Cairo wished that your caress would find the map of her chest as familiar as a classic, something you had searched a million times over yet always managed to find something new. Shamelessly, Cairo trailed her fingers down her stomach, nails catching on every rib as she arched her back in the spilled moonlight. The mystery in the crossing of your long legs as youâd leaned back on the desk climbed up her belly, curling in the thump, thump, thump, of her heart. The uneven roll of your sleeves clung to the corners of her eyes, eidetic and oh, so, tempting. She had watched you so ardentlyâdid you like to watch? Would you watch?Â
The space between her thighs was achingly empty, craving the set of your narrow hips. She was comfortable there, and she remembered the taut stretch of wool as you dropped into your chair and set one ankle over your knee. There was something endearing about the way your trousers had pulled up to reveal slouchy black socks, and darker her mind went as the material pulling creases around your lap made her shudder andâshe reached behind to pull one of her fluffy pillows under her, smoke billowing into the air.Â
Cairo gave her hips an experimental roll, imagining it was the soft fabric of your slacks against her aching cunt, and grinned around her cigarette. Unlike the pillow, you would be ever so solid under her, grabbing for her thighs like a dog yearns to please. Were you more likely to bruise her skin, yanking her into you without care for bloodâor would you guide her gently, make a home in her innocence and hold her more dearly than life ever could? Either way, your desire for Cairo would be so apparent that you couldnât help yourself.
The dip of your tongue in her navel, the little smirk youâd undoubtedly wear as you went down furtherâwould you go for her throbbing clit first, or would your lips press so warmâshe didnât know. She didnât have to, content with all those different versions of you unfurling before her. In her bedroom, each time she moved her hips, it became easier to imagine you guiding her actions, the bump of your nose on her folds, damned if not addicting.
Cairo grinned as she fell onto her forearms, hips pushing into the soft pillow without abandon. The slide of her panties soaked with slick against her sensitive clit felt like the delicate press of your splayed hand on her desk as youâd passed, eyes occupied by the text you were holding. It had only been a split second, but it was enough for her to memorize every crease, every vein. Cairo let out a whine, a demanding little sound, as her movements grew erratic. Looking up into the heaven where you must be, she imagined that youâd murmur to her, âIâm here, Iâm here, how could I be anywhere else but here?â as you traced the dip in her back. Her arousal took her down every sullied path sheâd ever dreamed of, but her mind stuck on one gesture that made her mouth go dry.Â
She remembered the way your shirt got just a bit untucked when you stretched during the class break. Youâd instinctively tucked it back in, quick as you surveyed the class. Cairo thought that youâd dress yourself back up the same way after you bent her over the desk after class, pushing her skirt up and shoving your fingers into her, painting bruises onto her hip bones with how tight you held her.
The two of you would share a mutual understanding that she wanted this, wanted it bad enough for you to take it whenever you saw fit. Cairo decided that today, this time, youâd be as rough as you pleased, a cup of pens clattering to the ground as you pushed her down, forearm across her shoulder blades. Your necklace would be cold on her warm skin, would it be cold on her tongue? Youâd put two, three fingers inside, humming in that absentminded way you did. She thought youâd nuzzle into her ear, all lips and sharp teeth, asking if sheâd sprayed your favorite hair mist of hers because she hoped youâd noticeâshe didâand take her, break her, whatever you wanted.Â
Youâd send her plummeting down towards a deeper hell (or was it higher, up to your majestic heaven?), already knowing everything that her body needed. Cairo imagined herself coming so helplessly around the stretch of your fingers, so high strung from nights of trying to mimic the press of your touch on her clit, unable to reach the same heights you sent her to. As she held back tears, eyes on the ceiling in reverence, feeling herself drip to the floor, youâd sigh as your mind wandered to other things already, carelessly running a hand down her back.Â
Cairo gasped, dropping her nearly finished cigarette in favor of gripping the bed sheets. The white fabric wrinkled around her fingers, reminiscent of your shirt creasing as youâd rolled your sleeves up. This was something new you could show her, just how fast she could come and just how wet it made her. It was a marvel, feeling the fabric cling to her cunt, almost as good as how youâd feel. Resting her forehead in the crook of her elbow, she murmured your name over and over again, a little susurrus of a litany, so similar to your preoccupied hum. Panting, Cairo giggled in her bliss, soft and bright as Californian oranges clinging to rich leaves. You were dark enough to be tucked into the wrinkles in the soft pillow, dark enough for Cairo to love, as a journal loves a secret.
Sated, Cairo grabbed her phone and typed your name in. The results spilled out, and she scrolled, looking for all of the details in the background of your social media posts, curiously drunk on the yearâs gap in your CV. Cairo noticed the perfect little circle where the cigarette had burned when she dropped it, and she brushed away the remnants. The gesture smeared the ash on the sheets.
â
Walking into your office with barely a knock, Cairo took in the familiar room of an academic, but with your unfamiliar knick knacks around the place. A lighter, a leather wallet, glasses and wired headphones. You didnât look surprised as you glanced up from your laptop. Instead, you smiled.Â
âCairo, isnât it?âÂ
A flush of pleasure shot straight into herâyou remembered. She nodded. Your shelves were covered in books and stacks of reviews, the morningâs leftover cup of coffee sitting on one of the ledges. Did you smoke before, or after your coffee? The terrible, terrible want to replace the taste of smoke on your tongue with the taste of her gave Cairo just the confidence she needed.Â
âWhat can I do for you?â
Cairo leaned over your desk, watching the way your eyes dropped to her burgundy lipstick. âWould you be able to help me on the Aristophanes reading?â She pushed her copy of The Clouds towards you. âI canât seem to grasp it.â
Your eyes met hers. âOf course.â
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a/n cont'd: can you read my mind, iâve been watching you⌠thereâs just something about you, babyâŚÂ ⪠/ hope you enjoyed @woewriting :)
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summary: her hands are on your shoulders, and the next thing you know, your back is pressed to the bed, and taraâs rocking her weight on top of you. she leans in close, breath as soft as her skin against your lips, breathing out a quiet âyes.â
wc: 3.0k
tags: explicit, minors DNI!! no-ghostface au bc i didnât feel like fitting it in. bad dirty talk, top!reader and bottom!tara, needy!tara, D/s dynamics, reader is a little tiny bit of a sadist (as a treat,) sex on camera, exhibitionism and voyeurism, mild restraint, mild degradation, horribly excessive use of italics
a/n: am I back?? idk how i feel about this. thank you to @evilwednesday for helping me out w the cover image & the title :)
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Taraâs in your arms before her bag even hits the floor.
Youâre so, so glad the hallway is empty as she nearly bowls you over in the doorway of your shared apartment, peppering your face with kisses. You lift her up and give her a spin, pressing your lips to hersâitâs pure comfort, after so many long months of Taraâs school semester. Long distance was a real bitch sometimes, but Tara reminded you every day of how it was all worth it. In fact, youâd felt as if what you had with her was made more real by the distance so often between you. But now, sheâs in your arms, finally, and you nudge her suitcase inside with your foot, bending to grab the backpack sheâd discarded.
Pulling back, she speaks, so soft and shy it nearly makes your heart burst. âHi.â
âTara,â you breathe, âI thoughtâI wasnât supposed to go pick you up from ORD untilââ
âThere was a change of plans,â she interrupts, palms on your cheeks to pull you into a bruising kiss. You feel yourself practically melt into her, like a docile dog in a firm hand. You set her bag down, just managing to not drop it. âI took an earlier flight-â her lips are on yours again- âCouldnât wait.â
âCouldnât wait⌠for what?â
âThis.â She slips her tongue into your mouth, all hot and velvet on your teeth. God, the way it felt to miss her was addictive, but this was a million times better. Grabbing blindly, you miss the door handle a few times as youâre distracted by her soft lips, finally managing to slam the door shut. Shifting your strong hands to the soft crease of her ass and thigh, you bump your teeth into hers in your eagerness, but she doesnât seem to mind. You walk her into the apartment, kicking the door shut behind you.Â
Tara smells like the airport and outside wind, something uniquely New York caught in her hair. She pulls back for only a second to reach around, drop her jacket and shoes, leaving her in just a shirt and comfy sweats. Her palms are sun-warm on your cheek and your neck; any place that she could touch was fair game for her. Your mind feels hazy alreadyâit makes it hard to focus as you try to maneuver around furniture you could navigate in the dark, Taraâs presence more than disarming. Part of you wants to slow down, ask her how her semester went, but the smarter, Tara-influenced majority of you knows that with the way she was pulling at you and your heart, she would straight up kill you if you did that. Youâre all too happy to oblige her, kissing her back for every day that sheâd been gone.Â
âI missed you,â she whispers as she pulls on the collar of your shirt, even though youâre pressed so close already. Sheâs feather-light in your arms as you carry her down the hallway, nearly stumbling through the bedroom door. You let her down to stand between your feet, freeing your hands to cup her jaw. The curve of Taraâs face is as familiar as the way her nose brushes against yours, soft. It only takes a second, really, but with just her scraping her nails on the back of your neck, youâre wanting, enough to hold her tight and feel her melt against you.Â
Tara nearly topples the both of you when she grabs your shirt again and pulls. You just barely catch yourself from crushing her against the bedâbut as always, she takes you by surprise, wrapping her arms around your shoulders and slanting her mouth against yours to deepen the kiss. The look in her half-lidded eyes as you peek down at her tells you all you need to know about her intentions. With the way you were kissing up on her, anyone would think that youâd been apart for years, not months, but god knows you couldnât get enough.Â
Itâs near obscene, the press of your tongue against hers, but with all of the urgency built from the past few months, it only serves to split you open. As quick as it began, your kiss, broken by barely a gasp for air, turns heated and hungry. Itâs filthy, and the urge to spit in her mouth and make her swallow is more than a fleeting thought. Instead, you force her thighs open with your hips, grabbing her ass and pulling her close.
Under her sweats, you can feel the edges of fabric underneath, and you grin, skimming your hands lower. You furrow your brow when you feel a telltale band of elastic, and your hands tighten on her thighs.
âTara-â your voice comes out a rasp- âare you wearing thigh highs?â Youâre nearly dizzy with how much blood rushes from your head to your stomach, pooling low and hot.
âI know you like them.â Tara smiles a little, impishly, but she looks down to your hands instead of your eyes. You know herâsheâs looking for confirmation that sheâs right, that she hadnât overstepped in wearing something for you. In your mind, itâs absurd of her to even entertain this sort of thing, the way it sends a tingle up your spine. But Tara needs it, and youâre more than eager to please. You trail your fingers to her waistband, pulling her sweats down and off to expose her. Your grip on her hips is tight and squeezing, holding her in a way thatâs unmistakable as want.
You cock your head, ignoring how loud your heart runs. âOh, yeah? Is that why youâre matching again?â You take her hand, slide your thumb over her fingernails, in gel black. The sheer fabric is the same shade, soft as sin against your palms. Briefly, you consider tearing them apart, seeing the ruin of tatters against her skinâbut her little whimper as you trace your fingers where her thighs spill out over the top makes you change your mind.
Sheâs breathing hard from just the kissing, and when she sighs into your mouth, youâre reminded of the way sheâd boldly suggested, your blushing cheeks visible even on FaceTime, that you let her take a souvenir back to her apartment. Tara had complained that she was bored, in a way that homework couldnât solve, her wide eyes telling you that was as true as could be. You never could back down from a challenge, no matter how warm it made you feelâthat was why there was currently an old camera sitting on the bedroom table. You smile, biting your tongue.
âRemember what you said that night, baby?â
You point to the other end of the room, to the camera there, mocking. You expect her to laugh, to shake her head with an exasperated fondness, and push her lips back on yours. Instead, she freezes, swallowing. Her grip on your biceps tightens.
âTara?â
She turns her gaze to you, and in the half-light you see that her pupils are blown, wide in a sort of disbelieving arousal. It hooks you in, a tug in your stomach, as your mind fills with only Tara.Â
âTaraâŚâ you repeat, âdo you remember?â Sheâs quiet, a blush rising steadily to her cheeks. ââDonât you wish you could see what you do to me,ââ you tease, leaning in close. âYou want me to watch you, right? Well, doll, thereâs a camera right there.â
âIââ Tara nearly protests, but oh, her flush, the way her hips move so subtly, is telling enough for you. Not letting her hesitate anymore, you grab her shoulders, flipping her so sheâs under you. She fits perfectly, holding you up just as much as youâre holding her down.
âYouâre gonna watch this when youâre alone, right?â You tease, trailing a hand down her arm to push her wrists above her head with one hand. In your daze, you know her tells as well as you know that drag of desire in your stomach, and so you already know that sheâsâ âYouâre gonna watch this and rut that needy pussy on your hand, is that it?â
Itâs your turn to look for confirmationâdistantly, it rings in your mind that you mustâve lost your mind, to be talking to Tara like this, but whatâs more apparent to you is the moan that escapes from her mouth, the way her eyes slide shut.
âYeah,â she breathes, something shameless in the twist of her brow as she arches her back. Her nipples press into your chest, hard through her thin shirt, her knees falling open even more. Sheâs warm, underwear just clinging to her and leaving nothing to imagination. âIâll watch it whenever you want me to.â
âYou will,â you laugh, something deep and dark. âBut when you touch, youâll let me know when youâre gonna come, okay? So I know that youâve stopped, like a good girl.â You grind your hips between her thighs, watching her breath catch. Itâs a soft, bated moment, but something cracks in the air, nearly audible. The shift between the two of you is a familiar one, apparent in the way that she clings harder to you, presenting her chest, the column of her throat, the tilt of her jaw.Â
âI will,â she says obediently, her pleading gaze making you grin. âIâll stop, Iâll touch myself, whatever you wantââ
Just as quick, youâre pushing yourself off of her. The room is quiet, save for your footsteps and Taraâs breaths, adorably shaky. The camera is easy to set up, even if you do chance a look at her one too many times. Youâre back by her side, and you both watch the red light, winking back at you.
You sit down next to Tara, trailing your hand up and down her stomach. âIâll tell you every dirty little thing Iâd like to do to you, if youâre patient,â you whisper in her ear, something meant for only her to hear.
Her hands are on your shoulders, and the next thing you know, your back is pressed to the bed, and Taraâs rocking her weight on top of you. She leans in close, breath as soft as her skin against your lips, breathing out a quiet âyes.â Giving a little twist that not-so-accidentally presses her heat against the seam of your jeans, she pulls her shirt and bra off in one miraculous motion. You touch her skin, smooth and warm and hot, and you just know she enjoys how your eyes canât help but drop lower, your hands nearly following. She leans in to kiss you again, the ends of her hair tickling your collar. You both pull back, and you take a second to just look at her, and you can see how sheâs been. School was long and difficult, itâs in the set of her eyes, and you want to know more, despite the burn in your stomach.Â
But with the way sheâs looking back at you, white little teeth worrying at her lip, you all but smile.
âAlright, pretty girl,â you tease, âwhat is it, now?â She whines when your hands meet her chest, rolling her nipples between your fingers. âCâmon, tell me.â
It comes more easily than you expect, and it drops molten heat into your chest. âI wanna ride your face,â she whispers. You grab for her hips, tight. âI want everyone to know youâre mine.âÂ
Glancing over at the red light, you bite down a groan. âDo you think you deserve it?â
âYes, yesââ sheâs already straining against your grip, trying to crawl her way up your body.
âThatâs for me to decide, Tara.â
She keens, but she drops her head to watch your hands on herâsheâs sensitiveâas she pants. You shush her, sliding your thigh between hers. It must catch on her in just the right way, because sheâs tensing up in your arms, fingers digging into your shoulders.Â
âYouâre looking so desperate,â you laugh, glad she canât see the flush on your cheeks.
âI am.â Her bold declaration stops your heart in your chest; you know sheâs telling the truth.Â
âSo say âplease,ââ you murmur, head spinning.
Her eyes are glossy when she finally looks at you. âPleaseâŚâ
âVery good,â you say patiently. You lean up to kiss her, sucking her bottom lip none too gently. âWhy donât you beg a little?â
You see how the false hope makes her tears so willing to spill out. Her hips rut on your thigh, with no rhyme or rhythmâyouâre practically begging yourself to help her, but you hold back.
âPlease,â she says again, taking a ragged breath. âPlease, want your tongue in meââ
âLouder, Tara,â you snap, threading a hand in her hair and pulling her head up, none too gently. You force her to look in the camera, watching her pupils dilate as she stares down the lens. âI want you to be reminded of what a whiny bitch you are.â
âWant you to eat me out,â she whines to the camera, closing her eyes against the redness in her cheeks. âWantâŚâ The next time she says it, it's louderâyou release Taraâs hips to pull her panties off, nearly tearing them when she shifts up the bed at the same moment.Â
It makes you ache, being so close to touching Tara, her scent heady and thick, ensconcing your every sense. Her hands grab the headboard as you wrap your arms around her thighs to pull her closer to your lips. Sheâs practically shaking in her anticipation, and truthfully, itâs hard for you to wait any longer. You trace your tongue across the stretch marks on her inner thighs, and then straight to her cunt. Sheâs all velvet and honey against you, as you eagerly run your tongue up and down, savoring what youâve missed. Itâs so intoxicatingly good that you nearly miss the way she cries out, your name a shameless prayer.Â
You miss her weight on your chest as her back arches, and immediately youâre tracing the dip in her spine. Irrevocably, youâre watching her every move as you tease at her clit, making her rut her hips against your face, chasing friction.
âFuck,â she says on an exhale, breaking the word into two damning syllables, just like the ba-dum of your heart. Tara tears her hand from the headboard, threading her fingers into your hair to pull you closer. Itâs a gesture that you should chastise her for, but you canât bring yourself to resist her.
âThatâs it, pretty girl.â You wrap your lips around her clit and ease two fingers in at the same timeâsheâs so wet it doesnât take much to get them in. When you look up at her, the glazed expression on her face is something sated and satisfied, like chocolate wouldnât ever melt in her mouth. A lazy grin graces her lips, a dusty pink rising up on her cheeks as she squirms against you, adjusting easily to the familiar stretch.Â
Somehow, you can feel in your gut that sheâs being good for the camera, and you canât bring yourself to take your time. You want everything at once, to make her come over and over again into your waiting mouth, greed your only sin since you were so far past lust, falling into adoration and something dangerously likeâ
âPlease.â It spills out of Taraâs mouth, golden and warm.
âYouâve been saying âpleaseâ an awful lot, Tara.â
You wrap your hand, the one not knuckle deep in Taraâs cunt, around her thigh. Squeezing, you felt the soft stockings against your palm as you guided her hips to rock into you, your fingers and your tongue. You wanted her to feel whenever sheâd play the video back, for her to be able to memorize fucking your mouth, so no matter the distance, sheâd remember. As if on cue, her moan echoes around the walls, in your mind.Â
âThe cameraâs gonna pick that up, you know.â Your voice is rough, out of breath with how warm it is to be under Tara.
Her voice is tight, choked. âI know, baby.âÂ
You donât stop, only shifting slightly to get your thumb on her clit, so you can lean back. You swipe your tongue on your bottom lip, tasting her so sweet, and you watch her eyes, fading in and out of focus, tracking your motion.
âGonnaââ
âTara,â you laugh, but itâs a warning. She whines, hips twitching, and you can see her lip between her teeth.
âGonnaâoh godâitâsââ
âGonna what?â You mock, flexing your fingers. âYou can do better than that.â
âPlease, let me come?â Something warm unfurls in your chest at Tara knowing you want her to ask, your perfect girl, even when sheâs so far gone.
âWhy?â Your question makes Tara still her hips, which is saying something. âWhy should I let you, baby?â
Sheâs quiet, and since youâve always been weak for her, you take pity. Your heartâs racing, and the heat in your stomach craves to just see her.
âYouâre so good for me, my love⌠why should I let you come?â
âBecauseââ Tara breaks off with a lovely little whine, and then it hits her. It breaks up into a floaty feeling in her stomach, like a plume of sparks. Her thighs are trembling around your head, and you lean up to smear her slick on your lips, nudging her clit. âBecause Iâm your good girl.â
âThatâs it, doll,â you murmur. âCome for me, Tara.â
And Tara comes, white hot and tense against you, and in that moment, you think you believe in magic. You want to invent something new just to eternalize her with more than the camera, something more than memory. Sheâs breathing hard, and you wiggle yourself out from under her. Pliant in your arms, sheâs quiet as you help her lay down gently on the covers. For you, your mind was anything but quiet. You think you could run anywhere just to feel Tara, and you canât resist smiling. Crawling over to give her a peck on the lips, you think Taraâs doneâsheâs blinking sleepily, eyes flicking between you and the camera, so you move between her knees to shuffle her stockings off, skin against skin. You hear her clear her throat, breaking your trance of fondness.
You look upâyou see Tara look to the camera again, and your eyes helplessly follow. Sheâs got a mischievous little quirk to her lips, like she just knows how bad you wanted to see her come, andâŚ
âYouâre gonna tell me those dirty things now, arenât you?â
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a/n cont'd: đ
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summary: your addams just really needs some physical contact :)
wc: 737
tags: established relationship. nevermore âuniversity,â all characters involved are 18+. ooc wednesday. idk something about tooth rotting fluff
a/n: first wednesday drabble wednesday, in collaboration with @evilrawr! fluff has been requested by @melrodrigo. still not my strong suit but weâre going for it anyway.Â
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Steam rose from the warm mug that you carefully wrapped Wednesdayâs fingers around, but the heated ceramic was nothing compared to the searing lance of your grasp around her wrist. She watched as you settled yourself down on bended knee in front of her, respectfully pulling back your hands. Her own twitched, minutely.Â
It hadnât been that difficult to come knock on your door, 10 minutes before curfew was over. Wednesday knew youâd be there in your dorm, making something absurdly sweet with yourârespectably contrabandâelectric kettle. Youâd stepped aside to wordlessly let her in, and sheâd taken her usual seat at the foot of your bed. Strewn around were your dayâs assignments, a jacket or two, and she wrinkled her nose at the mess. Your lamps cast a gentle candle-eseque light across everything, blurring every sharp edge. The exact reason why she was in your room, wellâŚ
âLong day?â Your gaze was inquisitive but warm, as always. Wednesday watched you, taking in your socked feet and soft pants. Then, she did the Wednesday Addams equivalent of what might be considered a frustrated huff from Enid, or a desolate sigh from you: she looked away first.
The reaction was immediate, she noted absently. You tried to catch her gaze again, the slope of your shoulders and the wring of your fingers imploring her to look back at you. âWeds⌠talk to me?â
She took a slow sip from the mug, avoiding your eyes. To tell the truth, Wednesday was busy aching in the way that she wished youâd reach across the sea between your knee and hers. Her intense feelings were something that she typically kept locked away, not just with the protection of a key, but with a castle moat, bolted doors, and plenty of booby traps. Inside that cage lay other previously dormant feelings, ones that you managed to pull out, sharp knife to soft underbelly, with startling ease. Wednesday set her mug down on the floor, cocking her head at you. Often sheâd feel a baser, visceral urge to blurt out whatever thought she had to you. Restraint was becoming more and more difficult, the more you seemed to flay yourself open in front of her for a perusal akin to autopsy.
There was a muffled thump as you got up just a bit to shift from your kneeling posture, and Wednesday couldnât take it anymore.
She grabbed the collar of your shirt, pulling tightly until you were about nose to nose. Her mind knew that your actual body temperature wasnât that high, even lower than the average, but her cold heart felt the bone-deep bonfire of your proximity as your hands slammed into the bed next to her thighs, preventing you from tumbling into her. You took a sharp breath, a fateful one, as it seemed to pull all the oxygen from the room, leaving Wednesday blissfully bereft of that life force. She didnât need it, anyway; she was convinced she could sustain herself on the dilating of your pupils, the flickering of your eyes down to her lips.
âCome here.â Wednesdayâs voice came out in a rasp, but she reasoned with herselfâit was the best she could do after you yanked the air out of her still lungs. That ache of absence turned into a yawning chasm, reserve and restraint tumbling down into that eager maw. Her demand fell into that same ravine, eclipsed by the endless depth of darkness.
You stood from your position to sit on the bed as soon as the plea left her, and Wednesday was impressed at your speed. You pulled her into your arms not a beat later. Everything smelled like a faint mix of linen and honey, between your sweater and your tea, and something in it brought Wednesdayâs world to a halt. The skin of your collar was warm against the tip of Wednesdayâs nose, grounding like the nip of winter air. The two of you fell easily into your sheets, and Wednesdayâs mind finally felt like it had found the smoking gun for the investigation. It settled like a content cat right in her diaphragm, making it easy to breathe you in.
âIs this what you wanted?â Your voice, already sleepy, sent vibrations down Wednesdayâs spine. She hummed back, leaning her temple up against your shirt and letting her head fall onto your chest. You didnât say a word more; you didnât need to.
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a/n cont'd: so... playing with words⌠what do we think :0
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wednesday addams x fem!reader (mostly gn, only term used is âgirl friendâ)
summary: your friends-with-benefits situation with wednesday isnât so friendly anymore, but if you could only uncover your own eyes, you mightâve noticed.
wc: 5.5k
tags: explicit, MINORS DNI! all characters involved are 18+. kinda ooc wednesday, painfully oblivious reader, bad fluff, fluff to smut, top!reader and bottom!wednesday, semi-public (car) sex, mild blood, biting, mild overstimulation.
a/n: not sure how I feel about this lol. special thank you to đˇď¸ anon for her ideas and workshopping <3 comments/asks welcome, as always!
read part one here! this can be read standalone, but is intended to be a continuation.
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For the fifth time, Wednesday slapped your thigh to get your attention. âTurn it down.â
You huffed a laugh, and figured it was time. You were playing your âobnoxiousâ pop playlist, full of mostly Taylor Swift and random Korean bands. It was collaborative with Enid, and likely one of Wednesdayâs least favorites. Lowering the volume, you tossed Wednesday your phone.
âAlright, itâs your turn.â
The two of you were driving back from a day trip to a nearby townâactually, you were supposed to be driving back the rest of Enid and Co, also, but while Wednesday was beyond ready to leave, they all wanted to stay and do something called a âholy trinity.â How someone could have so much alcohol in so little time was so bizarre to you, but then Wednesday, of all people, rolled her eyes and downed three shots in just as many minutes, and seemed no worse for wear.Â
Seemed was the key word thereânot a quarter of an hour later, sheâd grabbed onto your arm, grip slack, and her eyes were becoming unfocused, roving all over your face only to miss your eyes and tack onto somewhere lower.
Youâd coaxed her to eat something after that. Post French fries and buttered bread (sheâd kill you after she knew youâd made her eat such unrefined food,) as well as a bottle and a half of water in, sheâd mostly walked it off. You figured it was time to get Wednesday home. As far as you knew, the rest of your friends were still out, though youâd made Yoko promise to text you when they were leaving and when they got back. The windows were open in the car; the wind lifted Wednesdayâs fringe off her forehead. You glanced over to where she was gingerly operating your phone, punching in letters on Spotify. Your heart twisted.
You didnât really want to admit that weird feeling you had the first time, and all the rest of the times, you saw Wednesday. It was a sort of jittery one, with a swoop in your stomach, that made you want to prod her into a conversation. Youâd gotten quite a bit more than youâd bargained for, from that first fateful kiss in the classroom, to every secret, heady rendezvous after. The last time you two had been intimateâfucked, in your bedâhad left an indelible mark, natural as a shadow settled neatly in your chest. The bickering and play fights had only made things worse, and you knew you had to ignore it all, for Wednesday. To keep things the same, because⌠somethingâs better than nothing, right?
You supposed that âsomethingâ was where you were right now. Being her âgirl friend,â with a space in between, sex and unrequited feelings included, was the best place that you could ever be with her. You had those close moments with her that you could cherish, but also that emotional distance that Wednesday undoubtedly wanted. Perfect. Your childlike sentiments were ones that you were likely to carry in your heart, deep down, for fucking forever. They were never going to see the light of day.
Lilting piano filled the car, shoving images of you and Wednesday seated together before the keys into your mind. Your phone dropped back into your lap.
âNocturne? In E minor.â You blurted out before you could stop yourself.
âIâm surprised you know.â
âHey!â Indignant, you nearly shot something back that was sure to start one of your bickering matches again, when an unfamiliar sound rang through the car, lovely as the music, but something youâd never heard before.
âDid you just laugh?â
Wednesdayâs mumbled denial was covered up by your own laugh, bordering on hysterical as your heart picked itself up and started racing.Â
âDo not insult me like that,â Wednesday grumbled, rubbing the hem of her sweater between her fingers. âFocus on the road. Dying with you in a car crash is too pathetic to even consider.â Though her words were sharp as always, her even tone had something in it that, if one wasnât careful, could be mistaken as gentle.
You snorted again, unable to stop laughing. âAnd if a double decker busâŚâ you sang, tapping your fingers on the steering wheel. Wednesdayâs glare nearly sliced you clean in half, and you were smart for once, shutting up immediately. She wasnât laughing anymore, and some part of you mourned that.
After Chopin played Liszt, Liebestraum no. 3, and you wondered if Wednesday knew how to queue on Spotify. You followed the winding road up the mountain. Youâd be back at Nevermore soon, but selfishly, you didnât want this to be over. It was an odd time, with no bickering, no siege, no sex, and who could blame you if you were feeling particularly, disgustingly, sentimental? Blame the Liszt.
Turning the car off the road, you pulled into a deserted vista point. Carpe diem, you thought, throwing caution to the wind and the car in park.Â
âWhy have you stopped?â
âWeds, weâre looking at the sunset.â
âI do not need to see it, it happens every dayââ
âOh, come on,â you laughed, unlocking the car doors and stepping out. With the wind whipping around you, blowing your hair every which way, you ducked to peek into the car. âHumor me, I guess. Donât you feel sorry for me, or something?â
She gave you a pointed look. âI do not.â But she followed you out the car anyway.
Leaning on the hood, you looked out at the scene as she joined you. Spiky evergreens stretched out across the stony slopes, with the last vestiges of snow clinging to the tops. The sun stretched its longing light into the rapidly darkening east behind you, pulling taut the shadows and blanketing everything in an aureate shine.
You glanced over at Wednesdayâdespite her earlier protest, it seemed as if she was tolerating this. The tension around her brow was gone, and her arms hung relaxed by her sides. The silence wasnât rare, but it felt reverent anyway. Your heart adored her in her outfit; it was something your mind refused to register. She was in black knee high boots, made of some leather you couldnât pronounce, an inky dress, flowing in the wind, down to her thighs, and a soft deep gray sweater. There was a sort of bleeding sentiment, beginning to seep into your everyday life, into wondering what Wednesday would think of the book you were reading, imagining her reaction to Biancaâs quip, overthinking her hand clutching your sleeve in the courtyard.
You deliberated, vaguely, what it would be like if you tumbled down the mountainside, into those treesâwould the wood be cushioning or bruising? It was a serious consideration, with all that you were feeling. Those damned feelings, ones that Wednesday would undoubtedly scorn, made you kick up the gravel underfoot in frustration.
Beside you, Wednesday cast an uninterested look over you at the noise, silently judging. A beat passed. She grabbed the collar of your shirt, wrinkling it, and pulled you into a bruising kiss.Â
âI am going in the car. The back seat. Be not afraid.â She retreated, and gave a little smirk, one reserved for the golden light and dark trees.
It was purely unfair, as the blood rushed from your head to pool in your stomach, making your heart work overtime. Stumbling to the back seat, youâd barely sat down before Wednesday reached over to the console and locked the doors. Sheâd taken off her boots, leaving her legs clad in white socks scrunched around her calves.
She climbed into your lap without preamble, squeezing your hips with her thighs. The car roof meant she had to duck her head just a bit, giving you the perfect opportunity to press your lips to hers. Having Wednesday on top of you was the kind of thing that made your head spin. And spinning you were, down into that deep unending abyss where there was only the smell of hot sugar, pine, and iron.Â
The Midas touch of the setting sun made Wednesday seem even paler, from her exposed knees to her small hands, glowing like some ethereal being. She kissed you as if she could wrap her teeth around you, like searching for sweetness in the corners of your mouth. Sure enough, there was something about her, a sense of urgency, that threatened to take in all of you.Â
âThis dress is nice,â you murmured, pushing it up her pale thighs, rubbing away the red marks her boots left on her calves. Your hands continued upward, to the light dampness of her inner thighs.
âYou said you liked it last time.â Wednesday immediately glanced away, as if she hadnât meant to say those words. There was a faint flush to her cheeks again, but the two of you were fogging up the car windows.
You ignored the pulsing in your stomach that traitorously screamed she wore this for me? âItâs enchanting,â you said. âLike a witch of the wood.â
You nosed your way into the nape of her neck again, a favorite spot of yours, unable to stop your stupid mouth from running. âI adore itâŚâ You pulled her tighter to your lap, skimming the seam of her underwear at the juncture of her thigh. âCan I touch you, Wednesday?â
âGet on with it,â she said, breathlessly, indulging you with a quick quirk of her lips.Â
Skimming the back of your hand up between her thighs, you sent your other hand to palm her chest through her dress. You felt her through her panties, the fabric soft and smooth from her slick. Dipping your hand below the waistband, you wasted no time finding her clit. Her breath came down hardâit was her tell, you knew, even when her face remained mostly impassive.
She was sensitive today, back arching with a small gasp as soon as you touched her. Hand shooting past your head, Wednesday grabbed onto the headrest, hard enough for the leather to creak. Her outstretched arm was right next to your head, and you couldnât resist leaning in to kiss the inside of her elbow.Â
She sighed, unfurling tendrils of a storm in smooth skies. âYou have all of me,â Wednesday said, something soft.
You press a kiss to Wednesday's forehead, equally soft, as you curl your fingers again. âIf only, Wednesday,â you said, unthinking.
Wednesday froze, squeezing her other hand on your shoulder hard enough to leave pretty bruises under your collared shirt.
You pulled back, cocking your head. âWhat is it?â
She furrowed her brow at you, as if she couldnât believe what she was seeing, then glanced away quickly.
âWhatâs wrong?â Your fingers traced another circle around her clit.
âStop asking.â Her voice was firm, but it had a waver in the middle, like sheâd almost changed her mind.Â
âIâll stop asking,â you whispered, âif you tell me whatâs up.â Her eyes were glazed over with a sheen not unlike her slick that coated your fingers, something shiny and sweet.Â
âYouâre hopeless,â she said, not even a second before she clapped her hand over your mouth.
What an Addams wants, an Addams gets, you surmised, blinking quickly. You rubbed your free hand up and down her thigh, trying to soothe her, but she only moved her hand to grip your jaw, her intent the sear of fire through the underbrush.
âI do not like repeating myself,â she said quietly, âso listen closely.â She shifted closer to you on your lap, car leather squeaking, settling on her knees so your nose was in her collar. She reached down and gave you a handkerchief from her pocket. Knowing what she meant, you pulled your fingers from her warmth, feeling a hard lump in your throat. âAnd make no noise.â
You nodded. She looked wild on top of you, hair mussed from your make out session, the apples of her cheeks a dusty rose.
âHonesty colors me,â she said by way of explanation. âAnd you talk too much, so this is how it will have to be.â She seemed to think for a moment, biting her lip. Her burgundy lipstick contrasted so starkly with her gray sweater, as if she was the only screaming color in a black and white world. She might hate that, you mused absently. Maybe she was more a whirlpool of the blackest black, sucking in all of the color and light around it so that you had no choice but to be drawn in, to the only real thing youâd ever known.
âYouâre stupid,â Wednesday started, matter-of-factly. âJust like everyone else.â You nodded, used to this sort of thing by now. âBut your particular brand of stupidity is showing its truth.â
You resisted the urge to roll your eyes, arms automatically going around her waist while you leaned back to look at her. Where she was going with this, you had no idea. You only knew that that whirlpool was making its way closer and closer to you.
âAt first, our⌠arrangement was indeed purely physical.â She paused. âBut things have changed, quite drastically. I do believe Iâve reached a⌠point of no return, but I have since found a balance.â
Wednesday locked her eyes on yours, unflinching. âI give myself to you time and time again-â the words were unfamiliar from her mouth- âyet, you seem to give no indication that you know. âIf only?â Itâs nearly laughable.â She gave a huff, though her gaze was contemplative. You cocked your head, mind uncomprehending, mouth dry.
âYou have my heart, beating or still.â Her words rang quiet in the car. Your own heart started up again, with all the betrayal of a thrumming bass. You tried to push it down, but it didnât erase the reality of what Wednesday had just saidâdid Wednesday ever lie? She was good at it, sure, but youâd long learned that Wednesdayâs word was her end. âAnd it appears as though you are completely unaware.â
âUnaware?â You broke her rule, and you could see the tick of annoyance in her eyes. But you plowed on anyway. âAre you saying that you have myâthat I donât know that I have yourâthat you like me?â
âMy devotion is more than that,â Wednesday said casually, âbut it may be that youâre unable to handle that at this time.â
Sure enough, you could feel your body informing your mind that you were hyperventilating, Wednesdayâs weight on your lap the only thing keeping you from shooting off to Saturn.
âI donâtââ you struggled for your words, the usual wit you showed while bickering with Wednesday, the strategy youâd used to defend Jericho, absolutely nowhere to be seen.
âNeed I pull stars from the sky to prove myself to you?â she said, raising an eyebrow in amusement, as if she wasnât blowing through every poorly stacked defense of yours. It would be just like Wednesday, for every word of hers to be devastating and world shifting. No one knew Wednesday Addams and remained unchangedâthat was just the kind of person she was, romantic as murder via blade. Perhaps to her, your wide eyed reaction was enough of a damning confession. âYouâll be the end of me, but what bliss that would be.âÂ
âUm,â you started, eloquently. âYouâre⌠youâre not thinking straight,â you rasped out, mind freezing. You could feel your back stuck to the seat, unyielding. âYouâreââ
âIf I didnât know you and your oblivious tendencies, I would think that it is almost insulting of you to doubt me.â She gave a small sniff, chin held high. âYou think that just because you do not recognize my words, means that I am not in a right state of mind?â
In one fluid motion, she pressed her forehead to yours, and cradled your face between her two cold hands. Your name felt like salvation from her lips; âbelieve me, Iâm wide awake.â
Your jaw went slack, and you were sure you looked as much a dumbass as you felt.
âI intended for my⌠vulnerability,â Wednesdayâs voice wavers on the word, âto be a sign for you, but either you are just that unobservant, or you are unwilling to admit to what is right before your eyes.â
âIâd never not pick up on something on purpose, Weds.â Your brain was wading through a thick mud, unable to turn at the speed that Wednesday wanted.
âDoes that mean that you are willfully disregarding the way I show myself to you?â Finally, in her words, you were able to see the exact vulnerability that she had alluded to.
âNo, Iâd never, I just⌠didnât want to hope,â you said, embarrassed. âRomance isnât your thing.â
âItâs not,â she replied simply, quietly. âI understand your reservations.â Wednesdayâs hands held an imperceptible tremble, but her gaze was strong.
âNoâof course Iââ your throat tightened, but you felt the weight falling from your shoulders anyway. That was something you recognized. âOf course I like you.â
The silence rang yet again, and Wednesdayâs eyes widened, the onyx of them turning warm as molten metal. The exact expression in them was hard to place, but it calmed you, in the wake of speaking aloud something youâd been afraid to admit to yourself.
A thought occurred to you, more clear than any youâd had since Wednesday had opened her mouth. âEven if weâd neverâif we never have sex again, Iâd still lâlike you.â
Despite the way you stumbled into and over your words, Wednesdayâs dark eyes on yours grew warm, pupil blurring into iris; the corner of her mouth gave an upwards tick.
âIn the cracks of light,â Wednesday whispered, reverent as prayer as her fingertips traced your cheekbone, âI see the heaven on earth Iâve won with you.â
She kissed you then, and you couldnât hold back any more. It was something like pure reliefâthough your mind still didnât quite comprehend Wednesdayâs confession (confession!), your heart broke the dam, pulling you down past inhibition. Spiraling to Wednesdayâs gravity, it was as natural as breathing to give in.
Wednesday, all knowing as always, mustâve seen the way your resolve broke. She slid her mouth against yours, open and hot, unhurried but eager. The car leather under your thighs was as warm as Wednesday on top of youânot even she was immune to the rays of waning sunlight, it seemed.
âYou know,â you muttered, between capturing her lips, âitâs just like you to say all that about moving heaven and earth. Most people just say âI like you.ââ It wasnât a complaint by any means; with your hands on her waist, youâd have it no other way.
âAs I said, it is more than that.â She took a breath, completely steady and confident, now. âYou consume me, completely.â
âAnd you, I,â you said softly, as if you could do anything but agree to her heady desire. âIâve got you, Wednesday.â
Her forehead dropped to your shoulder, arms wrapped tight around you. It took a moment for you to realize that in her silence after your words, she was grinding down, near imperceptibly, into your lap.
âMmm, my love,â you murmured, the significance of the endearment not lost on you, âlook at you.â Sliding a hand up her back to her hair, you felt her braids through your fingers. You ran your hands down once more, under her sweater to feel the muscles around her shoulder blades. The heat you felt through her dress from where she was pressed to you, through your trousers, was something out of a darkest dream, unable to be forgotten.
Wednesday leaned up again, eyes sharp as a lance, to brand you with a kiss. She bit your lip, breaking through skin, and you grinned at the pain. It was hard and harsh, comforting like the thin edge of a knife. You felt the blood seeping into the seams of your teeth, rain in scorched earth. Intoxicated, you seemed to float closer into that sweet and dark whirlpool.
âThat hurt, WednesdayâŚâ you leaned in, voice dropping. âI wannaâŚâ There was a beat of silence where you could only taste the copper in your mouth, sweet as you knew the slick between her thighs to be. You shifted your grip to her hips, bruising, and the soft little moan Wednesday gave in response spurred you on. âI wanna hurt you.â
You did, helplessly. Of course, you would rain hell on anyone that so much as lifted a finger against Wednesday, but to hold her trust that came with painâyou wanted that from her, to know when she hurt, when she wanted to hurt. Whether it was holding her back from the edge, or flying and dropping together to the bottom, bodies crashing against one another, you wanted it. Like something out of a classical myth, with wings of wax or blood, you would burn and be burned to feel the weightless warmth of that golden light.
There was no hesitation for Wednesday, just a look in her eyes that youâd come to know intimately as hunger. âHurt me.â Her voice was low, nearly fond, in your ear as her eyes tracked the blood collecting on your lips. She leaned towards you and licked, tongue to your teeth, translucent saliva mixing with the burgundy. âI want it to hurtâI want you to hurt me.â
When she leaned back, her lipstick was stained with your blood, and it made you want to bleed if only she was the one taking it. You leaned your temple to her jawline, eyes burning at the sun through the windshield. Your hands continued once again up her thighs, just as reverent as before. The two of you never could do anything by halfâyou were always Wednesdayâs. Realizing it, speaking it aloud, confessing or not, couldnât have changed that. Despite that, as you rocked back and kissed the blood off Wednesday, you felt as though you were on your knees, professing everything you were. Giving one last cheeky swipe of your tongue on her lips, you went to tug Wednesdayâs panties down. She followed your lead easily, tossing the expensive garment somewhere to the side.Â
âMy sweet girl,â you sighed, something possessive curling in your words. âWhat would you like?â
âEverything.â There was a devout way about her utterance that had your hands shaking with the desire to fulfill her. âTouch me.â
Crossing one arm around her to clasp the back of her neck, you brought her face close to yours, the tips of your noses brushing.
âEverything? How much can we do with âeverythingâ when youâre so sensitive, angel?â On cue, Wednesdayâs eyes slipped shut as you drew a finger along her pussy to find her wet and wanting.
âDonât you think you should be the one to answer that?â Her voice, bold and challenging, shook up your stomach like champagne. You were completely, utterly ruined before Wednesday Addams, and it was a nearly celestial ruin, so bright and beloved it nearly hurt.
You didnât hesitate, slipping your finger in and grinding your palm on her clit. You didnât miss her knees sliding further apart, that elusive grin gracing her face as she tipped her head back. Only her tight hold on your shoulders kept her from falling into your lap. Your mouth tasted of iron, such a contrast to Wednesdayâs burnt sugar sweat on your tongue as you licked a stripe up her jaw to bite her earlobe. Drawing every small sigh out, you took your time, curling your fingers the way you knew she liked. You squeezed your hand, heavy where her shoulders met her neck. The jagged breaths she took in response made you crave more, and your stomach burned with contentment when she let you press another finger inside of her.
Wednesdayâs half lidded eyes tracked down your neck, hunter to the scent of fear, leaving a shiver in her wake. It was inexplicably easy to discern what she wanted, even as she threaded her hands in your hair, something tingling and distracting.
âGo ahead, I know you want to.â Like blood rushing back into white fingertips, her soft lips were on your neck, undoubtedly leaving a smear of lip stain that youâd have to be chastised to wipe off. Almost as if sheâd read your mind, she was sucking at your skin, impatient. Already you could feel the raised welt, and the way her tongue soothed the strain.
âYouâre mine,â she breathed out, harsh despite the way she was panting with every twist of your fingers.
âYeah,â you whispered, the haze of being Wednesdayâs blurring your every action. âIâm yours.â
You curled your fingers, and had to bite down a moan as her teeth sank deeper into your neck, a cause and effect that youâd kill for. You swore as she set sight on your jawline, the sweet shock of her hot tongue making you shiver.Â
âTook you long enough,â she muttered darklyâit seemed she was satisfied with the state of your neck, since you could feel the skin throbbing pleasantly. She leaned back, proffering her own throat.
âI was always yours,â you said easily. âI can justâŚâ you trailed off as your sharp teeth met her skin in the spot you knew she liked, making her cry out, âshow you better now.â
Wednesdayâs hands tightened in your hair, pulling a broken gasp from your throat. Her smirk, challenging as she took in your reaction, only spurred you on. It was pure selfishness, when you grinned lazily as she tugged. You gave as good as you got, though, each curl of your fingers and shift of your hand had her trembling.
She was close; you could feel it in the uneven cadence of her breath, almost as erratic as yours. Pulling the collar of her sweater aside, you worked your tongue against her jugular, her pulse tempting and honey sweet in your mouth. It was nearly tangible between your teeth, soft and solid, the pounding of her pulse, just milliseconds away from your own.
âCâmon, Wednesday,â you whispered in her ear, âjust like that.â
Her breath stuttered, climbing up higher to the returning lump in your throat. It was always a marvel, the way that Wednesday was so incredibly responsive to you, your touch or your words. The hard catch of her lip between her teeth made you grin, and you reached out, tugging it free. You leaned in to kiss her forehead as you slipped your thumb in her mouth instead, your fingers never stopping.Â
âWednesday.â She turned her glossy eyes towards you, and it was the closest youâd ever seen her to coming without really falling. âLet go.â
At your words, she gasped, and you could feel her cunt pulse around your fingers as she came. Her teeth bit into your skin and her eyebrows knitted together ever so gentlyâyou loved to watch her come undone. She was all soft moans and flushed cheeks, open in a way that she hardly ever was otherwise. It unfurled something bright and warm in your chest, spreading out into your fingertips. You felt as hazy as she looked, the smell of her spilling into the air and undoubtedly lingering in your chest.
âThatâs perfect, love, youâre so good for me.â You shushed her as she panted, eyes unfocused beneath her mussed fringe, but searing into yours. You continued your palm on her clit, holding her tight as her body stuttered. You moved your hand to cup her face, smoothing over unshed tears along her waterline.
âYouâreâŚâ Wednesday gave a low groan as you hit that sensitive spot inside of her again, none too gently.
âYes,â you answered gently. âYouâll tell me if you want me to stop, wonât you?â She nodded, eager, as she pushed her hips into your hand, even though it made her whole body shiver.Â
âFuckââ
You hummed in response, feeling her cunt open even easier now that she was impossibly wetter. As you worked a third finger into her, Wednesdayâs spine went rigid, a whining, desperate sound youâd never thought youâd hear breaking from her throat. She grabbed your hand, and her palms were damp. Her grip on your wrist was tight, just as much keeping you from progressing as it was keeping you from pulling away. You leaned in by her ear. âDoes it hurt?â
She gave a jerky nod, jaw clenched and lips parted. You would turn a storm on its head for those ways that Wednesday strayed from her control, especially when you were the one guiding that meandering path. Pressing the heel of your hand into her clit, you laughed, small and indulgent, as she clung tighter to you, a strained little cry escaping.Â
âGood girl, Wednesday⌠youâre taking it so well, arenât you? Youâre taking me so well, darlingâŚâ Fisting the front of her sweater in your hand, you pulled her off balance, tugging her close so her lips fell to yours, easy as breathing. Swallowing every single prized whimper that fell from her, you kissed her slow. Wednesday was already sensitive, but this was intense for even her, you could tell. Her breath came shakily against you as you pulled away, having smeared her lipstick to your content. Fingers sliding punishingly against her clit, your laugh rumbled low in your chest as she keened, soft and just a bit pleading.
âVery good, Wednesday, my love,â you coaxed. Her gasp, more like a sob, washed over you in a satisfaction that made you shudder. The slick from her previous orgasm clung to your hand, making it easy to keep up your punishing pace. Her tears shined like sea glass in her lashes, as devout to the cause of ruining her cheeks as the dusk outside was to darkness. You had no idea how much time had passed, only that if she asked, youâd stay right here with her until daylight again.
âIâmââ A whine rose from her throat, and you couldnât help but smile.
âYou can do it, baby-â your thumb circled her clit as your fingers found their way impossibly deeper into Wednesday- âjust for me, okay?â
âOkay,â she repeated, mindlessly. This world where Wednesday let herself trust you to take care of her was one you could live in, drown in, make your home in. You raised your hand to the juncture of her neck and jaw, heavy and comforting. Reminded of every time Wednesday had put her hand in that same place on you when you were on your knees in front of her, more intimate than anything, you tugged on her wrist, instantly missing her hold in your hair. Intertwining your fingers together, you held your hands together in between you and Wednesday.Â
Without a warning, her fingers tightened around yours, so hard that her knuckles turned white. You could see that how hard she came took her by surprise, tooâeyes wide open and pupils blown. It was breathtaking, you thought, just how much tension was in her, all tense shoulders and choked cry. Her nails dug into your skin, her grip tethering you from dropping off with her. It stung, and you loved it, the maroon of your blood welling up just enough to smear her fingertips.Â
Wednesdayâs head fell into the nape of your neck, nuzzling like she could find the worldâs secrets in your skin. Hand still in hers, you wiped away the smeared burgundy around the corners of her mouth with your thumb pad, fingers lingering.
âThat was devious,â she murmured, words blurring around each other.
âIâll take that as a compliment,â you chuckled. She nodded, somewhat resolutely. You eased your fingers out, tucking them surreptitiously into your mouth. The gesture didn't go unnoticed by Wednesday, but she only narrowed her eyes.
Even in her post-orgasm daze, Wednesday looked dangerous. Her fringe was all over the place, getting caught in her eyelashes, and you could finally attribute the pink in her cheeks to something a little more than the fogged up windows. Surely, this was heaven on earth, having Wednesday with you, steady as planetal orbit. You shifted her to sit sideways in your lap, making sure her knees didnât burn from the leather. She was watching you, carefully. It was almost as if she was trying to memorize you, the studious way she looked at you, like she was the sole messenger for a world that wasnât allowed to take you in. It made your heart pound, finally in accordance with your head. You let her take her time in your arms, rubbing her shoulders. The little press of her lips was back, something you had adored for something dangerously similar to âforever.â She seemed content in a way she hardly ever was, the haze in her eyes clearing as she studied you.Â
âYouâve changed a lot since I met you,â she commented, not unkindly.
You looked down into Wednesdayâs face, at the night air drifting through her hair again. You could feel the sting from the little crescent shaped marks that her nails left. It was a warm contrast to her cold hand in yours, clasped between you. âYou changed me, Wednesday.â
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wednesday: you have bewitched me, mind, body, and soul⌠i love, i love, i love you.Â
reader: huh?
a/n contâd for those brave souls that made it this far: yes, wednesdayâs dress has pockets. isnât that wonderful?
Iâm SO BAD at writing fluff. plus, reader is the most unreliable narrator to unreliably narrate. shouldâve put âpainfully obliviousâ as a warning for part one too.
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summary: jenna, your lovely girlfriend, has been away filming for far too long, in your opinion. she thinks so, too.
wc: 2.6k
tags: explicit, MINORS DNI. all characters are 18+. phone sex, masturbation, bad dirty talk lmao, this is basically all bad dirty talk, light D/s dynamics, name calling/slight degradation, praise, reader is a soft dom, strap-on referred to as âcock,â horribly excessive use of italics, feels a bit odd writing rpfâŚ
a/n: @crazyoffher :) returning the favor!
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6:01 pm
call u in a sec?
A grin lighting up your face at the text, you hurriedly type an affirmative reply as you unlock your apartment door. Dropping your bag, you kick your shoes off, sighing as you shed your coat. Making a beeline for your bedroom, your eyes slide shut as you flop down on your gigantic bed. Youâd washed the sheets earlier, and they were feeling extra soft. If Jenna were here, sheâd be rolling around in them, covering her own scent with one of fresh linen.
Usually, she wasâyou were lounging in your shared apartment, a wide open space near the top of a sleek, tall building. Every evening in LA, the two of you could be found here, the appeal of a night in far exceeding that of a night out. A bottle of wine and a packet of popcorn to share wasnât rare either, the expensive drink wasted on you two young lovers.Â
Everything had happened so quickly, but you loved it. A chance meeting on a plane had led to a long conversation about anything and everything, so common for new couples, and one-drink dates across busy nights had culminated into a fateful party invitation and an equally fateful blushing confession. Your relationship was wild, and crazy, and everything you couldâve wanted. A year later, Jenna had surprised you with a set of keys. It was a certain kind of promise that made those long nights, waiting for a phone call from half a world away, so worth it.
As if on cue, your phone buzzes in your pocket. Seeing the ID, you instantly pick up.
âJenna?â
âHey,â her familiar voice comes shyly through the speaker, a comforting sound. âAre you busy?â
âNo, I just got home from work.â
Jenna hums in a way that tells you sheâs plotting something, and her little stifled giggle just confirms your suspicions. You fake a sigh, happy to venture into her ploy.
âJenna, did you have something to drink?â
âNo.â She huffs a laugh. âI just miss you. Tired of me already?â She asks, with innocent veneer.
âOf course not,â you say. âItâs good to hear from you, you're so busy now, I had to talk to your secretary,â you teased. She was busy, but youâd already done the calculation of Jennaâs timezone to yoursâfor her, filming wouldâve just wrapped up in the midnight hours. For you, the setting sun was just beginning to stream through the glass walls, and you pressed the button on the nightstand to draw the curtains.
âWell, if youâre not busy,â Jenna presses on casually, âI miss you.â
âI miss you too, Jenna,â you smile. It was a dialogue you two had often, something you never tired of.Â
âMmm,â Jennaâs voice tugs in your stomach, lilting into a whine at the end of her emission, âI miss you, baby.â
Your mouth goes dry; itâs an automatic reaction. Damnit, this girlâshe knew what kind of effect she had on you. You were glad the room was dark, because if you had to face your own blushing cheeks in the light, you mightâve just collapsed. You pull the phone away from your ear long enough to take a deep breath. âDo you, Jen?â Keeping your voice composed, you roll the end of the duvet between your fingers to keep you grounded.
âMiss you so much,â she says, the rustling in the background telling you sheâs rolling on the covers. She lets out a lilting laugh, the sound sending a swooping, giddy feeling into your stomach. Jennaâs trying to lure you in; it was her game: enticing you with that docile, persuasive tone.
You decided to play, though you held back just a bit. âHow much?â
âSome of your clothes still smell like you,â she says in lieu of a direct answer. âSo Iâm wearing your big shirt, the black one.â Youâd been wondering where that shirt went, one you often slept in. Even now, you can see in your head how Jenna looked when she stole that shirt: it cut off at her thighs, the kind of sacrilegious short that inspired crimes. It reminds you of countless times sheâd surprised you, when you slid your hands up under the hem to findâ
âWhat else, Jen?â
âNo bra,â she replies sweetly, laughing lightly at the end.Â
âNo bra, huh,â you repeat. You can practically feel your pupils dilating, the heat around your collar. âGood.â
âAnd this,â Jenna sighs, âlace number I got here; it looks like the one you gave me last year.âÂ
Your jaw clenches, and you glance at the clock, looking but not seeing. You remember what sheâs talking aboutâa pair of panties, an expensive little excuse for fabric that grew dark at the slightest moisture. Jennaâs birthday had ended in a long, long night.
âItâs red,â she says, âjust like my nails.â
Fuck. Everything feels hot, and you can just picture her in that standard issue trailer, lights dimmed, alone in a way that should be illegal. âHow much time do you have?â
âNot a lot⌠got an early morning tomorrow.â There's a trailing edge of disappointment in her voice, but youâre familiar with herâsheâs looking, hoping for you to guide her, to push her in the way only you know how.
You breathe in, deeply, your own desire quickly falling prey to Jennaâs. She had you wrapped around her little finger, thatâs for sure, but she trusted you to hold her down. âHand in your hair, Jenna. Gentle,â you instruct.
You hear her sharp inhale, but you have no question that sheâll listen. When Jenna gets like this, playful but pliant, you know sheâs willing to go with just about anything you ask. Itâs torture for you, each second you wait. âNow pull.â
Her responding whimper sends a bolt of heat down your neck, and you let out a silent breath. Jenna loved it when you would touch her hair, even when it was as innocent as just braiding it. The haze in her eyes when youâd tug on her locks, telling her how good she feels, was your favorite. âHarder. Do you like it?â
She breathes out, âyeah.â
âGood,â you say. âTell me whatâs been on your mind to get you eager like this.â Sheâs shy, you hear it in her sigh, even though her hands are still running in her hair. âCâmon.â
âI miss your mouth on my neck.â The words tumble out of her almost immediately, and you dare to wonder if thatâs been on her mind all day. The bruises youâd left there before filming started were long gone, no doubt. Sheâd begged you to make them darker, and you were all too happy to please. âI miss the car, before the airportâŚâ
Those frantic, heated ten minutes you two were able to spare in the car before Jennaâs flight were chastised by her manager and makeup team, but you wouldnât have traded them for anything. âThatâs perfect Jen,â you coax gently. She liked your encouragement, you knew.Â
âAndâŚâ itâs as if something snaps in the air on the telephone line, pushing both you and Jennaâs inhibitions to the ground. âI wish you were here,â she whispers, the cliche line sending equally cliche butterflies rushing through your lower stomach. âIâd be on my knees for your cock right now, and youâd pull my hair, so Iâd-â she whines, a small and breathless noise-âsuck it so good âcause I know where itâs going nextââ
âFingers in your mouth,â you interrupt, blood rushing in your ears. âAnd listen to me.â If youâd let Jenna keep going, you mightâve just booked a plane ticket right then and there. You can hear her obey you through the speaker, moaning softly. âPlay with your nipples under your shirt. Be gentle.â Itâs a warning, you know she knows, and a reminder that you control her pace.
âMmm,â she hums, complying. Itâs practically confession on bended knee, how her muffled whimper makes something shoot through your lower stomach.
âPress down on your tongue.â You hear her breath shaking, right in your ear. It makes you bite your tongue to keep from moaning out loud. âDonât gag, donât be greedy, Jenna.â She whines around her fingers, and you know her telltale little cry as she touches herself as instructed. You can hear that sheâs not being as gentle as you wanted, but you had always been weak for your girl.
âYou wanna put on a show for me, honey? Twist.â You wouldnât know it, but Jenna instantly closes her eyes at the word show, her pulse spiking.
Jennaâs uneven breaths are pure song to you through the speaker, and it puts your every nerve on edge, remembering how she would sprawl on your sheets, just like how you were now, happy to be over or under you. Sheâs so vocal tonight, every exhale coming out with a small oh, and it makes you wonder if itâs because of something more than just the distance and time between you two.
The cadence of her breathing matches your stuttering heart. âFor someone that likes having her mouth stuffed,â you mutter, âyou sure wanna talk real bad.â
The whimper Jenna lets out is enough of an answer.
âAlright babydoll, you can take your fingers out.â Almost immediately, you can hear her panting. You keep your voice even, despite the heat on your cheeks. âI bet youâre soaked, arenât you?â
Her voice is raspy when she speaks. âI amâŚâ
âTwo fingers in your cunt.â
âWhat about-â you can hear her swallow- âwhat about my underwear?â
âPush it to the side,â you say, dismissive. You could practically see Jenna like this, warm brown hair splayed on the pillows, shirt rucked up to her breasts, with enough want to end a war.
Itâs silent on the other side of the line, save for the shallow breaths you hear her taking. âAre you waiting, good girl?â
She hums an affirmative.Â
âGo ahead, I wonât make you beg right now,â you say with a nonchalance you absolutely do not have, âfuck yourself.â
Her breathy laugh in response would drive a saint to sin, and sheâs only all too eager to comply. Jennaâs shudder comes out in her moan as she shoves two fingers in herself, shameless in her need.
You close your eyes, her quiet little moan telling you all you need to know. The impatient groan she gives you is just vulnerable enough to be desperate, and it makes your head swim.
Jennaâs voice is small. âYou knowâŚâ
âWhat is it, darling?â
âWish I could put this on a camera for you, baby,â she whines, breath hitching. âWish you could watch me right now.â
The mere thought of it is enough to have you biting your lip, hard enough to bleed. With the way that Jenna loved to perform, the idea had occurred to you before, but you were always too hesitant to bring it up. âYou want me to see you, donât you? Blushing and wanting all by yourself,â you mock, your arousal overriding your rationality, âyou need someone to fuck you, is that it?â
âI need you to fuck me, fuck me so hard that I donât remember it all, and,â her voice breaks, âyouâll make me watch our video later, to make me like this again.â You close your eyes again, your knuckles growing white around the sheets fisted in your hand.Â
âLike what, Jenna?â
âMessy, and-â her voice climbs higher with a gasp-âneedy.â
The words cling in your mind, ivy on a terrace. It only takes half a moment for your mind to conjure her up again, flushed cheeks and two fingers deep in her pussy, framed by red lace.
âIs that what you are, mmm?â
She gives a moan, and you laugh because sheâs embarrassed. Itâs nearly pathetic, how bad you wish you could see Jennaâs face.
âWantâŚâ Thereâs a hesitant pause. âWant your hand around my throat, too.â
God, no one knew how to play you quite like Jenna did. âJenna,â you groan, your facade rapidly crumbling, âyouâd look so pretty like that, baby.â
âYeah,â Jenna agrees mindlessly, âI like it âcauseâŚâ her voice is strained in a way that you just know she has her head thrown back, strong and delicate, âyouâre so gentle.â Itâs with a bleeding intimacy that momentarily makes you forget youâre thousands of miles away from Jenna, and the only thing you can think of is her warm eyes on yours, just begging for you to touch her.
She quiets down, and in the damning silence that follows, you hear her fucking herself. And because you know your girl, you know she wants you to hear.
âThatâs filthy, Jen,â you say, matter-of-factly. It makes your head spin, the knot in your stomach tightening.
âI know,â she whines, and you can hear her going just that bit faster. âFuck-â she exhales sharply- âIâmâIâm close.â
âAlready?â
âIâm sorry,â Jenna whispers, and you know with every hitched moan, sheâs hitting that spot inside of her. Sheâs not sorry, and you certainly arenât either. âI canât help itâŚâ
You hum noncommittally, feeling anything but. âDonât come until I say, alright?â
Jenna moans right into the receiver, and you can tell sheâs frustrated to high hell. You laugh lowly, something cruel, and it only serves to fuel the way your fingers crave the smooth of her skin, how your tongue wants for her taste.
But thatâs when you hear it, blazing through the fog in your mind, of brown eyes and pink lips. âPleaseâŚâ
âPlease what?â
She falters, breathing ragged. âPlease let meâŚâ A beat.
âLet youâŚ?â You press on.Â
âPlease,â her voice edges on the right side of desperate, the side that makes all of you pulse. âBaby, Iâm so closeâŚâ
âI know,â you say simply.Â
Thereâs a silence that hangs in the air, and you know without seeing that Jennaâs cheeks are so red with her embarrassment that you couldâve slapped her and not gotten that same glow. You wait, patiently, nails biting into your skin.
âLet me come, please.â Her voice comes out like a quiet sob, resistance broken by her desire.
Letting out a long breath, you press the phone harder to your ear, feeling your fingers tremble. âYouâre such a needy slut, Jenna.â She whines again, pleading and keening.
âI know,â sheâs soft with it, âI am⌠so, please?â
You bite your lip, mind swimming, letting her plea hang in the air.Â
âCome for me, Jenna.â
It's quiet, at first, and then you hear itâa soft, little ah from where sheâs clapped a hand over her mouth, and then muffled moans spilling out from behind as she tries so desperately to not let anyone else hear. You clench your jaw, wanting so bad to tear Jennaâs hand from her mouth just so you can take in every little whimper, quiet her with your mouth instead. But you whisper praises into the phone instead, coaxing her through her orgasm. She comes hard, you can hear it in the way she pants after sheâs calmed down.
Jennaâs breathing evens out, and you know it before she doesâsheâs asleep. Your eyes close again, fist clenched in your bedsheets. It wasnât the first time that sheâd fallen asleep right after she came, and it makes a soft little grin play on your lips. The other end of the line is a loving, sated silence. You keep your voice low, not wanting to wake her.
âGod, the things Iâm gonna do to you, Jenna.â
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summary: thatâs what you do when you love somebody elseâŚ
wc: 1k
tags: all characters 18+; no ghostface au. angst, horribly excessive use of italics (seriously, everything in italics is either a quote, a thought, or actual emphasis. itâs terrible)
a/n: whatâs up yâall (title from 715 - CRââKS by bon iver)
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Tara wondered when it all began.
You and me, me and you.
A mantra that used to be comforting, it now left her mouth dry, mind frantic.Â
Sometimes, when it got real bad like it did today, sheâd drive out to yourâourâdeserted garage, and look up into a pitch black night, blinking away tears. It was easy to scream at the sky: how could you forget about me about us about milkshakes shared about distances closed about how I love you and love you and love youâbut to you, sheâd say nothing.
She couldnât say anything, while you basked in the glow of a new hand to hold. It was all over in a helpless shrug. That was it, and really, it wasnât your fault. Nobodyâs fault. You couldnât help it, Tara reasoned, you werenât cruel. Even at the very end, you were endlessly kind. Commitment was a choice, but love, love happened to you away from Tara and she couldnât do anything but watch.
Tara switched the engine off, leaning back in her seat. The stars shone barely brighter than the city lights. It was strange, the way that when she was on the brink of losing everything, the world looked that much more beautiful. Every breath in that particularly cold winter felt like it was being swallowed up by the vastness of air itself, precious in its scarcity.Â
âBut I love you.â
You said nothing for a moment, a troubled little frown twisting on your lips. âTara, Iââ
âI love you.â She heard, rather than felt, herself repeating it. As if stopping you from speaking would make that cold reality any less crushing. âThatâs all.â
It was odd, Tara decided, to go online and see your life in the pictures she used to be part of. She put her phone down. From tide pulls to seasons changing, there wasnât exactly a world where she envisioned herself going on without you. There was something in that sinking feeling, like you were holding her down with a hand on her chest, when she saw you laughing with your friends, with anyone, a smile so brilliant it couldnât possibly have Tara as the cause.Â
Youâd always wanted a little cabin in the woods (ânot in a creepy way,â youâd insist) surrounded by mist, and it would always be raining. âYouâre the only sunshine I need, Tara Carpenter.â She could still hear the way youâd tease her, lying on your side next to her, tracing the bridge of her nose with your fingertip. So easy it was, to tumble back into those shining memories where absolutely nothing would go wrong, you wouldn't let it, because she was yours.
The top floor of the lot was empty, and the moon spilled onto the windshield, into the empty passenger seat. She was lucky, you both were lucky, to have even come as close to the sun as the two of you did. Tara knew, deep inside herself, that if she just let it all go, she would be okay. The blood would rush back into her fingertipsâyou wouldnât be there to massage the feeling back into them, the way you often did on winter nights like thisâand then she would be okay.
Tara thought that she remembered too much for someone so hurt. Your hand on her thigh while you drove, wiping her lipstick off your cheek, the way you seemed so so so unhappy when you sat her down for one last time. You didnât even look the same then, like you were somebody else, you werenât hers anymore. It was getting colder in the car, but Tara didnât feel anything but the searing coil of shame.Â
Sunkissed March found you and Tara lying side by side on a picnic blanket, sodas losing their fizz as time forgot to move the two of you. A breeze ruffled the leaves, and if she really listened, Tara could hear the frogs in the nearby pond. You loved it hereâyou said it reminded you of hot summers spent in the countryside, the days as long as wildflowers. Not half an hour ago, you were braiding together the stems of daisies into a lush crown.Â
âFor you, Queen Carpenter,â you said in a posh accent. âA gift from your humble knightâeach braid represents a âforever,â and each flower is an âalways.ââ You set the crown atop Taraâs head, kissing the tip of her nose as she rolled her eyes.
âAnd what has compelled my knight to bring me such a gift?â
âOnly all of the love I carry for you, your majesty.â You scooped her up in your arms, smiling as she giggled, rolling the two of you over to settle into the knolls of grass.
There was a certain bravery in the way your fingers wrapped loosely around hers, the way the heels of both your shoes made indents in the dirtâproclaiming, we were here. Even in her doze, Tara could feel you there, each moment stretching on like strings of eternity, unfailingly.Â
The moment did end, as moments do. The crown, dried and shrunk, still hung from the rear view mirror in the car. The daisies themselves were long gone, but the dried stems had somehow stayed bound together. Taraâs head dropped into her hands, eyes sore and red. Sheâd thought so much and so often about where the two of you went wrong, she felt like she had turned over every stone in your path, ones that didnât carry with them the weight of a goodbye. Tara would give anything to even know what it would take for you to stand in the sun with her one more time.
The abrupt knock on the window shouldâve startled Tara more than it did, given that it was four in the morning in an empty parking lot, and she was supposed to be all alone. But all she could do was watch with wide eyes as the knock came from you, at your tight lipped smile. She rolled down the window, unable to feel anything but shock as she took in your mismatched shoes with untied laces, your shirt way too thin for the cold night. You werenât looking at her, guilt evident in the hunch of your shoulders. Your voice comes out exactly as she remembered it.Â
âHey⌠can we talk?â
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a/n cont'd: don't super feel like i like this but writing it came naturally so
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summary: sam doesn't like what she's hearing.
wc: 401
tags: suggestive language
a/n: for the wonderful @evilwednesday.
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âDonât you think itâs kind of small?â
Sam stopped in her tracks right in front of Taraâs door, feeling the shock of pure terror shoot through her spine. That was Taraâs voice, and while Sam didnât want to jump to conclusions, things werenât looking good for her sister right about now.
âNo, this is an average size.â Your voice came through the door, snappy. In all honesty, you were the only one of Taraâs girlfriends that Sam had actually likedâshe was desperately clinging to this thought as her mind went to the worst.
âItâs a weird design, thoughâŚâ
âI like this design, Tara.â
âHow much does it fit?â
Sam couldnât make out your hushed words from behind the door, but dread began to ball in her stomach, heavy and sickening, as she couldnât bring herself to just move. She desperately wanted to, of course, but it was like being frozen from fear.
âWow, thatâs a lot⌠ohââ
Closing her eyes in pain, Sam felt indignation began to take over. Of course, you and Tara were adults. Itâitâwas normal, perfectly so, but being faced with its reality⌠that was something Sam couldnât handle.
âJust put it in!â
âNo, itâs not going in.â Your voice floated alongside Taraâs. What the fuck?
âTry flipping it around.â
âI did, itâs not working!â
Truly, the world was ending for Sam. An apocalypse, natural disaster, global famine, couldnât have topped this.
âFlip it back, just put it inââ Tara said insistently.
âOkayââ
âFUCK!â Yours and Taraâs voices sounded in unison as the door slammed against the wall. Sam stood in the entrance, panting with bright red cheeks.
âSam! You almost broke the door down!â Tara was rightfully indignant, you thought. What the hell was Sam doing anyway, barging in and being impossibly loud?
You turned back, giving it one last shove. âTara, I got it!â Sam dropped to the floor, face in her hands, as Tara faced you with a grin.
âGod, youâre the best,â Tara said as she leaned in and gave you a kiss. âI was worried Iâd have to go and get one myself.â
You reached out and rubbed Taraâs arm. âYou can always trust me, babe.â A USB stood proudly in Taraâs PC, complete with a pattern of uniquely dressed ducks, of Robson...
A flash drive had ended Sam Carpenterâs world, and neither you nor her sister had a care in the world.
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a/n contâd: pranked⌠haha⌠happy fish of april đŚ