#procrastinating '

i really hate how lazy i'm getting 

at first it was all like, nah, i'll eventually do that shit then i end up doing it at the last minute. (which i'm actually perf fine wt) and now it's oh people aren't doing it either so guess i'm gonna do the same it's just ugh wth is wrong wt me i keep looking for reassurance from others to not do work what the heck am i waiting for like a big slap on my face or smthn?? why am i okay wt mediocrity ugh i hate myself 

& i hate u pre cal