#prettymuchsmut

Warnings: mature language, sexual content

Theme: Smut

Summary: you and nick have a friends with benefits type of relationship, but things become awkward between one another when you started to adapt feelings for him.

A/N: I apologize in advance if it’s cringe or boring. And if I have misspelled words. This is my first time writing an imagine and writing a smut. So yeah I’m sorry lol I’ll get better eventually.

Your phone buzzes with spam texts,not wanting to deal with it you ignore it continuing to watch your favorite show. Couple of seconds later it begins to buzz louder turning around you see nick is now calling you with a deep sigh you answer. “Yeah?” You speak softly to avoid the cracks in your voice.

“What’s up ma, I’m in town” his velvet voice echos through the phone

“Hm so you can leave again”

“Nah not tonight mamas, I’m not going to leave you alone”

You can’t help but smile at that nickname, but the smile disappears once you settle in your mind ‘it’s just a pet name for sex’ “yeah and what you plan on doing then?” You tease him but you’re also curious.

His chuckle halos your eyes, making your smile bigger than it previously was “ Gonna love you 'til we see the morning light” his voice is seductive and smooth. Like a jazz singer or a radio host.

Biting your lower lip, you lay back on your bed eyes up to the celling. Thinking if you should tell him the truth. You went out, but you want to be more then friends. And it’s clearly ambiguous that he just wants to be strictly friends with benefits. “You falling in love with me over there babygirl?” His voice follows by a chuckle “I’m outside” the call drops sighing you prop yourself up waltzing to the front door in a timely manner. Unlocking the silver accessories on the door there he was standing in shredded dark wash jeans with a clementine hoodie on, the rain Soaked his chestnut hair as it drilled down his semi-golden skin.

“May I come in?” His fangs peak through his silky lips, You step aside letting him in as he wipes his shoes off on the mat in front of your apartment. Stepping in he takes off his shoes leaving them at the front door. Locking the door behind him. The nerves start to bubble up in your throat unable to say anything you walk to the kitchen. Throughout this whole time nicks eyes have never left you. Maybe he was the one actually falling in love.

“You okay ma’s?” His voice breaks the fairly awkward silence, piercing your head up his body was leaned against the counter inked forearms exposed to the air. “You seem a bit trapped in your mind”

“Oh I’m fine, just a lot I’m thinking about” you hiccup, nick knows you inside and out no punt intended. So those hiccups he knows you’re nervous about something. Stepping in front of you he puts the coffee down that you’ve prepared for the both of you. “not in the mood for coffee? I just thought you would like some because you were stuck in the rain and you may get a cold so I figured I-” stopping you right in your tracks nick presses his lips against yours passionately but delicately. He’s never seen a mouth that he would killed to kiss. He’s dated and loved but you. You were something different and he couldn’t figure out what it was.

A simple kiss escalated into something more your hairs standing on ends saluting him, your earlobe heating up possibly turning hues of red, nicks fingers taps on your thighs and without hesitation you jump and he catches you instantly. His veiny hands latching underneath your thighs with his neck attached to your burning flesh. Little whimpers escaping your mouth as your fingers run through his hair. Nick nibbles on the tender spot of your neck ultimately getting the noise he wanted. Followed by a smirk against your skin.

Walking towards your bedroom he closes the door with his foot, then gently lays you on the bed. Instantly your mind goes to pleasing him first. Majority of the time you go first. Why? Cause you put his needs before yours. And because he’s in a rush so you coin toss first. Reaching over to his belt buckle you latch two fingers on it. Nick hold your wrist with one hand and gently the other rests on your neck. Looking up at him through your hooded eyelashes you meet his gaze that isn’t painted with lust, more or less love.

“I’m going to take good care of you, don’t rush mamas, I ain’t going nowhere tonight” his hands push you down softly by your throat his lips taking vacant of where his hands used to be. His lips touching every part of your burning flesh causing a series of goosebumps. It was like hell freezing over. His tongue grazing over your tender perked nipples. Arising a moan to escape between your lower lips that are held tightly between your teeth.

His lips makes their way to your inner thighs as the pool between your legs overflows, so sweet and sensual. This was a side of nick you never thought you’d grasp. His fingers latching on your shorts pulling them down along with your underwear’s. Spreading your legs out hearing the wet sounds of your sensitive bud. Looking directly into your eyes he hovers over your body connecting his lips to yours one last time mumbling softly “you’re so beautiful mamas” your cheeks turning hues of burgundy, earning a chuckle from him.

“Be vocal with me sweetheart, no holding back” he growls pulling you closer to the edge of the bed, before you could process your answer to him his tongue laps up your slit already causing your legs to tremble. Nick places them on his shoulders softly digging his fingertips into your thighs, while yours grab purchase of the sheets. Delving hid tongue in you. Moans of euphoria falling flat from your mouth. “Look at me” nick growls blowing hot air on your sensitive bud. With your lips between your teeth your gaze locks with his as he sinks back between your legs giving you deep intimacy.

His tongue buried on your bundle of joy lapping up your juices with every flick of your swollen clit. His lips kissed over your clit, sucking it delicately. This simple action causes your back to rise off the velvet sheets slurring his name out your mouth. pausing only to lick up the wetness you were dripping for him. His eyes flickered shut as he savors you melting in his mouth. your hands left his hair to grip the sheets he unraveled his own, reaching until your fingers entwined along with his.

His tongue poked out again, as you felt him slip inside of your lips softly. He tongue was pointed, softly moving circles as he tried to locate your sweet spot, and when you pressed your head further into the bed with a series of vulgar words and clenched underneath him, he knew he had spotted it, with that playful smirk creeping on your skin.

“Nick....” your sentence chokes up, he just knows your at your limit, but he wasn’t done admiring you. So he made your ankle touch your shoulders hoisting them with his fingers engraved on your calves, dipping his head back in his tongue flattened in between your lips, as your eyes rolled to the back of your head. Your stomach knotting up while your body temperature rises. “Nick... I’m gonna come...”

“Hmm come babygirl, let me see you unravel underneath me” with one hand he spreads your folds apart inserting two fingers in pumping you as your juices fill up the room along with your jagged moans. “Look at me” he groans. Opening your eyes you look at his moon reflecting the ocean eyes. Your toes begin to curl as your legs vibrate feeling the colorless liquid gush out of you, as nick smiles at you in awe, sensitive to the touch from your high nick laps you up cleaning up the mess he’s made but not really regretting it.

“Nick...” you mumble almost feeling like you went to sub space. Dealing with nick he’s made you reach sub space on a daily. But today was a different kind of feeling.

“Fuck, you’re hot babygirl” Nick reassures you, unbuckling his pants and pulling them down your breathing is still unstable but the lust in your eyes are begging for more. Pulling you closer to him nick aligns his self with your entrance rubbing his shaft up and down your slit, flinching Everytime he comes close to your clit “you ready?” He asks softly nodding your head he goes into your drawer pulling out the gold medal bringing it up to his teeth as it rips sliding it onto himself he postions himself in between your legs slowly pushing through as your walls engulf him, instantly your eyes roll whole your fingers find purchase of the sheets.

Your legs resting upon his shoulder sinking his teeth softly into your skin as his hips buck against yours making the headboard bang against the wall. His strokes filling you up as they brush against your g-spot. His fingers softly pushing away your fly away hairs that stuck to your glistening face “You’re so beautiful mamas, i can’t believe you’re mine” his hip buck against yours hitting a new high for the both of you. Passionate love wasn’t something the both of you weren’t used to.

Nick stickers his lips on your neck filling the air with mixed groans and moans as the bed soaks in each other sweats, your fingertips digging into his back the deeper. Reaching your third limit this night you clench your walls against nick as your head sinks in the marshmallow pillows. “Let go princess..” he strangled, both of you reaching your highs together. Both of your eyes staring at each other’s intensely. Nick slowly eases out of your frame holding onto your waist. Running your hands through the sheets to cover yourself nick grabs your hand getting in the sheets with you.

“Don’t you have somewhere to be?” You ask softly still trying to regain your breathe.

“Didn’t you remember me telling you I’m not leaving you alone tonight?”nick rasped, making goosebumps appear throughout your whole body. His fingertips drawing circles on your bare sweaty back. Your fingertips tracing his tattoo on his biceps. Holding back any other thoughts you hold your lower lip in between your lips.

“I meant what I said y/n” Nick finally answers your question

“What?” You act clueless, you wanted to hear it from him, not your conclusions.

“You’re mine babygirl, I’m not going anywhere ever again” nicks nose touches yours his eyes now open his eyelashes slightly hiding his chocolate eyes “I promise, I’m not going anywhere, we’re something more than this”

“No more weekends?” You smile

Storyline: Story about the reader and Zion dealing with him leaving soon for tour. The reader is claiming to be fine with Zion gone but Zion shows her just how wrong she is. 

Author’s Note: After much debate I finally decided to post my first imagine/smut EVER! Whew… this was heated to write though it’s crazy. So open to any feedback or request from you guys. Thanks to all the accounts who convinced me to post! Much love!! <3

*Apologies for any grammatical errors I didn’t catch haha*

Warning: SMUT WARNING 

Word count: 2.6k

It had been one of the most exhausting days at work yet. You couldn’t seem to get anything right and you were downright a complete mess. Emotionally, you felt on edge all day constantly finding yourself aggravated by the smallest inconvenience. Physically, you couldn’t find an ounce of energy to make it through any task. No matter how many Starbucks coffee runs you had your assistant make or how many Instagram scrolling breaks you took to take your mind off of the day, you couldn’t seem to find a fix. It wasn’t until you hopped into your white exterior, leather black interior Range Rover and began driving to you and Zion’s shared penthouse apartment that it dawned on you.

Zion was leaving for tour in the morning and as much as you refused to admit to yourself all day, it was hitting you harder than you anticipated. You and Zion had been together almost two years now. And though this wasn’t your first tour experience with him, it didn’t make you feel any less gloomy about being apart from your best friend for so long.

See, last time he toured it didn’t go so well. Coming home was so lonely, FaceTime with him only made you miss him more. And whenever you did fly to see him preform for the night, it only ended with you in tears, embraced in his arms with a tight hug at the airport the next morning. He hated seeing you like this so much last time that when talk of a new tour began amongst the boys and management eight months ago, he almost backed out. But after much convincing to him that you would be fine and too overwhelmed and busy with work to even be sad by the whole tour, he agreed to go. “I can take care of myself Z I’ll be fine” had become a repetitive phrase for you these past few months. But it wasn’t until this night drive home and a quick glance down at your watch, realizing Zion’s flight left in eight brief hours made you come to the conclusion that you’d been lying all these months. To yourself and most importantly to Zion. You really weren’t doing well with the thought of him leaving. But you knew you had to keep the act up for just a little longer. Just long enough for him to continue believing you won’t be a complete train wreck so he could board the flight. Because you knew deep down inside he would postpone the first few shows if he knew your true feelings.

You pulled up into your reserved spot in the garage of the complex, and immediately pulled yourself together trying not to seem like a thousand thoughts had been running through your head in this short twenty-five minute car ride home. On the long elevator ride up, you prepped yourself with some encouraging, but clearly untrue words. “You’re gonna be fine… he won’t even be gone that long... six months of him living on the road is nothing… you don’t “need” him here to be okay…you can take care of yourself…” you said lastly with impeccable timing as the two elevators doors opened and you stepped into the living room. You threw your black vintage Channel bag down that Zion had bought you a few months prior and immediately began scanning the apartment for him.

You ended up finding him in your shared bedroom, emptying the drawers one at a time setting the clothing into either one of his many suitcases.

“Baby… I didn’t even hear you come in” he said walking over to you as he tossed the t-shirt in his hand back into the drawer so he could hug you. He wrapped his firm arounds around your waist as your hands instinctively wrapped around his neck. He placed a couple light kisses on your cheek before looking back into your eyes.

“Yeah I was pretty silent coming in” you trailed on. You must have had a rather somber tone in your voice when you spoke since it caused Zion to turn his head a little sideways in confusion. You continued talking.

“Um i’m going to take a quick shower so we can head to bed. Gotta be up super early you know.” And before he even got the chance to respond to your rather short comments, you quickly ran into the bathroom, closing the door, and turning the water on high. You let out a huge sigh in relief of having escaped the many questions you were sure Zion had about the way you were acting. Since Zion knew you better than anyone else, you were sure he knew something was up. But again, you just needed him convinced that you were okay enough for him to leave.

You took the longest shower ever in hopes that Zion would be asleep when you got out. That way, you could just crawl into bed question free for the night. You threw on your go to black lace pajama set and opened the bathroom door. You walked into the bedroom to find him sitting with his back against the headboard of the bed, shirtless, scrolling on his phone. You quickly tried to crawl from the bottom of the bed to the top, in a hurry to get to sleep and avoid Zion. But he stopped you half way on your crawl up by his legs.

“Woah woah woah what’s the rush to get to bed tonight?” He said bringing your legs over so you were now sitting in-between his. “I’m just tired Z and we have to be up in a few hours that’s all” you said trying to sound as carefree as possible. “You’re sure that’s all?” he questioned. “Positive” you snapped trying to just end the conversation. “So this has nothing to do with me leaving for tour in the morning right?” he replied catching on quickly to the cause of your unfamiliar behavior. “Why would it? I told you for the millionth time I can take care of myself while you’re gone I’ll be fine” you said with a bunch of attitude, but still not feeling convinced in your own mind. You apparently didn’t sound to convincing to Zion either as he quickly raised a brow at you.

“Really? So what about when you’re bored at home alone?” he said. “Easy, I’ll just call the girls over for a movie night” you said confidently referring to the other girlfriends of Prettymuch.

“Oh yeah? And what about when you’ve had a stressful day at work?” he continued to list. “Simple, I’ll just take the next day off and book a spa appointment instead” you reassured him being proud of your two for two correct answers to Zion’s questions.

“I see… so what happens when you need to feel good?” he teased with a smirk on this face. “When what?” you said acting like you didn’t understand his question when in reality you knew all too well what he was referring to. “You heard me. When you need to feel good…” he continued as he brought your legs from in-between to around him so you were now straddling his lap. “…when it’s late at night and you’re squirming in our bed… and you’re turned on and needing me so bad you just can’t take it anymore” he said in a deeper and slower tone than he had before. “I-I’m going to take care of myself then too” you said slightly stuttering over your sentence. “Oh word? You sure about that baby?” Zion replied as he placed both hands on your ass and continued to rub lightly.

“Yes…why you don’t think I can?” you snapped while trying to avoid the feeling of his hands on your body. “I mean I’m not denying you can but I can promise you one thing…” Zion said. “And what’s that?” you replied rolling your eyes. “It won’t feel as good as having me deep inside you…” Zion whispered into your ear sending chills through your whole body.

Part of you wanted to give into him right then and there and tell him he was right. Nothing felt as good as having him inside of you. But you knew you had to keep him convinced that you’d keep it together without him around. “Oh yeah? Guess I’ll have to show you just how good I can make myself feel” you insisted as you got from on top of Zion’s lap and back in-between his legs. This time, you laid with your back against his now hard as your head rested on his toned stomach. You wiggled your way out of your shorts and began rubbing yourself from outside your laced panties. Zion watched with shocked eyes from above. He had never seen you so determined to prove him wrong. Especially with something like this. He didn’t know what to do or how to feel but what he did know is that you looked insanely sexy touching yourself in-between his legs. You continued going with light moans escaping your mouth.

You were so intent on him seeing you pleasure yourself without his need. “Take them off baby and let’s see what you really got” Zion said as he watched you slide the lace down. You went as slow as possible taking them off, turning Zion on even more than before. Once they were off, you let your fingers continue. You moved two of them in fast motions over your clit just the way Zion would normally start out on you. “Ughhh baby…” you moaned out in pleasure. “Slide your fingers in mamas just like I would do next” Zion snapped with so much lust in his voice it made you more wet with every word. You inserted both of your fingers going slowly as you adjusted around them. Your head flew back and you were immediately met with Zion’s eyes above you.

“I know your body all to well baby…” he said as he begin to whisper into your ear. “…and you’re going to have to go much faster than that if you want to make yourself cum” he continued causing you to pick up your speed. After a few minutes and more encouraging words from Zion, you were a mess laying against him. Moaning and screaming from pleasure. His eyes never left you as if he had never seen something so beautiful yet so sexy in his life. You could feel the effect you were having on him with how hard he was all pressed against your back. At this point you knew, if Zion was the one pleasuring you, he’d stop right here and begin fucking you senseless until you came for him. And that was all you could think about. Him sliding so easily inside of you, stretching you out to this unexplainable yet overly pleasurable feeling. And suddenly, before you knew it, your fingers were no longer filling you up the way you knew only he could. And as much as you didn’t want to and completely refused to do earlier you felt it was only right to finally admit.

“Z baby…” you moaned still fingering yourself getting little to no pleasure.

“Yes angel? What is it?” Zion said as he lowered his face to meet yours. “I-I fucking need you” you surrendered to him.

The smirk that came over Zion was one of complete satisfaction. Zion knew you were a very independent person. You had been long before you met him. It was one of the many things that he adored most about you. You didn’t need him for financial boost, social boost, or even confidence boost. And he knew this all too well. You had all three on your own. But something about you needing him sexually. You being so needy for his pleasure. And you being so willing to do whatever to receive it… drove him crazy.

“Tell me what you need from me (Y/N)” he replied. “I n-need you to f-fuck me please” you continued your stuttering with quick breathes. “Oh but I thought you could take care of yourself babygirl?” Zion teased. “I-I just can’t baby please I’m begging you I need you” you yelled. “Gosh just fuck me Zion” you continued still trying to find the slightest amount of pleasure in your own fingers. That was the last thing Zion needed to hear before he flipped you over, pulled your shirt from over your head, and placed you on all fours.

He got off the bed and quickly removed his pants and Calvin Klein boxers in one quick motion. He then dragged you by your weak legs over to the edge of the bed where he stood, slowing inserting his tip into you. He teased for a little before you lost it. “No teasing daddy ple-“ you tried to say before being interrupted by him slamming into you. He gave you no time to adjust to how big he was. You were a total screaming mess. Profanities flying across the room from both of you as your wetness trickled down your legs. The legs you were certain wouldn’t allow you to walk tomorrow. But you didn’t care. All you could think about was how good your boyfriend was making you feel right now. Going faster and faster as the minutes went on.

“Keep throwing it back for me mamas…” Zion said with breathy moans. You did as you were told and kept it going back for him. He slapped your ass every so often which only made you want to go faster for him. “Gosh you’re such a good girl for me baby you’re t-taking me so damn well… f-fuck” Zion said stuttering from the immense pleasure he was feeling of you being wrapped around him. You knew you’d get a few complaints in the morning from neighbors about how loud you two were being, but neither of you cared.

“Who makes you feel this good baby tell me” Zion demanded as he grabbed a hand full of your hair causing your back to arch. You couldn’t handle the sensations flowing through your body. You couldn’t even form words at this point. “Tell me baby or I’m going to stop and let you take care of yourself” Zion emphasized, mocking your earlier remarks of being able to make yourself feel this good. “Only you Z only y-you.. fuck I’m cumming..” you screamed. “Let it out for me angel... let me feel you cum for me” he ordered. Your climax hit you harder than ever before as Zion followed quickly after feeling you clench around him.

You fell onto the bed, weak legs and all, still gasping for air. Zion giggled as he went over to his suitcase grabbing a t-shirt and shorts, then placing the large graphic tee over your head and the shorts on himself. He crawled into bed with you swiftly facing you towards him and placing a kiss on your head. “How am I suppose to leave you in a few hours after that? You need me baby” he said with a little sadness in his voice. For the first time all night, you were finally honest with Zion when you said “I need you more than ever…” with so much love in your eyes. “…so looks like I’ll be joining you more on tour than we had originally planned” you continued with a smile. Zion followed you with a smile appearing across his face also. “Sounds perfect to me” he said pulling you into him.

Storyline: Zion’s only concern? Making sure his girl is more than satisfied. 

Author’s Note: This sat in my drafts for for a minute while I struggled on which guy to write this about. Ultimately, Zion was the only one who fit. Swear I don’t know what this boy is doing to me. 

Warning: Smut warning

Word count: 2.1k

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Your feet had barely made two steps past the front door of your boyfriends place before your best friends were dragging you to the dance floor. Giving you zero chance to begin hunting down Zion at yet another massive house party the boys were throwing.

You and Zion had been dating for a little over five months now and it was honestly paradise. He was a gentleman, always being a little more soft with you than he appeared to friends and social media. But it was no secret you played hard to get when he first showed interest in you, returning text late on purpose, never letting him get too close, and making yourself seem too busy anytime he asked if you were available. So he never fails to constantly remind you that the work it took to get you makes him only work harder to keep you.

As the third song had come to an end, your eyes found themselves meeting Zion’s across the room for the first time all night. A smile beamed across your face as the sight of him instantly brought you peace in the midst of surrounding chaos. He gave his thigh a light pat, indicating for you to come over to him. You slid your way through the crowd with many excuse me’s and sorry’s spilling from your lips over the maxed volume speakers, trying to make your way to your boyfriend. After what felt like an eternity, you were finally met face to face with that sexy smirk of his, admiring you from head to toe as you sat down on his lap with your legs crossed.

“Sorry to interrupt your fun, but all I could think when I saw you out there dancing was damn, who’s girl is that? Cause she lookin too fucking fine tonight” Zion said jokingly as if he’d never met you before.

You giggled and rolled your eyes at his little game, but continued to play along. “Hate to break it to you but I’m taken. You may have heard of him before... Zion Kuwonu? Singer... super tall... dreads... looking incredibly sexy tonight?” you listed as your eyes scanned him up and down.

“Don’t think I know him but he’s gotta know how damn lucky he is to have you” he said giving you a quick kiss as you felt the warmth on your cheeks build up.

It was true though. The way his thick silver chain hung around his neck as his golden locks moved along to every word he said... he looked irresistible. And you didn’t know if it was the party atmosphere or just the way he lightly bit his lip when looking at you... but you were starting to feel a certain kind of way towards him that you’d never felt before.

You and Zion had made an agreement when you first started dating to take it slow. He wanted to make sure you didn’t feel like “just another girl” to him. Plus, you’d explained to him going in that you weren’t as experienced as he was, only having had sex with your ex a couple of times which... needless to say... was slightly underwhelming. You told Zion how with your ex, it always felt rushed and you never felt pleasured during the process.

“That pisses me off” Zion had previously said when you first explained this to him. “Look, I know we’re taking things slow and all but I want you to know that when that time does come for us... I promise pleasuring you will be the only thing on my mind” he’d replied as serious as ever.

But at this point, you didn’t want to wait any longer. You were over taking it slow and all you wanted Zion to do was take you... fast. You pressed your lips onto his ear and whispered the best you could over the noise.

“Kinda wish we were alone right now...” you continued. Zion looked at you with shocked eyes and raised brows.

“I think that can be arranged...if you’re being serious” he said wanting to confirm before becoming too excited.

“Take me from here and maybe you’ll find out” you said winking an him. Zion quickly got up with eager eyes and intertwined your hands as he navigated his way through the now overcrowded party, passing by Brandon on the way.

“Hey B, um I might be a little occupied tonight so keep things under control and well... try not to need me” he whispered as he used his head to point in your direction, trying to subtly hint to him why he didn’t want to be bothered.

“OH... you got it Z no worries you guys just... enjoy yourselves” Brandon replied quickly catching on as he winked at the two of you. He headed down the hall way and disappeared back into the party.

“Oh trust me... we will” Zion said as he picked you up, wrapping your legs around his waist and pushing the door to his room open with his free hand.

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Warnings: mild language / Sexual Content

Theme: Fluff & Smut

Summary: it’s edwin’s birthday and as his bestfriend, you planned all of the surprises including the one you’ll confess your feelings to him.

A/N: happy birthday to edwin crazy numbers today. He’s turning 21 , on 02/12/20. Lots of two energies. A lot of great things are going to happen for him this year! But happy birthday to the bubs🥺🖤 note I didn’t proofread so I apologize I had to get my college work down

Edwin’s birthday was something that gave you anxiety but nevertheless you were happy to spend it along side him. You guys always tried to top the next persons ideas. Some would even say y’all fight like married couples. But you guys are just bestfriends. Platonic as you would describe it. Not to say you wouldn’t dare Edwin but you just thought he has so much on his mind. You wouldn’t want to put that on his plate.

Or hold him back from his career since the both of you live so far from each other. Today you’ve planned a little brunch just to kickstart the surprises. You knew if you started off big he would outstand you for yours. Having the most anxiety gut wrenching feeling hoping everything was right, you double checked with the restaurant making sure it was vegan, making sure all the decorations were placed how you envisioned it. You stood up from your chair tying the balloons to the tents poles, praying the wind doesn’t take them away because unfortunately today’s weather forecast has shown winds moving at 10 miles per hour and a 30% chance of rain.

As you were on your way to sit down You hear Zion’s screams ringing in your ear “AYE!!!! Y/N!!!” Turning back around you smile at the golden caramel boy, his arms raised almost to the top of the tent, you walk his way letting him engulf you into a bear hug like he normally does.

You’ve told them growing up affection wasn’t something you had the luxury of. So when it came down to love, you thought love meant a painful chase. But seeing Edwin and become of closer to him you finally realize love shouldn’t hurt. And shouldn’t make you feel like utter shit, it shouldn’t give you butterflies. It should give you comfort and warmth.

“Hey Zion, how are you?” You mumble in his hoodie.

“Great! I’m fucking starving”

You hugged everyone one by one, confused at to where the birthday boy was but then you see nick had a blindfold on him helping him walk in, smiling he knew how much you’ve been freaking out about planning this all for him. Everyone starts to count down for his surprise. As soon as nick drops the blindfolds we all yell “surprise!!!” Edwin gasps at the change of scenery.

This restaurant is very vintage, but it’s filled with lots of wood accent and dusty green colors, succulent plants in pot holders, fairy lights. It’s all the aesthetics that make you thing of him.

“Yo this is fucking dope” Edwin exclaims, your smile spreading bigger as you start to take a seat next to Zion, but Edwin grabs her hand pulling you in the sit next to him, you give him squinted eyes telepathically asking him ‘what are you up too?’

His answer? Just a wink.

“Y/N, how did you even find this place?” One of edwin’s friends ask, her time sounding very bitter, very stingy. She came off as a wasp.

“Well umm. On my way home from work, I saw it and I thought about bringing Edwin here since he says he wants more vegan options than postmates and his local supermarket, so I just reserved it” Edwin throws his arms around your neck pulling you in for a hug while laying tender kisses on your head.

“You’re the best no lie” Edwin states

Zion nods his head while fixing his hoodie “ I remember when I needed a dread touch up and I my hairdresser wasn’t in town, she did the most fire touch up to my nappy ass head, like dude she give me a tap up and everything!” Zion exaggerates

You shake my head in embrasement , feeling your cheeks change in hues and undertones, your body temperature rising higher by all this attention on you. “Y/N is the goat literally, I remember she went all the way back to our house from the lying music video shoot just to get me my wallet” Nick adds on

“Stop guys!! Jesus” you yell from dying inside of awkwardness, they all laugh while still going on about how great of a person you are, while you were in your own little world thinking about how he would react to the rest of the surprises.

A waitress comes out with the menus sliding them to us one by one “hello my name is alania and I’ll be your waitress today, can I start off with any drinks?”

“What y’all got on the alcohol menu?” Zion asks, all of us laughing at his dry sense of humor but Zion on the other hand is deadass serious. Knowing damn well he couldn’t buy alcohol yet.

“Shut up Zion get this young woman is trouble you underage bad kid” Nick jokes, making Zion stare at him like prey, Zion mouths something to nick ultimately making him stick the middle back to him. You turn to look at edwin whom eyes were already in your frame, his arm on the back of your chair. Listening to their conversations in and out.

“What you thinking about bowling pin?” You ask him almost cackling at your question, Edwin rolls his eyes hitting your back softly.

“Just wanted to say thank you, you’re a kind spirit person, literally an angel on earth” he compliments you his eyes twinkling like fireworks. If only he knew how intensely his aura made you feel. Maybe he could see your eyes glistening in the dark shadows.

Little did you know he did. “Look at the love birds!!!!” Zion yells causing everyone else to scream and whistle, hiding your face in your hands as the temperature changed from Celsius to Fahrenheit. “Y’all cite as fuck though” Zion shares his admiration.

The brunch was great, you ate so much your eyes couldn’t even stay open, Edwin knew you always get sleepy after eating. Especially big meals. Edwin rubs your back with his fingertips as your head comfortable lay on his shoulders while you’re in the backseat.

Edwin looks down at your face, admiring it like a art in an exhibit. In his eyes you were a beautiful painting that only appealed to his eyes. Edwin knew he was falling for you. But how much? He can’t even fathom to express that. “Why don’t you ask her out already?” Brandon asks looking back at you from the front seat.

“Well Brandon, she’s had a few bad relationships, it’s traumatic for her and I don’t want to make our friendship complicated if I tell her I’m in love with her” Edwin spills in one go, no one ever asked him. How much he’s liked her? Or does he want to be in love with her? No one really paid attention to those quick glances he gave her. Until recently. They knew Edwin was head over shoes for her.

“I say you’d just tell her, but let her know you don’t have to answer or rush, just be comfortable with your decision” Brandon tells him

“Hm, smooth talker is that how you got Maggie?” Nick asks, knowing Zion has the loudest laugh edwin covers your ears quickly right on time Zion laughs along with Austin. Edwin started thinking about Brandon’s choice of words. Maybe he should tell her.

Twenty minutes have passed and you’re at the prettymuch house in edwin’s bed, you wake up in utter confusion, leaning over the railing you see edwin under the bed making beats, smiling you grab the pillow and swing it to hit him in the back of the bed, a loud scream erupts out of him almost making you fall off the bed, Edwin is now in high alert hearing you scream almost knocking over his equipment trying to catch you.

“Y/N ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?!” Edwin screams but he’s also trying his hardest not to laugh, you start coming down the ladder but he places his hands on your waist picking you up and placing you onto the ground “Carajo bebesita,gave me a fucking heart attack”

You smile wrapping your arms around his waist trying not to laugh, but Edwin sucks his teeth trying to get out of your grasp “Edwin !!! Don’t be mad at me!!” You finally let out your desperate laugh, the door opens slowly with a worried nick.

“What the fuck happened in here? Sounded like a damn horror movie” Nick blares

“This crazy girl decided to hit me with a pillow when I’m in full concentration mode” Edwin explains, you let go of his waist and walk towards the door to put on your shoes.

“Gots somewhere to be ma?” Nick asks, opening the door wider, you nod your head hoping to not give away anymore hints because you have one more surprise for him and this is going to be the day you tell him how you feel. Make it or break it.

“Okay, I’m leaving Ed” you say in a soft tone because of the slight pout he always has when you always leave. He just wishes you could move in with them or sleepover. Edwin wanted to be around you more, because you lived so far from him. Edwin throws his arms around your neck tugging you into his chest. His soft baby breaths on your ear lobes. “I’m coming back! I just can’t tell you the thing I’m doing” you mumble into his hoodie, inhaling the scent of clementine and baby powder.

“Okay, you better come back precioso, I have something to talk to you about” Edwins voice range changes for the soft angel tone to a very domestic but nervous tone. Hearing that tone almost made you fear walking out that door knowing later this conversation would come to the light.

“Okay, I promise, but when I come back you need to change, something fancier than a hoodie okay?” Your hands sliding up his sides to tickle his armpit, Edwin jumps back giving you a side eye “alright, you pretty sneaky today”

“Your birthday ain’t over until I say so” with that you walk out the door closing it behind you, you hug the members one by one on your way out, digging into your pockets you grab your keys and get into your car. The nerves sweating in the palm of your hands just pondering what he would be saying and why couldn’t he just tell you right then.

Getting ready at your house you slipped on a red sequin mini dress paired with some gold strap heels, your hair was in your fanciest style, makeup was to a minimal very neutral toned and natural, but still appearing as effort. Spraying on your favorite perfume you give yourself one more glance in the mirror smiling at how good you looked. Grabbing your phone you text edwin.

[ To: Angel 🤍 ]

I’m coming to get you right now!

[ From: Angel 🤍 ]

The moral man in me wants to pick you up instead but I don’t know where we’re going so you win this round bebita 🙄

[ To: Angel 🤍 ]

Sucks to suck huh? 🤧 , be ready okay?

Edwin smiles at his phone wondering what she’s planned for the two of them, Austin softly bumps him plopping down on the couch next him. “I’ve never seen you smiling harder than today” Austin teases him

“I’m pretty sure I’ve smiled harder like this , literally everyday” Edwin argues. His head snapping over to Austin then back at his phone.

[To: bebesita 🌹 ]

I’m already ready babygirl.

Sitting his phone back down, he whips his clammy hands on his pants, as the minutes counted down the nerves started to build. It felt stronger than butterflies, but in a great way, these feelings made him realize how much more this needed to be done. Twenty minutes later you arrive to their house awaiting his arrival to the car.

The front door swings open as your mouth literally falls to the floor at his attire. You always knew you and Edwin were always on the same frequency but today. Just blew your mind. He was wearing a rebel red button shirt that was missing a few buttons showing of the canvas of his tattoos on his light olive skin. Opening the door the wind of the cool air mixed with his cologne hits you raising the hairs on your skin.

“You look good” you inform him as he closes the car door, his smile piercing through his strawberry tinted lips. “You think I’m joking Honoret, but I’m not”

“You’re beautiful yourself mamas” Edwin mumbles through the shyness, grabbing your phone and opening up Spotify “it’s my birthday so I pick the music”

“Wow! What a brat!” You yell pulling out the driveway and towards the designated place.

You placed your hands on edwins eyes not wanting him to see where you were, the nice workers offered to help you by leading the both of you to the table. It wasn’t easy going through the elevators and almost bumping into those whom were leaving the restaurant. “Where are we?! I hear all sorts of noises like dishes and elevators, are we cooking meth?” Edwin jokes

“Edwin we are not Walter white!, don’t worry you’ll see where we are very soon” getting close to your table you stop Edwin pulling out his chair with one hand you softly sit him down. “Open your eyes now!” You yell in excitement. Edwin slowly opens his eyes adjusting to all the bright skylines and warm tender lights. But his eyes are stuck on you.

“This is beautiful” Edwin speaks so comforting, you smile and sit in the seat in front of him “I mean the view is nice too” Edwin teases

“You’re such a flirt” you try to change the subject

“I am an Aquarius babygirl” Edwins eyes twinkles with every slow blink upon your figure. In his eyes you were the sun to his garden. The moon to his ocean. You were the calming high to his anxiety. CBD oil? Didn’t need it. Melatonin to fall asleep? He just FaceTimed you. Needed inspiration for music? He’d call you.

You were his everything and he planned on making that happen tonight.

“How’d you plan all of this amor” he leans his forearms on the table grabbing your left hand and rubbing soft circles upon your skin.

“I had help, your band mates are really great friends of mine, I couldn’t tell Zion though he was a big mouth” you joke, Edwin nods his head in full agreement

“Don’t forget to mention Brandon, the amount of times he’s released music that wasn’t supposed to be released” the waiter comes by pouring champagne in y’all glasses, Edwin turns towards the waitress smiling “thank you dear” he gives her a quick wink. Edwin picks up the champagne with his other hand sipping champagne his eyes back on you.

“Well maybe you’d should release them!!” You whisper yell

“If only It was easy mamas” he sighs then kisses the top of your hand, pulling out his phone he to take a picture of you , getting a little camera shy you cover your face , making Edwin yell at you “aye mamas!! Show your beauty what are you doing?!”

“I’m not that beautiful Edwin c’mon!!” You yell, Edwin sucks his teeth in disapproval.

“You’re a fucking goddess angel, like the fucking sidewalks are your runways, now let me get a picture of that beautiful face mamas” he knocks your hand down catching your smile in the frame of his phone.

( act like Its red i suck at making edits lol)

After dinner you took Edwin to a penthouse you reserved for the night, as you’re taking off your heels Edwin flops on the couch with his eyes glued to you “hey..” he lets out lazily walking over to him you sit on the couch with you legs stretched over his. “Thank you for today, I haven’t told you that today, I appreciate all you’ve done for me”

“Edwin you’re everything to me you know I would do absolutely anything for your happiness, so don’t thank me just be happy” you comment feeling his fingertips caressing your calves. Edwin traces his fingers up to your upper thigh close to the shape of your ass. His eyes glued to yours. He takes the advantage of the moment sitting you on his lap, his hands moving their way up your spine. He tilts his head up to press his lips on yours.

So soft and sensual, temperatures are rising between you guys and so is the tension, slowly you pull away with your hands on his shoulders “so that’s what you wanted to talk about?” You whisper against his lips

“Well it was going to be more words less actions but I’ve been wanting to do it since this morning, but also for months now” Edwin’s voice soothes your body down, the now high temperature slowing down in the palm of his hands.

Not knowing what else to say you lean back into his lips, Edwin places his hands on your lower back pulling you in closer to him leaving no space in between us. Because truth be told. He never wanted you to leave his aura. His hands hooks under your thighs wrapping them a round his waist as he walks towards the bedroom. Your back hits the soft velvet sheets, your hands on his forearms, his fingers tugging at the zipper on your dress.

“May I?” Edwin whispers, your smile tugging at on your skin.

“fuck a fantasy, this your motherfucking moment” you whisper. Edwin smiles pulling the zipper of your dress down, he grabs the straps of your dress letting it fall off your shoulder as he leaves soft kisses upon your tender skin. Tugging your bottom lip in between your teeth, your hands instinctively placed on the nape of his neck. His head slowly getting closer and closer to your chest, kissing your Sternum. Edwin looks up at you smirking at the effect he has over you, seeing you under him was his dream but he didn’t think he’d see it anytime soon. All he was happy with getting you in his arms.

“tu cuerpo es bello” edwin whispers making your furrow your eyebrows in confusion, but also in love and lust, even though you never understood what he was saying In spanish, nevertheless you did love it. “I said your body is beautiful dear” he fully slides off your dress, while you lift your body up so he can slide it off. Afterwards you reach up to his shirt slowly unbuttoning it letting it floor on the floor as decor. Edwin pushes you back on the velvet sheets. “I’m going to love you, no rush baby girl” he pulls your panties off slowly as his lips kiss there way down to your womanhood.

His tongue pressing soft kitty licks on your desperate bud, Edwin then kisses and nibbles the inside of your thighs, creating a pool bigger than it was before. “Edwin...” you whimper softly, Edwin doesn’t answer your directly, but indirectly his tongue laps up your damped slit making you sink your head into the sheets slowly. Your moan slipping from your pierced lips. Edwin throws both of your legs on his shoulders diving in deeper as his tongue engulfs your bud. Edwin makes eye contact with you from in between your legs turning you in even more. His tongue running zig zags on your clit as your hand finds purchase of the sheets, but Edwin grabs one of your hands intertwining them.

His other hand inserting a finger inside your crevice as your juices drip down his lips coating his tongue and fingers. Your eyes open sensitive to his touch. He adds a second finger as he feels you up , his pace increasing the more your moans coat the air. Edwin begins to finger fuck you as his lips pull on your clit.

The familiar knot in your stomach slowly starts to creep up on you, your mouth opened in “O” formation, as your legs begin spasm. “Fuck..baby” you breath desperately, he detached his lips from your bud hovering over you as his fingers pumps in and out of you faster than you can comprehend, just leaving you in a state of Ecstasy and euphoria.

“Look at me princess, let me see you come all over my fingers” his hand softly placed on your neck not even pressing any force of choking you. Your eyes open as the palm of his hand repeatedly hits your clit while his fingers hooks your g-spot. Satisfied by the way you gasp for air and your walls clenching around his fingers “you’re so beautiful mamas” your eyes roll back as your body lets go of the knot feeling in your stomach, shaking to the sensitive touch of his fingers, stopping his pace as he lets you ride out your high. Steadily shaking as his fingers slowly leaves your frame.

Bringing his fingers to his mouth, he tastes your essences smirking at your faint rose color cheeks “you take care of yourself mamas” Edwin smiles, he unbuttons his pants, looking at your moonlit eyes. The Galaxy is what he pictured in your eyes. You reach over to your purse pulling out the golden wrapper Edwin smiles pulling it apart with his teeth.

“You ready mamas?” Edwin asks only placing the tip at your entrance

“Yeah, I’m ready” you express. Slowly Edwin makes his way through both of you gasping as your walls engulf him, he was your first and you couldn’t imagine anyone else being your first. Your face screws up in unimaginable pain, his hands finding yours and Intertwining them

“You okay? If it’s too much I’ll stop” Edwin reassures you, but that’s the last thing you want no matter how pain it may be, you want this moment in your memory.

“No I want this, keep going” once Edwin is fully inside the pain starts to fade away and pleasure comes into play, your hands instinctively touch his shoulder blades dragging your nails into them as Edwin stretches you out, your back arching off the bed and your chest levitating towards his, vibrating the sounds of the headboard against the wall as the both of your bods clash together like honey, his thrust hitting the same spot at a different rhythm slurring between his name and curse words because of his dazed you are.

His fingers gripping into your waist as he pumps you deeper sending you over edge the second time tonight. His speed increasing to get you to reach your high fast, his lips sticking to your neck leaving heaven sent kisses upon your now timid skin. His thrusts begins to get sloppier as your body begins to shake for him. “I’m coming ” you whimper in his ear feeling the vibrations of his groans on your skin.

The air being filled with your cries of pleasure and his groans of passion, both of you let go at the same time panting from the euphoria of each other. Your chest raising up and down in a fast matter as you try to cope with everything that just went down.

“Now for the rest of my life I’m not only happy for my birthday but our anniversary” Edwin cheekily smiles, him pulling out of you slowly made you flinch to the touch, he goes in the bathroom and comes out with a wet cloth cleaning you up then laying back in the bed with you. Instantly you throw one leg around his waist and trace the outline of the ink on his body.

“ Life is but a dream that you manifested slowly huh baby boy?” You asks him feeling your eyes getting heavy

“I dreamt of having you in my bed for so long, feels like a fairytale almost” Edwin encourages, yawning softly Edwin pulls you in closer rubbing his fingers in your shoulder blades and your hands on his lower back.

“Hm I love you” was probably the last word he’d get outta you tonight and he didn’t mind that.

“I love you more bebesita” Edwin leaves a soft kiss on your temple then places his chin on your head and joins you.

in which a special night for nick leads the two of you to a special night together, the only warning: smut.

it was a saturday night spent at syco’s annual ball, the entire scenery was lavish to say the least. you were proud of nick and all of his accomplishments with the rest of the band. nick was proud to have you alongside him for a night like this. his arm dangled off of your shoulder and you two were comfortably close as you listened in on simons speech about how proud he was of he his artist.

“i’m really glad you came” nick whispered into your ear before placing a kiss on your cheek causing a wide smile to appear on your face “i am too, you look lovely” you responded not taking your eyes off of the next individual on stage. “i can say the same about you mamas, this dress” he cut himself off to look you up and down briefly licking his lips at the sight of you. “it isn’t fair, what is this.. silk” nick asked referring to the silky blue dress that was complimenting every curve on your body.

time had passed and now the two of you were on the dance floor, everything was sensual and sweet not yet salacious until the song, your song had played. difference by ginuwine began to fill the room and nick gave you a sinister smile as the night you two first had sex flashed in his mind. the grip he had on your was became a little tighter in a good way.  you looked up at him, your fingers locking together as they were around his neck.

“anytime i heart this song i kind of hear you” nick whispered in your ear his hand lowering from your waist down to your ass. you smiled sweetly your eyes gleaming of innocence as you looked up at him “what do you mean hear me” you questioned “i mean, last time i heard this song... i couldn’t really hear it that well just you. loud yet soft beautiful moans. you remember don’t you princess” your face began to turn red thinking of being in that position with him, your legs wrapped around him and your faced buried into his neck as he sent you into a deep state of euphoria for what seemed like hours.

“yeah i remember, why” you asked him and he smiled “well cause i was thinking, maybe i should take you some place private in this place.” he offered and you already felt excited at the thought. maybe it was the suit with the chain and rings but you kind of wanted him. “or maybe i can take my time on you, savor you. the way i know you want me to” nick noticed you getting flustered your breathing changed, it was hard to keep eye contact and the little things he was capable of doing to you made him smile.

“is it too early to go” you asked and he shook his head “lets head out” he spoke and the two of you headed out making your way home.

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it had been an hour since you got home and you currently were on your back as nick sucked and slurped on your clit messily causing you to release loud cries of his name. you were tired and overwhelmed, as much as you wanted to stop and relax just for a moment you couldn’t get over how amazing it felt to have him right where you needed him.

before you knew two of his fingers were added into the mix curling them inside you pushing deeper and faster then before. you were getting dizzy as he repeatedly hit your g-spot as he sucked on your sensitive area. “daddy, i’m close.” you cried and he shook his head no against you driving you insane before lifting up his head

“not yet.” he murmured licking up your arousal from your inner thigh. “please! daddy, please let me cum” you begged and he agreed as he gently slapped your clit and your release came over you. you were a shaking mess as he continued to gently touch you before coming up and placing sweet kisses on your neck and your lips.

i’m gonna start writing on here.