Dismantled Memories.
Location: Blatchery Plain, Fort Hanteno
Game; Post Breath of The Wild (after the calamity)
Ship: Zelink
Tags: Hurt comfort | angst | talk of death | forgotten memories and guilt | mourning | some light fluff | Link speaks though very little | talk of failure and guilt and loss of loved ones.
Word Count: 1.5k
Description:
Beginning to dismantle the many guardians upon Blatchery Plain, Link begins to spiral into guilt of failure and loss. Zelda is there to comfort her knight and share the weight.
Dismantling the left of empty husks of Guardians in Fort Hanteno was both torture and bliss in the afternoon sun. With the faint tune of Kassâ songs from the Dueling Peakâs stable in the distance, Link finds himself working quietly and slowly.
Both Zelda and Robbie had shown him just how to dismantle the looming shells of the once prideful Sheikah weapons and during his journey he had his fair share of rummaging around in the belly of an empty Guardian.
But thereâs something lingering in the back of the championâs mind, a threat that keeps being tugged and unwound more and more as he tinkers with the guardian in the field. Looking across Blatchery Plain, Linkâs eyes fall on the fort a few yards away. It still looks defeated, heavy wooden boards covering gaps in the stone and the thick splintered wood logs carved into spikes atop the fortâs wide walls. The mud is deep in particular around the entrance and his mind fleetingly thinks of Zelda getting stuck before he gazes towards the Princess.
Princess Zelda, adorned in her usual travelling fear and with her strikingly blonde hair tied back into a long ponytail by a blue hair tie. A hair tie of which Link himself also used after refusing to get his own muddy blond hair cut. It had grown since the end of battle, but it wasn't yet in the way of his work.
Zelda is knelt beside a toppled Guardian, delicate fingers working the bolts and springs and gears all the while humming her own soft song. One Link hasn't before but sounded âŚfamiliar. The tune almost sounded like a lullaby, as if Zelda was putting the guardian to sleep.
Link shifts, the heavy weight of duty sits on his shoulders even now as he gazes across the plain as if watching the guardianâs closely. As if one is playing dead only to spring up on them when they got too close, he'd seen it happen before. Decayed guardians making a mockery out of him for adventuring too close to the sun and only to be surprised when they fizzled to life.
His eyes, ever so slightly focused on the one guardian Zelda is knelt beside as though challenging it to resurrect itself. Then, Zelda lifts her head, beautiful green eyes scanning the field and finding Link on guard as ever. She stops humming, the tune of her late motherâs lullaby sticks to her throat as she watches her knight skillfully rise to his feet to make his way over to her. But she notices that he isn't looking at her, more so the guardian she's working on.
âLink.â She calls out finally, a soft regal tone reaches Link's ears and his eyes light up again to meet her gaze. âCome help me for a moment, please.â She asks and as if she tugged on an imaginary lead, Link obeys and settles beside her.
Once he is close enough, the breeze wafting through their hair momentarily as Zelda reaches for one of his hands. âYou seem troubled,â she says plainly, searching for a wound she knows isn't on the skin. â...these guardians won't rise again, if that is what you are concerned about.â Zelda puts the fear to bed with a gentle squeeze of Linkâs hand.
The calloused fingertips and rough palms of using all manner of equipment during his journey seems to have taken a toll on the knight. Zeldaâs hands though are soft and warm and sweet⌠Link snaps free of his haze, nodding stiffly at the mention of the guardians again. The master sword would have alerted him by now if this one was aliveâŚ
The two meet eyes for a moment before Linkâs gazes towards the fort once again. The stirrings of guilt and the dawning of unfamiliarity settles in his gut. He turns his gaze towards the likeness of Ash Swamp before he finds the place where it all happened 100 years ago. A flash of red energy. A bright ball of holy light and the agony of fatal wounds.
He must have lingered on the spot for too long because Zeldaâs hands reached out to touch his cheek, to coax him to look at her again. Her hands are cool against his face, especially over the jagged mess of a scar that blooms down his jaw and collarbone in memory of that night. The scar disappears under his champion tunic where only he knows it spreads wide over his left ribs and dips down towards his hip bone. Scorching heat is a phantom pain of the guardianâs dreadful energy.
âLink.â Zelda calls, seeing her knightâs eyes suddenly grow castaway almost. Like he was lost inside something and she needed to be his anchor. âLink.â She says again, thumb caressing his cheek.
âI forgot everything.â Linkâs voice is always so soft for a hero who can slay Lynelâs with a simple pot lid. His voice is steady but void of any goodness. Zelda shakes her head before opening her mouth to speak but closes and thinks about her words.
âIt's true. I don't remember much else aside from the preparation and the battle.â He voices quietly.
âAnd I died. There, in the field in your armsâŚwhen I should've been protecting you.â
Zelda closes her eyes for a moment and firmly takes Linkâs hand in her own. âDo not act as though you did not protect me. You did so, down to your last breath.â She argues softly.
âAnd it wasn't enough. You still faced him alone.â Link contests, a shadow falling over his eyes from how he lowers his head slightly.
Zelda knows that look, a look of defeat and guilt and an intimate war inside oneself. She's felt it before and even still she deals with the raging guilt of not awakening her sacred power until the last moment. And that has costed so many livesâŚ
âLink, this will eat you alive. The feeling, the emotional war inside⌠let me help you, like you helped me.â She asks gently, squeezing his hands in her own. She traces the leather arm guard, it's scratched up due to the many times Link loosed an arrow from his bow over his quest.
âBut I have nothing, nothing but you. And that should be enough but -â Linkâs shoulders curl in on themselves, lowering his head so his princess didn't see him begin to struggle with his emotions so suddenly. He was also so stoic and so quietâŚ
âYou do have something, what of the companions that aided you during those long months? Sidon. Riju. Teba and Yunobo. Even Huddson and Purah and RobbieâŚyou are still surrounded by those who want to see you succeed and continue. Like myself.â
Link shakes his head, unable to put the feelings to words. âI know that. I know they wish the best for me but it isn'tâŚthe memories, Zelda. Family and childhood. Friends and enemies. First times and last times⌠I have none of it.â
Zelda suddenly realises that this is more than just the grief of losing his friends to the divine beasts. This is the loss of family and a world prior to even the master sword. A life of which Link no longer can remember. Unlike herself, who can still recall her fatherâs harsh tone and yet gentle embrace, or the face of her mother smiling at her.
Link has neither.
âLink. I am so sorry.â She whispers, turning properly to gently embrace the hero who curls forwards in mourning. âBut I know that they would be proud of who you have become.â She adds as Linkâs voice cracks under the weight of it all.
There's silence across the Blatchery Plain, deafening as Link inhales deeply and finally lifts his head. Zelda doesn't move, her hands gentle on his back and shoulder to coax him upright again once heâs ready.
âI cannot be the man you first met.â Linkâs voice is slightly raspy, evidence to his mourning. Zelda shakes her head, ignoring the husk of guardians around them. Soon they would be gone, and she hopes Link can return to Fort Hanteno with a brighter mind.
âI do not want the man I met back then. I want you, as you are in front of me, Link.â Zelda affirms in that gentle wispy voice of a goddess reborn. Link feels an unwavering warmth in his chest where Zelda pressed her small palm there, as if the golden power of her eternal power awakens his own.
âYou are allowed to mourn, Link, and if it would be of âŚcomfort, I can stay with you. Know that those in your heart will be forever tied with you to the ends of Hyrule.â Linkâs breath is shaky, coming out in warm puffs as he gathers himself from Zeldaâs touch.
âAs long as you stay where I can see you.â Link murmurs, finally blue eyes meet green in a dance of revelry.
âOf course, for I shall be with you till the end of time.â Zelda whispers, feeling the lub dub of Linkâs heart against her hand on his chest. Link reaches out to tuck a stray hair behind her ear, fixing her golden earrings before cracking a tiny smile.
âThese guardians won't dismantle themselves you know!â Robbieâs suddenly squawking voice echoes over the plain somewhere to the left of Link, causing Zelda to laugh in the afternoon sun. Caught in her beauty, Link finds himself anchoring to the present at last.
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