#polytheism problems

The past few days have been crazy with a personal ritual, as well as group rituals with the two Blind Polytheist groups I’m a member of, the Travelers of the Gateway and Shadow Circle of Luna. Anyway, I’m still reeling from having the Polytheistic Practices I practice being brought down to only Irish and Norse. Losing a lot of the ones I’ve been looking into, feeling a strong connection with, etc, is bad enough, but also losing My practice and relationship with the Welsh gods is devistating. It has Me on the back foot for sure. But I can’t ignore what came up and was confirmed by seven different People, plus a personal divination I did with Brighid.

So Hermes hijacked my tarot cards earlier- and this is the deck allied to Angelic beings! He’s been trying to persuade me to becoming a devotee these past few days and I’ve been shrugging it off partially because I’m happy with focusing primarily on Aphrodite at the moment, but primarily because I don’t feel I have the means to add another deity at the moment (hell, I usually feel bad about neglecting ‘dite sometimes, and I already feel bad about not working with most of the Theoi practically at all; although, I am getting better about it, but I digress) but now I don’t think I have a choice in the matter. 

Trust me on this. Buying into any of those things that people try to pass off as a necessity can be incredibly harmful. I’m honestly still recovering from my time buying into it when I was in a very unhealthy relationship with someone who was “astral projecting/traveling” all over the place and trying to force me to do the same. So please don’t do that to yourselves. It’s really not worth it. I promise. You and the entities you’re interacting with/want to interact with will find other ways to communicate--I promise.

Also, why knock if you're not going to wait for an answer? ¿

Wanting and sort of having room for separate altars for my Kemetic deities, my Norse deity, and the ancestors, but also having to put three shelves worth of books in storage in order to have that room.