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Very proud of this custom- built deck and pergola combo with clear Polygal roof covering, allowing sunlight in, but providing protection from unwanted elements, such as rain, UV rays, and heat. The walkway features Hand-poured Concrete pads! New grass (both real and artificial) will complete this project! . . #pergola #deck #polygal #concretedesign #concrete #woodworking #outdoor #outdoors #outdoorliving #outdoordesign #houston #houstontexas #houstontx #htx #houstonlandscaper #houstonlandscaping #exteriordesign #exterior #exteriortexas https://www.instagram.com/p/CNz3emPJg8Y/?igshid=14sgibshlx5dn

Polygal and pine #polygal #polycarbonate #governorsisland (at Governors Island)

Dee is sick, and working from home today. He's on his couch under a red plaid blanket while he programs from his macbook. Hes quite the handsome hipster. Last night we enjoyed delicious Thai food from a place, that is quickly becomming ours in my head. We smoked a joint as we both had decided that was something we should do. And I am happy in this moment. I edged on panic attacks while I was high, watching What We Do In The Shadows, but he helped calm me down. Consistently. Its such a nice change. He is understanding, and lovely, and kind. He is smart, and honest, and open. He's honestly all I ever wanted in a poly partner. And he makes me so happy. He knows how to touch me, and please me in the best way possible. He calms my nerves. He doesn't even know he does it. But he does. I'm falling for this wonderful man. I can feel it in my heart. He met my parents on Sunday. He came over and was fine. My mind was a mess because I was so anxious about it, but it was fine. They loved him. They made that clear. I keep toying with the idea of telling my parents about my being poly. I wonder if theyd understand or even try to be supportive. It's a quite confusing thing for me, let alone two people who are the pinnacle of monogamy. I want my parents to meet Scott. They should have met him a long time ago. If what he says is true about our relationship and what he wants from it, then he should have met then months ago. The fact that he hasnt, and has consistently turned me down whenever i invite him to meet them aggravates me more than it should. The fact that Dee so willingly said "yeah, i could do that" speaks volumes to me. I am supposed to see Scott tonight. Let's see how it goes. He messaged me yesterday about how hes struggling with the "poly stuff" because he's jealous and possessive and "hates" when I'm with Dee because he doesnt like the way it feels. His emotions dont make much sense for a number of reasons that I wont get into just yet. I'm trying to be supportive, and help him work through them but he doesn't seem to want my help. I tell him to talk to me through his jealousy and he wont. He brushes it aside, and i don't know how to help.

Eight hundred pieces later, we are finally done!