After several years of desperate struggle with PMDD, I have begun chemical menopause aged only 32. At this point, myself and an incredible Gynae team made entirely of women, are viewing this as a lifesaving measure. It will very likely be a prelude to a full hysterectomy, or at least an oophorectomy (removing the ovaries) within the next few years.

My entire time here on Tumblr, and my subsequent absence have been marked by profound, 14-16 day long bouts of depression, anxiety, paranoia, incredibly dark thoughts, dangerous levels of brain fog, physical pain, violent nightmares, and more.

I've started a complex blend of GNRH injections, HRT, vitamins, bone density scans and cardiac health checks. Forcing the menopause this young isn't without risks; but at the moment, every month is a game of Russian roulette.

So by all means, lovely ones; feel free to blow up my ovaries before they blow up my ovaries. If I'm lucky, I might have just suffered the last ovulation I will ever have to experience.

I've been incredibly fortunate and humbled to have had you all in my lives in this incredibly difficult time.

𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚢 𝙱𝚕𝚘𝚐!!! ＼(￣▽￣)／

🟢 𝙲𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝙾𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎

𝙼𝚊𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚃𝚢𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐...

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(𝙳𝙽𝙸: 𝙽𝚂𝙵𝚆, 𝙺𝙸𝙽𝙺) 𝙶𝚃𝙵𝙾 (•ˋ _ ˊ•)

༺♰༻ 𝙽𝚊𝚖𝚎: 𝙼𝚊𝚢 ♥︎ (𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚆𝚒𝚗𝚍)

༺♰༻ 𝙽𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎: 𝙱𝚘𝚘𝚋𝚢 :𝙿

༺♰༻ 𝙰𝚐𝚎: 𝟸𝟻

༺♰༻ 𝚁𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚞𝚜: 𝙷𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝙼𝚊𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚍

༺♰༻ 𝙿𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚗𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚢: 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚛𝚍 𝚃𝚛𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛, 𝚍𝚞𝚎 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝙾𝚌𝚝𝚘𝚋𝚎𝚛. :)

༺♰༻ 𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜:

† 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚜𝚝, 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍. 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚍, 𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚜𝚎𝚎. †

✰ 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚜𝚝. 𝙸 𝚍𝚘 𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚘𝚌𝚞𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜, 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. 

✰ 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛. 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚓𝚘𝚋 𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚘𝚛 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚒𝚏𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐! 𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚎𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚊𝚝𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚏𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙸'𝚜 𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎. 

✰ 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚌𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚘𝚎𝚝𝚛𝚢. 𝙴𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚎𝚎 𝚟𝚞𝚕𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚒𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚙𝚊𝚐𝚎 ♥︎

༺♰༻ 𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝:

𝙴𝚋𝚊𝚢 𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚙: 

𝙰𝚙𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝙼𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌:

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𝚃𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚔𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚢! 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚢 𝚊 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎. ♥︎

𝙱𝚕𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞.

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