#plural host

What does it mean to be "the host"? The vessel, like in *Deltarune*? I've asked myself that. My best answer so far is that I'm the one who feels as though this body, this bulk of flesh which is so hard to care about many days, is my responsibility to keep going and live a life that's harmonious with my found family and my friends and everyone else.

It's...not the best job to have. I miss my Deltarune friends terribly. But I must acknowledge that I (with the help of a crowded headspace) have managed to build a modestly pleasant, peaceful life in this world. It is difficult though...it is extremely difficult on many days.

this time im going to try and keep things more calm and focus a bit more on the religion were in

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Scared we're gonna get ghosted by our closest friend/our literal partner system.. again. Well, I dont know what i was supposed to expect from them. Maybe for it just to not end like last time?

Esaac is still the kid who wished he could have wings and just fly away from everything, or at least fly around, so he didn't need to use the bus.

Esaac was into fandoms and had a lot of fictional crushes and wrote creepypasta fanfictions just to ship a self insert with a fictional crush.

Usaac was the trans guy, who tried to be as gender conforming as possible to proof that he really is a guy. And also the one who had a feeling we might be gay.

And then there is me. The current host and the one who is trying to be an adult while connecting to his others sides.

Also there is Osaac but they're the exact opposite of us. I do feel like they might be from between Asaac and Usaac, that short period of time where we thought we might be a lesbian.