Love breeding Kink John walker my absolute beloved, a pregnant Bob would make him 10 times worst and the sex like 10 times more intense. But now I’m thinking about poor Bob who didn’t want kids bc he didn’t want pass down his mental health issues and how does he tell John, who’s so super excited, that
i think bob would hold it in for as long as he could because he can see how happy john is and he doesn't want to "ruin" it. sometimes his fears really get to him and john tries to ask what's wrong and bob says nothing, it's nothing, just hormones or something. and then eventually he just can't keep it in anymore. maybe john is daydreaming aloud about their child's future and bob loses it because john is imagining high school graduation and bob is afraid his child will be "just like him" and maybe not even make it to high school at all. he finally cracks and tells john that he didn't want kids, he's terrified to have a kid. he knows that his bipolar especially has a very strong hereditary component and he doesn't want to pass it on, he doesn't want his child--or any child--to have to deal with what he deals with. and then suddenly john understands why, even though bob did sometimes indulge his kink, he was always kind of dismissive of it and wouldn't fully play into it the way he plays into other things. and then both of them just feel guilty and scared and now they're in this situation and they have to find a way to deal with everything and this is why i keep it at goofy hypothetical banter help the angst is consuming me
