Im so bored and tired but I cant sleep and my head is pounding and everything is so bright and I feel like im abt fo cry idk why tho cus nothing happened and im breathing rly heavily and my head still hurts rly bad and my dog wont stop barking and its so loud and everything is so loud and bright and I can't keep my eyes open and i feel like im gonna puke but i cant and its so hot in here and I have testing tomorrow and I dont wamna be here anymore and I dont wanna do anything but I dont have the courage to actually do anything to myself and i dont even cut anymore cause I genuinely dont have the motivation to do it and like omfg everything is so exhausting I cant do anything anymore and my head hurts so bad. I wish somthing or someone could kill me instead of myself so I dont have to go through the effort of wrighting the notes and this whole paragraph is so fucking corny and idk why im even wrighting it or posting it or whatever the fuck im doing. Idk what im doing. I cant do anything right or even try cause I can't do anything and im gonna throw up i can feel it and everything hurts so bad omgggg kill me please
