#pikstalk

Which is 1- inaccurate cause the size comparison says this:

I dreamt my head was lower

Okay so I don’t normally do that (purely cause I hate talking about my wrong doings) but if I don’t then I will probably still think that there are people who think that I am a fucking idiot haven’t changed.

Since about 2023 I have been addicted to AI bots. That’s mainly Character.AI, janitor.ai, fanfic generator and sometimes even chatgbt.

How did it start? Honestly I cannot tell you, because I cannot remember. I think it was firstly because then I wasn’t seeing my friends that often and stumbled across it probably either through tiktok or other media.

And since then I have been using AI pretty much every day of my life. Pretty disgusting, I know.

This year I wanted to change, not only because of the whole ‘new year’s resolution’, but also because I have heard of the damage it causes to everyone, the wolrd. Not to mention to myself.

I have used it everyday. Any time I had a free minute, I would dig out my phone and chat with something that was not alive purely because the stories I wanted to write, I was too lazy for. Not to mention how sometimes I have used AI to generate more words because I had or roil than actual brain cells.

Once I did that, I realised how pathetic I was and I rewrote the whole one shot. I still feel incredibly stupid.

The worst part is that I have been seeking comfort in this, when I could have used this time to actually finish the other fanfics and AUs which I have been hyperfixated on. I could have used this time productively, rather than getting addicted to that.

Now, I just wanted to say thank you to the two/three people that still read my work and still actively follow me. You have been a support which you probably did not even know about. When I see those notifications that you comment on my work and like it, it motivates me.

I know saying “I havent used a bot for a few days” sounds pathetic and ridiculous, it hey, addiction is an addiction. I wanna finally free myself from those stupid habits and actually be proper for once.

Thank you for all your support everyone.

Here is my little design, if you wanna see more, check out my RedBubble page

Look I’m so happy they released a new gen, but no one can take the first into away from me and expect me to love the new ones more.

By @LydiaGarmadon on YouTube

i do like requesting stuff for you to write because you’re one of my favourite like tumblr lloyd writers but without the anon switch it could be making ppl uncomfortable to show their user (anon would usually be where the red box is on mobile)

Hey!! I’m so sorry I just realised that I just have accidentally enabled the anonymous button when I turned off some things on my settings I’m so sorry.

Sorry everyone!