Finished Pihajin. It was an excellently written novel that didnāt truly click with me.
Honestly, by the end of it I was just tired of how lugubrious FL was. It made sense but it was tiring to read about and honestly if near the end you find yourself thinking āpoor dude I hope you move on and get to be happy instead of pining for this dreary dreary womanā about her sort of ex husband, wellā¦(donāt get me started on the son, by the end he irritated me every time he was mentioned. Not to mention his original reason for suicide made zero sense. Offing yourself because your father didnāt rescue your mother on time and you saw her kill herself isā¦a choice.)
The big problem is that I donāt like the way most ātransmigrated into younger selfā stories handle the ādebts from past go around lifeā - like it hasnāt happened yet for godās sake! And this falls into the same trap. Outside of 2ha (which breaks the mold entirely), or novels where the reborn person mainly interacts with characters she didnāt in past life (for example the authorās own Wishing and Marquis) which is not really the same thing, the sole novel that handled the trope the way I like (yes she interacts mainly with people from past life, no she does not want to punish or hate them for go around that hasnāt happened!!!) is Reborn as Tyrantās Pet. It is usually less noticeable because in those types of novels FL or whoever avenges herself on villains and also they never seem to change but here ML is quite different from first life (and honestly even in first life he did not get her offed on purpose, he was gonna trade for her and then a rescue went awry. Itās not husband of the year material but heās hardly a monster abuser) so I just find myself going ummmm surely you need to chill, demon spawn (thatās the kid.)
Anyway by the end ML is as dreary as the rest of them so I guess they deserve each other.
Itās an excellently written novel but alas not really my thing.
ETA: also why on earth did ML fall for FL in this life? She didnāt say a kind word to him for the whole time except like in the last two chapters. I get why she is this way but what on earth about her attitude or behavior would make him fall for her? Is he a masochist? (Yeah blah blah past life connection but thatās a shortcut I am not fond of.)