#pig boy

i’ve been needing to update everyone here with this:

i did move on from gaining, after everything that went down with my ex-encourager and life coming for my throat i kinda had to move on. i still loved it, but it really didn’t do it for me in the same way it once did.

that was until recently, when i reconnected with Him back in october, the guy who filled out my lap and then dumped me. someone i once vowed to never speak to again. and y’all… this is the most pathetic thing i have ever admitted to on here (which i think is saying something). in the stretch of a couple hours this man had me down 4 boosts for him. this guy that i was so pissed off at for years in less than a day had me chugging thousands of calories for him. and i’ve been putting on weight since.

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with him it’s so different. he knows me, he knows all my insecurities and uses them against me. he’s doing far better in life than i am. he’s built a career, he’s still in shape, he’s thriving. so when he belittles me for what i’ve done since the break up, it hurts like a ton of bricks. when he says that i’m not all that smart, that he just wants to see the gut he put on me. as much as it hurts, it turns me more so. he’s read through my tumblr, he knows how hung up i was. it turned him on knowing that he not only got me fat, but he loved how upset i was about it.

Kitchen Trouble

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