#piece two

Album : Piece, Two

Album : Piece, Two

Album : Piece, Two

Album : Piece, Two

Album : Piece, Two

Maso: ........... The Antagonist: *gets up* Maso: *watches him* Maso: You are going to hurt me, some how The Antagonist: *makes himself a bit taller just for the sake of towering around slyly*1:50 The Antagonist: :) Maso: ..... Maso: *<3* Maso: *Yesss* Maso: *Towerrr* The Antagonist: *makes his hand dark and then glowing, for extra dramatic effect* The Antagonist: *and gives the top of Maso's head a soft pat*1:52 Maso: ............ Maso: *waits* The Antagonist: *concentrates* The Antagonist: *gives LS's traces a looook* The Antagonist: *and suddenly* Maso: *coupled with Ick's, they are surprisingly strong and persistent* The Antagonist: *pulls out a tiny piece of that healing hope Heli one managed to force into him* The Antagonist: *and lets it to join these* The Antagonist: *If it works* The Antagonist: *I'll be fucking free* The Antagonist: *>:)* Maso: *it would work from Maso's side* Maso: *Nonononononodont* The Antagonist: *You gotta be useful for something* The Antagonist: *Otherwise why they pay attention to you~* Maso: *Dont make me go through this again* Maso: *Hope hurts* Maso: *I dont want it to heal me* Maso: *Or touch me* The Antagonist: *activates some of Maso's ol before Office positive-ish memories* Maso: *shudders* The Antagonist: *like a sly manipulator he is* The Antagonist: *Darling you forgot again* The Antagonist: *We had a BBFs deal~* The Antagonist: *BBFs help each other* The Antagonist: *:)* Maso: *I didnt forget* Maso: *there is a strong layer of despair in him* The Antagonist: *You keep hoping to get hurt by me* The Antagonist: *How can I resist breaking this silly thought of you* The Antagonist: *>:)* Maso: *stronger than his madness even* Maso: *You dont understand* The Antagonist: *leans down* The Antagonist: *breathes in* Maso: *You are hurting me right now* The Antagonist: *attempts getting some of the despair out* The Antagonist: *..........* Maso: *struggles and kicks at him* The Antagonist: *Tsk* The Antagonist: *but doesn't get greedy* Maso: *an old Bradley panic of being violated rises up and threatens to drown his senses* Maso: *violated and controlled* Maso: *by something stronger* Maso: *a piece can probably break off* The Antagonist: { You gave me your permission~ } The Antagonist: { You are in coontrool } The Antagonist: *:)* Maso: *I am a masochist* The Antagonist: { You are a hopeful masochist in traaining aren't you } The Antagonist: x) The Antagonist: ........ The Antagonist: What a Dumbass The Antagonist: *sighs* Maso: *still struggles* The Antagonist: *wishes out a piece and gets rid of the piece Heli gave to him as it gets way too "interested" in LS & Icarus 's* The Antagonist: *those can probably even consume it* Maso: *they do, happily* Maso: *kicking him extra hard with some good old hope that things will be better eventually and he will be happy* The Antagonist: *his eyes start glowing again, a little* The Antagonist: *Now that's some interesting mess around here* Maso: *starts crying, silently* The Antagonist: ......................... The Antagonist: *stops smiling* The Antagonist: *wraps his arms around him, suddenly all glowing and half transparent like a ghost* The Antagonist: *emits strange painfully soft warm vibes* Maso: *tries to push him away* Maso: *covers his face with his free hands* The Antagonist switched name to The Distortionist The Distortionist: ყơų ąཞɛ ყơųཞ ơῳŋ ąŋɬąɠơŋıʂɬ, ąཞɛŋ'ɬ ყơų Maso: I-it hurts so badly The Distortionist: ıʂŋ'ɬ ıɬ ῳɧąɬ ყơų ῳąŋɬɛɖ The Distortionist: ῳɧყ ʂɬཞųɠɠƖɛ? ῳɧყ ɖơıŋɠ ɬɧıʂ ɬơ ყơųཞʂɛƖʄ? Maso: *curls into himself* Maso: It's fine when I'm numb Maso: It's unbearable when I think I am going to stop hurting one day. I dont want to be happy. I dont want to wait for things to get better. I dont want to hope The Distortionist: Wԋყ ɳσƚ ɠιʋιɳɠ υρ αɳԃ ʝυʂƚ ʅҽƚ ყσυɾ ɱαԃɳҽʂʂ ƚσ ԃιʂƚσɾƚ αɾσυɳԃ The Distortionist: ιɳƚσ ʂσɱҽƚԋιɳɠ Mσɾҽ, ιɳƚσ ʂσɱҽƚԋιɳɠ Ⴆҽყσɳԃ Maso: .......... Maso: How? Maso: *I want to drown in madness and despair forever* Maso: *If I could, I would* Maso: *Never get better* Maso: *Just suffer* Maso: *Until everything else melts away* The Distortionist: Şt໐p ¢liຖງiຖງ t໐ illนŞi໐ຖŞ The Distortionist: Don't you ʅσʋҽ yourself so ϝυƈƙιɳɠ much that you would rather ruin your own life than let anyone else to share it with you.2 Maso: ...... Maso: Love?? Maso: *lets out a strangled laugh* Maso: *Sure* The Distortionist: If you really hated yoursef as much as you pretend you do then you would not keep following the lowest of your urges all this time Maso: ...... Maso: *Maybe* The Distortionist: You would leave yourself out of the pleasure having pain and cuddles and troubles and silly things The Distortionist: Maybe would lock yourself somewhere to be miserable all alone for good or something Maso: *I could* The Distortionist: Isn't it really obvious The Distortionist: You want attention Maso: ............ The Distortionist: You want to be yourself and still act like this The Distortionist: You are one of the most selfish human beings I happened to watch around The Distortionist: You need hope and fights Maso: *wipes his eyes* Maso: *I am selfish* Maso: *I wont deny it, but I am not ashamed of it either* The Distortionist: What's the point of dying if you can be a little shit for everyone as long as possible? Maso: ...... Maso: *cracks a smile* Maso: *looks up at...the Distortionist?* The Distortionist: *is honest and serious* The Distortionist: *and non smiling and glowy* Maso: *Cool* Maso: *Did I annoy him with crying?* Maso: ...... Maso: ........... Maso: *quietly* You are right about everything except one Maso: I dont need hope Maso: I dont want it Maso: ...... Maso: *wipes his eyes again* Maso: *Maybe finding a place to die quietly does sound nice. But I do want attention* tipsyish!Lee: *I would be annoyed too* tipsyish!Lee: *I think* tipsyish!Lee: *I dont really get this at all* tipsyish!Lee: *But thankfully, we are not nearby* The Distortionist: Yet you have it The Distortionist: And it's not just something those weird people set up in you The Distortionist: They would never manage to do it if you didn't have a dying sparkle of it in your own soul Maso: Heh The Distortionist: You are clinging to your silly cracking illusions for the sake of your own selfish comfort The Distortionist: *lets him go* Maso: *stays where he is The Distortionist: *is annoyed a little, indeed* The Distortionist: *more by the fact he had to tell this, of all other people* Maso: ..... The Distortionist: *but at the same time, is pleased a little* Maso: .....dont you understand Maso: I dont want to change Maso: I dont want to get better or let go of selfishness Maso: I will use you too Maso: ...... Maso: *rubs his eyes* The Distortionist: You don't as you are limited by your human mind and subconscious conflicts and traumas of being messed up with badly The Distortionist: And that's what makes you the selfish little piece of bratty shit you are The Distortionist: But you still have a soul The Distortionist: Do you find the same wish in your soul? No, you don't... you just don't see it yet. The Distortionist: ..... Maso: ........... Maso: ..... Maso: ......are you still the Antagonist? Or did you change? The Distortionist: ...... Maso: Who are you now? The Distortionist: I am was saying this as a friend. The Distortionist: Friends don't go gentle when they see their friend fucking up.2:51 Maso: *scoffs* The Distortionist: *:P* Maso: We were never friends Maso: We only agreed to pretend to for the sake of using each other The Distortionist: Well then I was saying this as the devil Maso: What for? Maso: To help me? Maso: Or to release some pent up steam? Maso: I dont think you really care Maso: You just wanted to lecture2 Maso: And that's fine Maso: I'm not annoyed at you, you were saying the truth Maso: I wont argue with that The Distortionist: I am the Distortionist Maso: You are not The Distortionist: *griins once again* The Distortionist: *but this time his grin is less fake-y* Maso: You are a lost alien boy who gives himself silly names to feel in control The Distortionist: The alien who can see what you are about, human2:54 The Distortionist: :) Maso: *feels tired* Maso: Sure, yes Maso: I can see through your bullshit too The Distortionist: Stanley Spencer, if you want someone giving you something except bullshit and forced care The Distortionist: You gotta try a little bit for a change Maso: ....... The Distortionist: Mmm and if you want nobody but yourself The Distortionist: Try to get Beyond The Distortionist: Whatever you do The Distortionist: You are going to regret dealing with ~the devil :)* Maso: ....... Maso: *I want warm hugs* Maso: *And I want Calypso to crush me* Maso: *And to see people suffer when I take away their comforts* Maso: *And* Maso: *To knock the stupid grin off his face* Maso: ....... Maso: *No* Maso: *I dont want anything but to be alone* The Distortionist: *You had this moment to enjoy but you preferred crying instead* The Distortionist: *Such a pity* Maso: .....3:04 Maso: *Time to do a Maso thing* The Distortionist switched name to The Shadowy Prince Maso: *glowers at him* Maso: I dont want to be your fake friend anymore Maso: Consider the deal broken The Shadowy Prince: Excellent Maso: *gets up* Maso: *steps to him* The Shadowy Prince: If you need some warm hugs someday again The Shadowy Prince: You know what to do~ The Shadowy Prince: *sits up in the air*3:09 Maso: Let's make it official Maso: Come down here The Shadowy Prince: *is floating clooser* The Shadowy Prince: You know breaking the deal is not in need of being official The Shadowy Prince: :) Maso: If we made the deal official, we need to unmake it officia Maso: *offers his hand* The Shadowy Prince: *Didn't even get it on papers* The Shadowy Prince: *but shakes his hand* Maso: >x) Maso: *pulls him down* Maso: *and KISSES HIM* Maso: *tries to at least* The Shadowy Prince: *is taken aback for a moment* The Shadowy Prince: *but lets him* The Shadowy Prince: *and returns it* Maso: *dramatic kiss* Maso: *Friends dont do this* The Shadowy Prince: *If you think I won't use it to show I can nail the kiss much more dramatic than you then there are ~bad news* Maso: *I can be more dramatic than you, cactus brain* The Shadowy Prince: *extra dramatic vibes*

Album : Piece, Two