I have a pathology exam in two days, and I havenāt studied yet. Our house was under renovation, with workers coming in and out all the time. My brother and I had to carry a table up to the second floor, and honestly, it was a disaster. My back hurt a lotāespecially since I already deal with almost daily back pain from an old injury caused by lifting heavy things in the past.
Anyway, the chaos is finally over and things have settled down. Because the room changed, I struggled a bit with sleep. Iām someone who doesnāt like changing where they sleep, but the new look was worth it.
I also have a lot on my mind. I want to write a story inspired by a song, and I donāt want it to feel like a distorted version of Alice in Wonderland. Iām trying to create something originalānot in the sense that ideas come from nowhere, because if we look closely, everything is a re-creation of something that existed beforeābut I want it to reflect me and my own voice.
As for the exam, itās 11 lectures and I only have two days, so Iāll focus on the most important onesāsix lectures. It will be heavy, but thatās okay.
These days, I feel grateful that I get to study and that Iām in pharmacy school. In the end, itās something I wished for deeply, even if it came in a different form than I imagined..