#pgatg

i have been obsessively refreshing my college application for like a week in the hopes that maybe this time itll say they have my transcript and i am so annoyed at the college for not getting back to me after 2 emails and a phone call. like. the deadline to have all my documents is in a week. i know you have them. please just say that you have them.

I keep buying tickets to concerts for bands i have never even heard of and then feeling like i need to study their music before i go

School has been fine so far. But having to use this printer. I think it is going to turn me into the joker.

Hm. Maybe doing things alone was a mistake actually.

Gonna put on my fucking big boy pants and make char siu bao from scratch this week even though I am convinced I will somehow fuck this all up

Legitimately having the most possible fun writing الفلافل over and over again because its got such a nice flow to it

Dylan has told me several times he does not expect me to learn Arabic for him and he seems surprised that I'm diving into the writing but what he doesn't understand is now that I am realizing how complicated this is I simply have to do it

I'm so mad. I'm sick. I'm supposed to be having fun today :(