Pets4Vets: Jesse (1/4)
Chapter 1 of 4 - Word Count: 3.2k - Jesse x Fem Reader Master List
âThanks for dinner,â she said quietly, shifting her eyes from her plate to his and crossing one arm across herself to rub the outside of the other.Â
âYeah baby,â Jesse purred with a cocky grin. âI mean, I got the dinner but you brought the dessert.â
âHuh?â
âYouâre a treat,â he said with a wag of his eyebrows. âWant to take the party back to your place?â
âOh, um. Iâve got to work early, so I think thatâs all Iâve got time for now. But thanks again,â she offered, trying to mask the cringe on her face with a disingenuous smile.Â
âAlright, your loss⌠hehehâŚâ
âYeahâŚâ
They made their way to the door of the restaurant, Jesse holding it open for her as she shuffled awkwardly past him. She hesitated on the sidewalk, turning back to face him with that same feeble grin. Another thanks for dinner. An offer to walk her home. Declined. A question about another date. After a long, uneasy pause, that was also declined.
Jesse kept up his best face, chest puffed and confidence set firmly in place, until she disappeared around the corner, then he slumped, turning to begin his own walk home. A glance at the chrono reminded him that he wasnât allowed back in the apartment he shared with Kix for another hour and a half⌠The cramped flat they rented together didnât allow for much privacy, and his roommate had been excited to take advantage of the alone time with his partner from Right to Love, a matchmaking service for clones wanting to live as freely as they were able since the war had ended and they were released from service.Â
The endless flashing lights of the Coruscant streets were oppressively bright as he plodded aimlessly, unsure of where to go. A deep sense of resentment was growing within, and he didnât realize he was muttering under his breath until a few strange looks from passersby clued him in. Many of his brothers had found immediate success with Right to Love, now experiencing the joys of a relationship in ways theyâd never thought possible when theyâd been nothing more than property their entire lives. And yet here he was, having tried to connect with five different people now, each one entirely put off by the end of the first date. His assigned case manager at Right to Love had assured him that matches werenât always perfect the first time around, and sometimes the process took a little longer to ensure the ideal fit.Â
Doubt was growing in the pit of his stomach as he walked. What was it about him that was getting in the way? He was throwing himself wholeheartedly into this pursuit, and yet each attempt seemed to be less encouraging than the last. The resentment began to coil in his chest, heating up into anger, and he leaned into it. Anger was familiar. Anger, he could deal with. It made him feel powerful and in control, pushing aside any tendrils of fear or sadness that lay at its core. A sign up his head caught his eye, and he turned abruptly to barge through the door.Â
Music thumped inside, the small crowd on the dance floor moving as one to the beat, and he jostled his way around the edge to find a seat at the bar. He waited for a while, watching the bartender help customer after customer, including those that had arrived after him. When the man began polishing some glasses, Jesse finally called out, eyebrows furrowed.Â
âCan I get some service here?â
The bartender slowly finished wiping his glass, sidling down to the end and resting his palms on the counter with no attempt to hide the disdain on his face.Â
âDid your giant face tattoo block you from seeing the sign on the door?â he drawled. âNo clones. Go back to your own district.â
âYouâre living in the past,â Jesse growled, the snake in his chest twisting and hissing. âCredits are credits. What does it matter who they come from?âÂ
âJust get out,â exhorted a Zabrak on the stool beside him whoâd had his back firmly turned to him from the start. âBefore we make you.â
Heâd had enough.
âGo ahead and try,â he snarled, smacking a fist on the counter and rising to his feet. The Zabrak was in his face immediately, flanked by a nat-born and a Weequay who looked far too excited to throw hands.Â
âKnow your place,â the nat-born taunted, leaping forward to throw a swing, which Jesse dodged and countered with one of his own, sinking a fist into the manâs stomach and earning a satisfying grunt of pain. The brawl exploded, quickly changing the three-on-one situation into an entire mob set on teaching the clone a lesson he wouldnât soon forget. The ARC trooper held his own, ducking and swinging, using leverage to toss one body into another, but the blows were coming from every direction. A foot to the back of his knee knocked him off balance, right into someone elseâs fist.
The next thing he knew, he was unceremoniously thrown onto the sidewalk among a litany of curses and insults, and he scrambled to his feet, body throbbing with numerous bruises from the punches and kicks that had landed as heâd tried to hold them all off. His nose was bleeding, and he wiped it on his sleeve before pinching it hard, stalking toward his building in a tornado of rage.Â
He sat outside on the stoop for the remaining hour, ruminating on the sheer injustice of it all. But eventually, the hot indignation quieted, and in the stillness, he fought to stuff down the disappointment that whispered judgment and failure in its place.Â
* * *Â
âCome on, give it a try.â Kix straightened his scrubs as Jesse slouched against his bedroom doorway. âItâll be a different dynamic. Might be helpful.â
âI donât need help,â Jesse scoffed, folding his arms across his broad chest.Â
âI know,â Kix affirmed quickly, âBut the food carts in the square are delicious. So bring your next date and just come along for that.â He smoothed a hand over his neatly-cut hair and tilted his head at his mirror, checking that the first few letters of his head tattoo were hidden as much as possible by his dark locks. The medical clinic he worked at had some fairly strict rules around personal appearance, and considering how difficult it was to find clone-friendly jobs, no matter how qualified they were, he wasnât about to risk losing his placement over something as trivial as that.Â
âFine,â Jesse huffed. âIâm doing this for the ronto wraps, you know.â
Kix grinned, clapping him on the back and squeezing his shoulder as he headed for the front door. âYouâve been doing too much upper-body, vod. Have a leg day.â
âHah. Go clean some crusty old geezers, diâkut.â
âOh please. Iâm saving lives out there,â Kix threw over his shoulder as the door closed behind him. Jesse sighed. That did seem like a much better purpose than his own job as a personal trainer at a local gym, where most of his clients were flaky hopefuls who wanted to get into shape without putting in the time and work that it required. It paid well enough, though, and gave him an outlet for a sense of purpose as well as a place to exercise. If he were honest, heâd hoped heâd meet someone there, figuring theyâd be more aligned with his interests and lifestyle, but after months upon months of dismal prospects, heâd gone ahead and applied at Right to Love. He sighed, turning to rummage in the cooling chamber until it was time for work.
* * *Â
Days of work and leisure blended together, and Jesse found himself spending more time at the gym, adding cardio sessions on top of his bodybuilding regimen as a way to blow off steam. He finally got another match from Right to Love and agreed to go on the double date with Kix and his partner, laboring a disproportionate amount of time over what to wear. He didnât want to admit it, but with each date he felt increasingly desperate. Desperate to prove that there wasnât something wrong with him. Desperate to feel like he had access to the whole variety of options for a ânormalâ life. Desperate to enjoy the care, intimacy, and connection that some of his brothers had found.Â
He straightened the long-sleeved henley shirt and rolled up the sleeves a little. Ladies loved the forearms, right? Slipping a wallet into his back pocket, he checked his reflection one last time and ventured into the living room where Kix was waiting for him.Â
âHere goes nothing,â he grumbled.Â
âThatâs the spirit,â Kix nodded sagely, a fond smirk on his face.
The square had a weekly event where all the food carts in the vicinity would gather to offer their delectable delicacies, and there really was something for everyone, making it a very popular attraction. Jesse swaggered beside his date, Kix and his partner bringing up the rear, and shared stories of valor and bravery as she nodded and made small sounds of agreement here and there. The four of them had shared some snacks from a variety of vendors and were now walking it off along the city streets.Â
Coming to a somewhat scenic overlook of a steep dropoff with many Coruscant levels stretching down below, the four of them sat on a couple of benches. Kix stretched his arm across his partnerâs shoulders, and they nestled into his side with an affectionate gaze. Jesse shifted awkwardly beside his date, a beautiful redhead that made his mouth go dry when he tried to talk. Yet heâd pushed past it with bravado and confidence, he felt simultaneously certain and completely unsure of her interest. Kix was murmuring in his dateâs ear, bringing a demure smile to their face, and Jesse turned to look at the redhead beside him.Â
âSo⌠You mentioned some adventures in the jungle⌠Did I tell you about our campaign on Felucia?â he asked, launching into the story before she was able to respond. He wove an exhilarating tale of their encounter with both Separatist forces and the Commerce Guild, finishing with a flourish and grinning proudly.Â
âSounds like the war was wild,â she offered.
âYouâre karking right it was,â he laughed, attempting to slip his arm around her shoulder as well, but she stood up quickly.Â
âSorry,â she mumbled. âI⌠Iâm gonna go.âÂ
Jesse watched her leave, speechless, then was flooded with embarrassment as he felt the eyes of Kix and his partner on his back. He slowly turned to face them, and the empathetic looks on their faces added insult to the injury.Â
âSee you at home,â he muttered to his brother, nodding to Kixâs partner and stuffing his hands in his pockets as he trudged back to their apartment. Kix watched him for a long time, nodding at the murmured condolences from his partner, who was incredibly kind and gentle, both admiring and strong in their own right, and he was regularly blown away at the fact that heâd been able to find them. Their compassion only served to deepen his own hope that his brother could find whatever it was he was looking for.Â
* * *Â
The next morning, a much-needed day off of work for both of them, Jesse was sprawled on the couch with a lazy hand resting on the steaming mug of caf on the nearby side table. Kix was scrambling some eggs in the kitchen, casting the occasional glance over the counter at his brotherâs dejected slump. He was torn; Jesse was notoriously stubborn, but Kix also knew him better than most anyone else, and if he kept continuing in the same pattern, he would likely keep getting the same result. He flipped the eggs one more time and turned off the burner, scattering some shredded cheese over the top of them and putting a lid over the pan to melt it all together.Â
âYou⌠uh⌠seemed different last night,â he ventured, picking up his own caf, now mostly cold, and sitting in the armchair across from the downcast clone.Â
âMmm,â was the only response.Â
âDoes it always go that way?â
âMmm.â
âWhatâs⌠Whatâs with the swagger stuff?â Kix asked, abandoning the subtlety. Jesse cast a hard look at him, but he caught the quickly-concealed flicker of hurt beneath the tattooed face.
âWhat do you mean?â
âI donât know. Just doesnât really seem like you. Did you answer the questionnaire honestly?â
âYes!â Jesse said defensively, furrowing his brow.
âWell⌠then that might be why the dates arenât going so well, if theyâre expecting you to act⌠normal. Youâre smart and pretty down-to-earth most of the time. Last night it felt more like you were trying to prove yourself somehow.â
His words stung, and Jesse balked at the feeling of being perceived so accurately. But a sense of resignation had settled in again, and he shrugged, attempting a nonchalant facade.Â
âIâm just gonna get a pet. Thatâll have to loâ... to put up with me, right?â
âSure,â Kix sighed. âIâve heard good things about P4V.â
âLook, diâkut, I know I canât even get a second date, let alone some bedroom action, but I donât think I have the credits for a sex worker⌠At least not a good one.â
âClassy as always,â Kix rolled his eyes. âItâs not a brothel, itâs called Pets 4 Vets. They have a variety of service animals to help with the difficult aspects of adjusting to civilian life.â
âI want a good-sized Massiff, not some fluffy little Loth-rat to lick me when I have âbig feelingsâ,â Jesse snorted.Â
âKriff, you are thick sometimes.â
âJust these thighs.â
âRight. Just try it.â
âWeâll see.â
* * *Â
You stroked a hand down the bogling's back, running fingers along the soft fur of its fluffy tail. It leaned into your touch with a contented noise, and you closed the cage behind it, watching it begin delicately eating its food before moving to the next kennel. Youâd been working at Pets 4 Vets for a while now, and you felt thoroughly at home amid a great group of coworkers and an even better assortment of animals from every corner of the galaxy. They were all either in the process or finished with their training to be emotional support animals for the veterans who had served the Republic so well. Youâd been a little unsure around the clones at first, not having spent any time with them before this, but theyâd grown on you quite a bit and youâd been amazed at the complexity and individuality of each one. Youâd also developed a knack for pairing them with animals, although it still took a few tries at times.Â
âGood morning, tookas,â you said warmly as you slid the food bowl into the next crate, watching the two loth-cats eye it lazily from where they were curled around each other in the corner. They were a bonded pair, and last summer they had surprised the entire staff with a full litter of the most adorable babies youâd ever seen, who had since grown and been placed into loving homes. None of you had been too eager to see the parents leave, however, and it just so happened that none of the troopers so far had been the ideal match for them. The two of them roamed the clinic during the day, curling up near computer terminals or gracing guests in the lobby with their tails high in the air. At night, all the animals were tucked into their cozy kennels until morning, when theyâd be fed and let out into their various programs for the day. Some had hours of training, others enjoyed free time inside or out, and some simply spent as much time as possible shadowing the clinic staff.Â
âI wish I got breakfast in bed,â you murmured as you closed their door, watching the loth-cats yawn and nuzzle one another. You felt a deep sense of longing in your chest, and moved to the next cage to try to keep your mind from continuing on its current trajectory. But it was a lost cause. âWish I had someone to wake up next to as well,â you continued. The dating scene hadnât been kind to you, and if you were honest, youâd pretty much given up. Your friends urged you to keep the dream alive, to go on double dates with them and to meet the various eligible bachelors they knew, but nothing felt like a good fit. You assumed the problem was with you. And that was alright. You were happy enough on your ownâŚyou said. The clinic staff was a tightly-knit group, for the most part, and you authentically loved the animals. You felt fulfilled by the unconditional love you shared with each one, and you were so proud at the growth you got to witness as they went through training.Â
The horde was fed, each one was released to its daily duty, and you began to clean all of the kennels, wondering if you should take your friend up on her offer to check out 79s. It felt completely out of your comfort zone, however. Not because of the clones, but you just generally werenât a fan of loud, raucous environments, and you werenât much of a drinker⌠So it didnât seem like a very attractive prospect. As much as you were mocked for it, you werenât really keen on one night stands, nor were you good at âkeeping it casualâ. You wanted a relationship with depth and longevity. Sometimes you wondered if the taunts about you were correct, that you had in fact watched too many cheesy holofilms and now had an unrealistic view of romance.Â
Whatever.
A few hours of cleaning were followed by an hour or so at your computer, reviewing and categorizing the new applications. You didnât realize youâd been completely hunched the entire time, your back rounded as you tapped away at the keys, and would have remained blissfully unaware if the receptionist hadnât commented on it as soon as she popped in.Â
âGeez, you look like a shrimp,â she laughed, dropping a data card on your desk.Â
âYouâre a bit of a cod yourself,â you teased, and she giggled, swatting your arm. âWhatâs this?â
âA new app. I was gonna bring him back here in person but he said he had lots of âbig important stuffâ to do.â She rolled her eyes. âQuite the cocky one. He didnât want to go through the interview process because he âknew what he wanted and it was a big dogâ.â A chuckle followed the words as they both nodded. They were familiar with the type.
âDid you tell him he has to do an interview if he wants anything at all?â
âYup. Said youâd contact him.â
âLucky me.â
âThought you might like a challenge. Itâs been quiet for you lately,â she grinned.
âConsiderate as always,â you smiled right back.Â
âHave some fun with him. He could use someone taking him down a peg or two. Although I thought I could see the remnant of a black eye, so maybe someone already tried. Heâs a big boy, too.â A suggestive wink.
âOh boy. Canât wait.â
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