#personal tragedy

Don't mind me, I'm gonna cry a bit - I dropped my phone and it broke the screen so bad part of it turned to glass dust. it's glitching spasming neon green stripes before shutting itself off after maybe 2 seconds.

Which....really pushed up my timeline for getting a new phone....

I decided that a phone with extendable memory was one of the most important things to me. Especially because I don't know if I'll be able to export any of my phone's *internal* memory over to a new one because of how badly it's broken. which means I've potentially lost all my in progress writings from my phone's note pad. poetries and stories in progress, song ideas, philosophical thoughts, questions, quotes, recommendations (books, movies, music, food, places, ... everything)

And that's not even getting into my texts which include story development etc... at least those ones can be resent to me if my friend(s) are wiling to do so

I'll likely talk more about it at some point. but the process has been stressful and upsetting because trying to log into the website versions of several of the apps I had been using (shopping, bank, etc) tell me that it requires additional verification...that will be sent....to my phone.... I select an alternative? It says it can call my phone with a code. I try to select via email? told not an option....

Luckily my dad was willing to accept cash and he bought the phone for me. It should arrive sometime on Friday, and hopefully it works the way I need (and maybe even the way that I want)(fingers crossed)

But it's been an awful 6 hours.