#personal info

Yeah and no. I mean, it depends. At the time I didn’t really see myself that way because I considered myself pretty normal. Like, I didn’t do drugs, I didn’t drink, I don’t know, I wasn’t causing those kinds of problems. I didn’t skip classes or lie to my parents or things like that, which to me seemed more like the behaviour of someone more rebellious.

But now if I’m self-critical and look back on it with an adult perspective… wow. I think my mum in particular had a lot of patience with me because I was really unbearable. I had a lot of bottled-up anger and a lot of outbursts, and I was always very argumentative, and on top of that I refused everything. I’ve always had an issue with being forced to do things, and the problem is that sometimes you have to do things you don’t want to do because that’s just life. And I refused anything I didn’t personally agree with, and I didn’t care if people tried to drag me into it, I just wouldn’t do it. And I was a huge pain in the ass. I wasn’t easy to deal with.

Well, I really love mangoes. I think mangoes are probably my favourite fruit. I was going to say melon, the white piel de sapo melon that’s very common where I live. There’s actually a long tradition of growing it in my area, and it’s absolutely delicious, some of the best I’ve ever had. But I still like mangoes more. Mangoes are just wonderful.

I've had food poisoning since Sunday so that's why I haven't been posting. This has included a few days where I physically could not look at my phone without its screen spinning and a trip to get rehydrated via IV. I promise I'll get back to this when I recover but I have no actual idea when that will be currently.