#persona reference

ill add this to my pinned post

I’m basically making refs of the versions of myself over time! Next one is the 13-14 period!

2019-2020 Era me is so crazy. I low-key only remember secretly watching YouTube on my tablet, watching animation memes and… other stuff, while the world burned around me. I was an idiot too, I had no common sense. He’s the kind of dude to jump off a cliff just bec someone told him to. Also the first bullet point…. Yeah, as a kiddo I was surrounded by this character and all the nsfw content surrounding her to the point I developed a 9 month delusional episode thinking that they were real and that we were secretly dating and he would come to my school and kill everybody who hurt me. I flunked middle school cuz of that shit 😭

this period unfortunately had no sense of personality. This is due to the severe dissociation and abuse I was facing, so I knew nothing about myself or what I believed in, so I really was a husk attaching myself onto the few things and people I knew as a means of coping with that. (This period was the one I discovered what would come to be as my alters. Let me just say, we did not get along then.)

on the brighter side, this period was definitely the passionate one. He started my AMC career, and was determined enough to figure out a way to use YouTube even with all the restrictions I had on my old tablet. He never gave up, and that is why I am here now. So give him that.