what do I do now ? Is it okay to try to be normal ? I feel so lost and sad

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what do I do now ? Is it okay to try to be normal ? I feel so lost and sad

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Monday 8/10
Productive day, but LONG. I had a deadline today, which I made only because I put out one of five reports which I knew had some issues. I’ll fix those tomorrow, since I don’t present them until Wednesday.
I spent a few minutes playing PoGo on my way home, but not long at all. I’m beat.
I wanna go together like herbs and candles
I downloaded an emulator so I could play Persona 3 Portable. Honestly, this is the easiest way for me to play this game T-T
Wish me luck!

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I feel like I have my own personal problem with not being able to think deeply about certain things from different media. Many of the things I want to write about are just a copy and paste from different stories not changing much of anything and just keeping in the things I like without looking deeper into them and I think that’s scary. I wouldn’t say I don’t have media literacy but it really sucks that I can’t think deeper beyond what I read or watch, especially when I know that I can but I feel like I end up sounding dumb when I try to explain my thoughts. Agh!!! I feel like haven’t grown up at alllllll!!!! I haven’t changed much the way i interact with fandom and have my own little personal fanon stories and feel so cringe. I just can’t get out of this weird mindset maybe it’s because of how young i was when i first got on the internet and I can’t remember that. ⋋_⋌ so confused and cringy.
Plus, I feel like my personality will clash with others because of all these little things “what if this happens but don’t like it” “what if I do this and they think this” “what if blah blah blah..” maybe I want to know what is wrong with me, maybe I want to just put a label on whatever it is that makes me this way, maybe I don’t care about what others think when I have a label on me but it could be dangerous if I do have this label on me or something
I keep hearing mixed things about the transition to the new ceasefire deal. People here are so fed up with living through the unknown.
I just want my life put together and it's getting frustrating.