weak boundaries and abusive relationships
permaUnableToConsent vibes
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I'm always the one compromising
It's way too hot in here for me
I'll be suffering in silence
'Cause you're the top priority
I'll take away from what I wanted
And we'll do as you please instead
I'm not the best at starting conflict
I'll suffocate but you can raise the thermostat
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The capillaries in my eyes are bursting
If our love died, would that be the worst thing?
For somebody I thought was my saviour
You sure make me do a whole lot of labour
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My body caries sadness that my brain cannot yet see
And I've been holding on to memories
In my stomach and my teeth
And both my shoulders have been burdened
By the weight of my mistakes
And every time you lean in closer
Both my knees can't help but shake
And I think you're a danger to my health, or so it seems
Is it love or a panic attack?
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always knew I was a martyr and that Jesus was one too
But I was built from special pieces that I learned how to unscrew
And I can always reassemble to fit perfectly for you
Or anybody that decides that I'm of use
