#performancepoetry

My child has come out as being Gay You say, God says, She is sinful for being that way

If your God truly says it is wrong for her to be herself Then your God can go and fuck himself

But I believe that you are wrong and that God is Not a total dick. I think you just twist, turn, and that it is YOUR soul that’s sick.

But whether right or wrong in your attack Vs the world, I will always have my family’s back!

I have faith that your pustulant, preaching, hate is evil, Although, No one can really know for sure until they are dead.

I WAS ONCE ATTACKED! A poem By Ross E F Lombardi . I WAS ONCE ATTACKED! A poem By Ross E F Lombardi . I was attacked with a metal weapon, By a DJ. But I do not condemn all DJs. . I was hit around the head with a metal weapon, By a bald person. But I do not condemn all bald people. . My blood splattered across the floor, Of a pub. But I do not condemn all pubs. . My attacker wore shoes. But I do not think all people who wear shoes are violent. . My attacker was also black, But that will not turn me into a racist. . The crimes of one does not,

will not,

can never,

Define everyone else in some, pulled out of your arse, category. Just because your little, easily led, mind wants it to, -

Longs and aches for it too. . An asylum seeker killed children. BUT… The crime of one asylum seeker

will not,

can never,

Define the souls of all asylum seekers. Just because your little, easily led, mind wants it to, -

Longs and aches for it too. . The unforgivable evil crimes of one white-led British empire, Who ruthlessly crushed this world. Does not,

will not,

can never,

Define the souls of all future white men. Just because your little, easily led, mind wants it to, -

A Lack of Reason.

By Ross E F Lombardi.

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I lack Reason,

I lack Any Reason

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So,

Here is some advice,

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Never expect Reasonable behaviour-

-From an unreasonable person!

...And ...

I warn you all now ...!

I am Not a reasonable person!

I suffer from a lack of Reason.

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Reason?

I have none!

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No Reason to have a shower.

No Reason to wash the dishes.

No Reason to brush my teeth.

No Reason to change my sheets.

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If - My only Reason is my self Respect?

If - My only Reason is for myself?

If - My only Reason is for me?

Then I have nothing!

No Reason at all!

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Like a reverse Ad for 'Loreal' parody, ....

... "Not a chance-In-hell...!"

"...Because I am Not worth it...!"

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I suffer from a lack of Reason.

Because my Reason dumped my like trash,

So, I must be Trash!

Because she was never wrong.

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My Reason treated Me like garbage.

So, I must be Garbage!

Because she was always right.

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I must be waste.

I am a disposable man.

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The Reason to like and love myself is gone,

And As,

For so long,

For over 30 years of a 50-year-old life,

My value was only ever reflected in the mirror of her eyes.

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I could only love myself,

 - As much as she loved me.

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I could only like myself,

- As much as she liked me.

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I could only care for myself and how I looked,

- As much as she cared about me.

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When she didn't care,

- I stopped caring about me, too!

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When she did not like me,

- I hated myself.

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When she cut off her love,

When she went cold.

- I cut myself off,

And could never want anyone else.

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When I read the divorce 'decree absolute'

I cried,

I Fell to bits,

For bits of days

And I am still free falling, in terror.

With no one to catch me.

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I suffer from a lack of Reason,

I now have no reason.

- No good Reason's at all.

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- Only Bad Reason's remain.

Only Spite, Petty Cruelty and Hate,

Just Insanity, Sadness And Madness.

...And a hope to be murdered,

To ruin some violent moron’s life.

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If some idiot is prepared to kill and get convicted,

Then I am prepared to die,

 - To get them thrown in prison.

Double points if they are a young Man in love with a baby on the way ...

...So, they lose their love, Their youth and miss seeing their kid grow up,

... But anyone else will also do.

...Anyone at all... ...As long as they could have been happy instead,

Because being a murdered man out of spite, Is my only value now.

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I suffer from a lack of Reason.

No Reason to back down.

No Reason to fight back.

No Reason to live,

No Reason to get hospital treatment.

No Reason to survive.

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No Reason at all.

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A bedtime prayer after a beating...

"...And if I should die before I wake?"

"Then Good!"

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"But, Keep that bitch-ex away from my funeral,"

"... For Final Fucks Sake!"

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A Lack of Reason

A poem

By Ross E F Lombardi

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