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SLEEPING BEAUTY.
OCTOBER 2ND : SOMNOPHILIA â© KINKTOBER MASTERLIST
synopsis: art and patrick have spent years watching you blossom into womanhood, attraction set aside in favour of friendshipâuntil a single weekend when, forced to cram into one bed, they can't hold it back anymore.
tags: 18+ MDNI, dubcon, somnophilia, free-use dynamics, penetration (p in v), lots of grinding, creampie x2, totally platonic fucking, very slight artrick undertones, mostly centred on art's pov
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TOURING WITH the Mark Rebellato Tennis Academy fucking sucks.
Especially when Art is forced to share a room with Patrick Zweig and you. Heâs restless, strung tight with arousal and forced to succumb to a weekend of keeping his hands above the belt. If it was Patrick itâd be one thingâthe pair of them have been shameless enough to get off in the same room for years: bunk beds, hotel rooms wedged together, even at the Zweig estate with him sleeping on the floor right next to Patâs four-poster bed. Too gay if theyâre physically in the same one, theyâd reasoned back then.
What a joke.
Heâs supposed to be sleeping. You all are. Warmup for morning matches starts early, and your coach had warned you sternly about late nights. But laying down and actually sleeping is impossible with Patrick sprawled on the other side of the bed. With you tucked between them in this awkward, temporary arrangement of sharing space to cut costs. And especially with the knowledge that youâre right there, less than an armâs length away, already drooling onto your pillow in a rumpled MRTA shirt and a very flattering pair of sleep shorts that leave nothing to the imagination.
Heâs tried to doze off. He really has. Closed his eyes, counted his breaths, forced his body into stillness with the cartoon image of sheep soaring over the bed to lull him into slumber. But his brain just wonât shut off. Every inhale has the smell of your body wash and Patrickâs obnoxious cologne flooding his senses. Every exhale syncs with the rhythm of your breathing, soft and steady and completely fucking oblivious to the torment heâs facing right next you.
And his body, well⊠thatâs an entirely different ballpark. Heâs half-hard under the thin sheets, embarrassingly sensitive and pulsing with the thought of you.Â
He isnât sure whether he should scream or laugh. Or maybe go knock on someone elseâs door and beg to sleep on their floor.Â
Patrick is, apparently, faring no better on the opposite side of you. He keeps tossing and turning, muttering incoherently into his own pillow. Itâd be a believable display if Art didnât know him inside out by now. Patrick isnât asleep. Not with the way his hand keeps drifting under the covers, hips grinding upwards subtly like heâs incapable of helping himself.
Itâs disgusting. Perverted. And itâs a mirror of Artâs own problem.
The truth is theyâre both completely fucked. Too many days of strict schedules, too much energy bottled up after long days of travel with too little relief. And then thereâs you: always in the middle of them. Between them on benches, laughing in their faces during practice when a ball goes awry, leaning far too close when you ask for water from a shared bottle to quench your thirst. Too oblivious and yet too tempting.
Artâs certain you donât even know what you do to them. How the sight of you pulling off your tank after practice makes his throat go dry and his shorts uncomfortably tight. How the sound of you cackling at one of Patrickâs crude jokes makes him want to just fuck the smugness out of both of you. How even now, with your lips parted innocently in sleep and your bare foot barely grazing his ankle under the sheets, youâve got him wound tighter than heâs ever been in his entire life.
He rolls onto his side, blonde curls spilling over the pillow with his face half-buried into the fabric. He glares at the shadowed outline of your body in this dim hotel room. At Patrickâs profile just beyond your sleeping form.Â
He swears heâs getting a stomach ache just from holding back. His cock is stiff, pressing against the waistband of his shorts, and every time he moves the brush of fabric has him stifling a hiss quietly into the dark. Heâs going to lose it. Really fucking lose it.
And then he realises Patrickâs given up on pretending to be discreet. Laying flat, head turned, eyes fixed in the same direction as Artâs. Towards you.
Their gazes catch across the narrow strip of space, and the heat crawling up his face is humiliating. He feels like heâs been caught with his hand already down his pants, even though the brunette is the guilty party. It doesnât help that Patrick just smirks at him. Annoyingly sharp and taunting even when heâs only illuminated by the sky outside the window. Art can tell just by looking at him that he knows exactly what heâs thinking.
His chest feels too tight. He wants to deny it, to sneer and roll over and shut it all out. Leave Patrick to his perverted thoughts alone. But oh, is he a weak man. He canât. Not when he sees the otherâs hand slide under the covers and his chest tightens painfully. Your body shifts between them, one arm flung over your eyes, and your shirt rides up immoderately to reveal your abdomen.
And Art knows, with bone-deep certainty, that heâs about to break tonight. Impossible not to when his own desire is being mirrored and magnified just by the fact his best friend wants the same thing: you.
Patrickâs fingers drift gently along that exposed sliver of skin. You hardly stir despite the daring touch, body tensing momentarily before you sigh into the crook of your arm. He smirks over you at Art again, the kind that says see? She doesnât mind.
Art hates him. Hates him for being bold, hates him for touching you first, hates him for making his cock twitch at the thought of following suit. He wants to squeeze his eyes shut and pretend heâs back home but he canât tear his eyes away. Patrickâs hand lingers, gliding slowly down to your leg and stroking gently.Â
That mischievous flicker in his eyes makes Art want to scream. He can hear the silent taunt in his movements. Are you going to keep pretending? Or are you going to admit you want her just as badly as I do?
He does. Of course he does. The last five years of going through puberty together have been absolutely agonising. A raging body of hormones watching one of his close friends go from awkward, dorky tennis player to total smokeshow with pretty tits and a perky ass that makes him falter on the court.
He hardly realises heâs moving until Patrick lets out the faintest laugh of triumph, as if it was just inevitable that theyâd end up like this. Art wants to shut him up, but one wrong move and youâd be awake asking why you had two of your teammates ogling you in your sleep.Â
He swallows back his protests as his fingertips dance tentatively over the smooth skin of your stomach. He can feel it expanding beneath him with each breath you draw in, completely unaware and lost in a dream.
Patrick is bolder (no surprise there). He slips his hand higher up your thigh, fingers dipping beneath the leg of your shorts until he finds heat. Art swears his vision blurs at the sheer audacity when his friend inhales sharply at the wetness waiting there, a grin curling at the corner of his mouth.
âChrist,â he whispers, barely sound at all. âSheâs soaked, man.â
Art shoots him a glare, but itâs wastedâPatrickâs already sliding two fingers against your slit, eyes locked on your face in search of a reaction. You shift again, just slightly, a small sound escaping the back of your throat. But you donât wake.
Heâs mesmerised by the sight of Patrickâs hand between your thighs, your body yielding to him even in sleep. In a newfound burst of confidence (or recklessness, if heâs being honest with himself) his own hand moves to slip beneath your waistband. His knuckles brush against Patrickâs as he finds you.
The shared contact makes his friend grin, devilish, but Art ignores it. Heâs too awed by the way your cunt is already wet for them, heat clinging to his fingertips. Patrickâs hand moves to shift you just slightly onto your side, directing your sleepy breaths in Artâs direction so he can press against you from behind. His cock grinds against the curve of your ass through his shorts.
âGod,â he sighs. âDonât even need to fuck her. Iâm so horny I couldââ His hips jerk hard, and he bites down on his lip to stifle a groan. âI could cum just like this.â
For a moment, he just watches Patrick rut against you. Heâs half-tempted to shove him off and tell him to go jerk off in the bathroom like a normal person, but heâs a hypocrite. He craves that same friction⊠but the fact youâre still so oblivious gnaws at him.
Instead, he slides his hand out of your shorts to palm his own erection. The fabric is soaked already, breath stuttering at the physical reminder of just how worked up he is. âPat,â he tries, voice raw. âThis is weird, dude. Sheâd never let us.â
âSheâs already letting us. Look at her.â
He knows it doesnât count. Not really. But the way youâre responding subconsciously in your sleep, just a subtle shift of your hips and the occasional soft little sigh pouring out of those lips heâs wanted to kiss for so longâŠ
âFuck. Move,â he says, sharper than he means. Patrick just rolls onto his back, hand diving into his shorts to stroke himself lazily as he watches Art fumble his own cock out. The fabric of your shorts is pulled aside, and when his cock slides against your bare cunt he feels like his entire world tilts on its axis.
Youâre soaked, making every slow drag against your slick painfully good.Â
â... Bet you cum first,â Patrick says childishly, like they arenât currently lusting over their sleeping friend, jerking himself faster.
For a moment, Artâs too busy rutting against you. His cock pulses with every pass over your clit, heart hammering against his ribcage with every sleepy sound of contentment you make.Â
It takes him a moment to realise whatâs been said, and he shoots his friend a look. âNo way.â
âYes way.â
That insistence is all it takes for Patrick to be pressed against you again, his own shorts pushed down just enough to free himself. His cock slides against your thigh, leaving streaks of precum against untainted skin. And now itâs both of them behaving like horny dogs humping anything for relief: Art dragging his cock over your wet cunt, pressing in just enough to tease himself but never enough to really wake you. Patrick grinding against your thigh while the bed creaks under the uneven rhythm of their bodies.
âI canâtââ Art stutters out when your hips tilt unconsciously to meet him. He slips against your entrance again, not quite inside, and the wet heat that greets him nearly kills him. His head drops, groaning into the pillow. âSheâs begging for it. I swear.â
Patrickâs laugh is breathless. âThen put it in, man. Fucking do it. Stop torturing yourself.â
Art hesitatesâhalf a second, maybe two to really weigh up his optionsâbefore his desperation gets the better of him. He presses in, slow but steady, and Patrick groans behind you like heâs the one being enveloped by the tight heat of your pussy.
Somehow, itâs the sound that pulls you out of sleep rather than the intrusion. Not abruptly. You float the edge first, caught in some weird limbo as your body hums pleasantly. You can feel weight pressing down, warmth on either side of you, the stretch of being filled. The worldâs best wet dream.
Except then you stir enough to feel it properly. Someoneâs fucking you. Noâboth of them are. Oneâs penetrating, the otherâs cock throbbing against the back of your thigh. Both of them still think youâre somehow asleep.
And that thoughtâthat they wanted you so badly they couldnât even wait for you to wakeâsends a rush of desire through you that makes your cunt flutter around Artâs cock.
âFuckâdid you feel that?â Art gasps, hips stuttering in their rhythm.
âFeel what?â
âShe squeezed me. I swear.â
Patrick scoffs. âHow am I supposed to feel that when youâre the one inside her?â
âOh my god, this is so wrongââ
âYou said sheâs squeezing. She wants it, dude. Awake or not.â
Art wants to believe that, if only because the thought of pulling out now before he gets to finish is killing him. But then youâre stretching, back arching towards him and eyelids fluttering as the full extent of their desperation dawns on you.
He looks wrecked when your eyes set upon him. Blonde curls clinging to his forehead with sweat, shame written all over his pretty flushed face. He starts to pull back, a thousand apologies already spilling out. âFuck. Iâm sorry. Weâre sorry. Itâs not what it looks like. Well, obviously itâ oh my god, itâs disgusting. Iâm so sorryââ
âArt. Donât stop,â you whine drowsily.
Patrick laughs, loud and sharp compared to the quiet theyâve attempted to keep until now, his relief evident in the sound. âTold you sheâd like it,â he repeats, grinding against you with renewed vigour. âAll that cowardice for nothing, Art.â
âWe shouldâveâfuckâwe still should have asked,â he mutters. Not that heâs stopped grinding into your cunt since your breathy little moan of permission passed the clouded fog of desire in his brain.
âIâm saying yes now,â you breathe.
He falters for just a moment, blue eyes finding your face. Still riddled with the remnants of sleep, but thereâs a crease between your brow from pleasure now, lips parted around a sigh as Patrick continues to coat your leg in an obscene amount of precum. Then his restraint finally snaps, and he pulls your leg over his hip to drive into you deeper.
Patrickâs hand finds your jaw, tilting your head back so he can kiss you. His teeth drag against your bottom lip before his tongue invades your mouth. Art fucks you harder now without the need for caution. No fear of waking you, finally able to chase his own release and enjoy your perfect pussy. Youâre right there with them in their desperation, clinging to Artâs shoulders while Patrickâs shameless hands roam your body greedily. Palming at your tits, groping your ass, licking into your mouth like heâs parched and swapping spit with you is the only thing thatâll keep him breathing.
And when you cumâbecause how could you not, sandwiched between them, full and stretched with a cock youâve craved for yearsâthe sound you make is so loud that their attempts at being silent seem futile now. Anyone awake down the hall is sure to know exactly whatâs going on in your shared little bubble of heat.
Art finishes before Patrick. No surprise there, when the latter has been holding out to experience being inside you. No fucking way Art gets to enjoy your cunt and he doesnât after starting this entire thing.
âOhmygod, sorry, I canâtâ nghhh, can Iââ His voice cracks, face screwed with pleasure. âDo you want me to pull out? I should, rightâ?â
Your body seems to respond for you, squeezing around Artâs cock in protest. âDonât. Itâs fine,â you moan, head tilted back into Patrick as he mouths behind your ear.
âDirty girl,â he tuts playfully. âCome on, Artie. Give her what she wants.â
The moan Art lets out is embarrassingly whiny, hands clinging to your hips as his climax hits him. His body jerks with each hot spill of release into your fluttering walls. But Patrick doesnât wait. He never does.
The moment Art stills, heâs there to push him away with a low laugh. âYouâre pathetic, man,â he mutters as Art pulls out. Your leg is still hitched over his thigh, keeping you spread open and dripping with his spend as Patrick readies himself behind you. âCouldnât even last. What happened to no way?â
Thereâs a weak noise of protest (Art still has some dignity) thatâs drowned out by the sound of you moaning when Patrick pushes forward, cock sliding against the mess Art left inside you. Heâs biggerânot by much, but enough to have your body tensing. He groans approvingly at the feel of it, the sloppy heat, the way your cunt twitches and walls flutter after already being so full.
âFuck me,â Patrick hisses, pressing in deep with a single impatient thrust. The slick squelch of his cock pushing through Artâs cum is so obscenely arousing that your cheeks heat up with embarrassment. âJesus Christ. Loosened her up for me and sheâs still gripping me like a fucking whore.â
Artâs too drained to argue and defend your honour like he normally would. Not that anything about the events of tonight have been very honourable.
Patrick fucks you like heâs been waiting for this for just as long. His thrusts are fast, messy, hips snapping against yours with no attempt at rhythm. Heâs purely focused on finding his own release now, panting into the back of your neck.
âYou hear that?â He grunts. âThatâs all of usâme, you, him. God, youâre dripping with it. Taking us both like you were made for it.â
The bed jerks under the force of him. Art manages to kiss you lazily when you reach for him, sighing into your mouth as you arch into the touch. Youâre half-dazed from him already fucking you within an inch of your life, but Patrick doesnât let you get a momentâs rest with the way heâs pounding into you from behind. Kisses turn into breathing each otherâs air when all you can do is mewl at the relentless pressure of Patrickâs length stretching you, and Art leans back to lift the sheets. He can see the way Patrickâs cock is being driven into you, the sticky release he isnât fucking deeper into you already dripping down your thighs.
Patrick laughs brokenly. âLook at him. Canât even get it up again, but he wants to watch. Fucking obsessed with you. We both are. Wanted this forever. Pretty sure I got carpel tunnel that summer you moved on fromâ mmmm, fuckâ training bras.â
Heâs not trying to be flattering. Just brutally honest, and something about it has you gasping into Artâs shoulder as every thrust punches hitched breaths from your throat. A single brush of Artâs fingers over your sensitive clit has you squeezing Patrick so tight he swears his vision blacks out, cock throbbing violently as the tension in his taut body spikes.
âOhhh, fuckâ thatâs it, do that again. Iâm gonna cumââ He gasps, hips stuttering. His hand fists in your hair, dragging your head back so he can pant against your mouth. Unlike Art, he doesnât ask as he groans out: âTake it. Take it all of it. Youâre gonna keep it in, yeah?â
Then he buries himself in as he breaks. Hot and heavy as he pumps you full, the three of you shuddering against each other. Patrick stays pressed tight against you, grinding against you through the aftershocks as if he doesnât want a single drop wasted.
Youâre all a sweaty mess by the time he stills. Art lies wrecked in front of you, Patrick still behind you. Youâre stuck in the middle, soaked, stretched and overflowing with both of them. Something tells you that your morning match wonât go in your favour with the way your legs tremble after such a thorough fucking.
Art strokes your hip lazily, the tender gesture almost enough to disarm you as the fog of lust clears slowly. And yet, as always, Patrick is there to ruin it with:
âThis is why weâre Fire and Ice, dude. You set me up to finishââ
In sync, two very spent tennis players groan: âShut up, Patrick.â
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CHALLENGERS
also me asf bc everybody is no longer into challengers summer
Need more rough hate sex with Patrick and reader but very challengers coded like maybe sheâs art girlfriend and canât stand Patrick and Patrick hates her because he wants Art to himself but one day theyâre at a party or somewhere, get into it and then fuck?? Maybe Art turns up to the party and is standing outside the door while Patrickâs fucking reader into the sink and whispering filth in her ears while her boyfriends outside saying could he fuck you like this, does he make you cum, like proper unhinged filth freaky shit choking, hair pulling, she could slap him, I want it ALL
Could lowkey see it being more parts because maybe Art then gets back at her and fucks the shit out of her and isnât so submissive and sheâs egging him on about Patrick because she wants to be fucked like that and he gives in? Heâs acting like her talking about Patrick fucking her isnât making Art harder and closer to cumming hehehe
SOMETHING BORROWED P1
summary: Artâs your boyfriend and youâre his girl. Everyone knows that, and everyone knows Patrick is his best friend. The thing is: he hates you, and you canât stand him either. It should have stayed that way, but thereâs a party. The bathroom exists and you donât know why you let it happen.
pairings: patrick zweig x afab!reader x art donaldson
warnings: 14.9k words. mature themes. dubious consent. unprotected p in v. creampie. oral sex. recording. voyeurism undertones. manipulation. gaslighting. cheating / infidelity. power imbalance / toxic dynamics. degradation kink / verbal humiliation. rough sex. breeding kink. overstimulation. alcohol use. read & consume responsibly.
note: hey, i really enjoyed writing this and i apologize for the slow writing especially with the requests and this is way back from may, but i hope the person who requested it is still around and will see this. <3 planning to release it last last week but got busy and sick. but here it is!
It's always been Art and Patrick.
It always has been and is always going to stay that way. Too young when they crossed each otherâs paths. It got too close fast, as if something had just clicked inside. And ever since that meeting, nothing has changed because the bond is so strong. Growing up together since theyâre barely teens. Maybe itâs around 12 or 13. They don't really care about the specifics and it doesnât really matter not when they know they have each otherâs backs regardless of their differences. People know Art is the quiet one. The perfectionist. The focus. The precise movements. Patrick is the opposite. The mess. The reckless swings. The egotistical maniac. Structure and chaos, but they still got paired for doubles, and they haven't changed partners ever since. Art was in control, posture perfect, and footwork clean. Patrick was reckless, grinning, never playing the same way twice. Together, they made sense- muscle and bone, strike and spark.
They roomed together and shared almost everything except their racquets: thatâs too intimate to share. Both boys donât really talk about feelings, not their stuff. But they know the technique, half-language insults, and language they only see when you live together for so long. Live together to the point he taught Art to jerk off and mutter about how heâs doing it all wrong before he talks him through it and they do it together. Art listened, of course; he came hard even, but it was something they never talked about after they did it. Every boundary crossed, every look that lasted too long. They werenât dating, werenât friends, something closer, something worse.
At fifteen, people already see them as a problem. Coaches hate them because they are intense. Hated how much they are in sync. Hated how dependent on each other. They canât breathe right if the other isnât on the court. They canât hit the ball right without the otherâs focus shining through the noise in the court. They fought like hell but never stayed mad where it mattered. It wasnât romantic. No one else saw them like that. It was just them, just fire and ice. Just Patrick and Art.
But at some point, some moments, it nearly broke open. Something. Just something. Patrick shoved too hard, and Ary said his name too softly before someone muttered, âJesus, just fuck already,â and neither of them flinched at that. But nothing happened, not really, because they needed each other too much. They just coexist. Patrick knew Art was always going to be a star. The biggest of them all. He knows that heâs going to self-destruct at some point. But they still keep playing. They pretend nothing would come between them because thatâs how things work.
And then after the blink of an eye, thereâs college. Itâs still good. The first months of college were better than they shouldâve been. Got closer. Still in rhythm, roommates, doubles partners, orbiting each other like nothing had shifted. Same pattern, different zip code, free- until it started to change. Of course, it will. Art didnât just slip away instantly. No. It happened slowly. Quiet. Small lies at first. Leaving too quickly after a practice. Always have a reason like âgroup projectâ or âjust tired.â Harmless lies for some people, except that Patrick knew Artâs schedule down to the hour. They share a calendar that syncs their schedules, but Artâs lies kept coming- not dramatic, just consistent, which somehow made it worse.
Then one night when Patrick was strolling around the campus, he saw something. Itâs already late. The campus is already emptied out besides the people walking back wobbly with their drunkass selves and some are sneaking out of their dorms. Thank god thereâs no curfew in their building. He feels the coldness on his skin as he walks near the court. The buildings were already dark except for this one court that was still shining brightly. He slipped inside because it was supposed to be closed by now. Heâs walking silently until he sees you.
You were kneeling in the dark, and Art was leaning back to the door while his hand was in your hair. His mouth parted like he just won another match. Patrick can see the way heâs thrusting in your mouth. The way his hips are rolling shallow while you work him inside your mouth slowly and wet as if you like it. Art is not loud. Probably knows the risk of being caught in public. So he just whispered your name, saying please, soft like a prayer, fingers flexing like he was trying not to fuck your mouth too fast.
Patrick stood frozen, breath locked in his chest as you pulled off with a slick sound, licked the tip, then sank back down like you wanted to be caught. This is inappropriate to watch your best friend getting ahead. Sure, he already knows what Artâs cock looks like. But itâs not like he wants to watch his sex life in front of him. But he stayed too long, long enough for it to be a mistake, then left without a sound, carrying the image like something he wasnât supposed to keep.
Patrick didnât bring it up, waiting for Art to say something. Art didnât. So Patrick snapped. It itched something inside of him, so it just happened after a doubles win, adrenaline buzzing when Art said he was heading out early. Patrick didnât look at him, just said flatly, âAre you seeing someone?â Art blinked and looked at Patrick too quickly, so he asked, âWhat?â Patrick dropped his towel, jaw tight. âYouâve been flaking for weeks. Are you seeing someone or not?â
Art gave the weakest shrug Patrick had ever seen. âYeah. I guess.â Patrickâs jaw twitched. âYou guess? Are you going to tell me her name?â Art said your name, and that was it. The girl on her knees has a name now on his mind. Suddenly, the ghost in Artâs schedule had a face, a mouth, and a memory Patrick couldnât scrub out since that night. Still, he didnât say anything about the court, about the lie. He just let it sit tight.
A week later, Art brought you to the dorm. Patrick was at his desk, halfway through typing something he didnât care about, when Art strolled in like there hadnât been tension for weeks. âYouâve met Patrick, right? âArt asked. You smiled softly, practiced, like nothing was wrong. Patrick didnât smile back. âNot really,â he said, flatly. âSaw him in the courts though.â That was it, no scene, no confrontation.
But when Art turned to drop his bag, Patrick looked at you, and you looked right back, hoping for something, but no smile, just a flicker of recognition. It wasnât kindness. Just fire and ice, the start of something neither of you could walk back from. After that, it didnât get easier. You kept showing up, not because Patrick wanted you there. He didnât, but because Art did, always texting, pulling you closer like he couldnât regulate without you. He missed your perfume on his pillows, your warmth in his sheets, and your shape in his sweatshirt.
Sometimes it was just a sleepy selfie with the caption âWish you were here,â and you came every time. Art started bringing you to practice, like you were some part of a ritual, sitting in the bleachers remembering everything Art forgot. Patrick noticed, and he had these looks. They were loud and cold. Sometimes you will just catch him eyeing you like heâs playing percentage tennis, waiting for you to fuck up. His looks are like some timer that counts the minutes you have until you leave.
Youâve been telling yourself it wasnât personal. Art warned you that Patrick didnât trust easily and didnât click with people unless they proved themselves. So you tried, letting him ignore you at diners when Art dragged you both out, sitting across from him pretending his silence didnât scrape your skin. You let him order his 10 p.m. pancakes without judgment and tried small talk about matches or the weather or whatever bullshit conversation that feels so awkward. His answers are always dismissive and laced with taunt or boredom. There was this one time you offered him the food youâre eating and ike an asshole person he is: he just looked at you like heâs disgusted at the idea of sharing before saying that he doesn't like getting food with people he doesn't know.
And after that? You didnât try at all. But you are stubborn, so another time, you brought him coffee, not as a peace offering, just as an act of kindness. You set it on the desk, sealed, untouched. He didnât look up. âWhatâd you do?â he asks, already assuming you are just here to ask something about Art. âWhat?â You just said before you look at him with that face you do when you're confused. âDonât drink shit I didnât pour myself.â Oh, so he's going the mean route again. âItâs sealed,â bored and assured even though you are so tired of it. âThen I donât need it.â You should have just put poison in his drink when you knew he'd be like that.
What's annoying is he's always there. Always in the shadow of Art. Sometimes you will just catch him not wearing any shirt in the dorm and looking fresh out of the shower while he's pouring cereal and never saying good morning to you. It was worse because you always woke up first, Artâs arm heavy around your waist, warm against your back. Youâd slide out quietly, hoping not to break the spell.
And every goddamn time, Patrick was already at the desk. Always. There. Jaw clenched, pretending not to notice you in Artâs t-shirt. You told yourself to let it go, to remember Patrick came first, that they had years, not weeks. You just have that thought in your mind that no matter how warm Art was, Patrick would always come before you. But it wore on you, the way Patrick didnât just dislike you- he made you feel stupid for trying. And you hated that most.
And you didn't even mean to stay over that one night. You just kind of did. Something happened, and the something is Art acting so cute, so you just have to stay because he's already Art pulling a clean, warm shirt from his drawer for you to wear, looking at you like he missed you, like you hadnât seen each other hours ago.
He just has this way of saying âstayâ that will make your heart melt. You keep telling yourself it's okay because it's just Patrick. Just him. Lucky, right? If his roommate were another person, it would've been harder. You can even ignore him and not say hi or look. But this time he's already in his bed which is new because you are not used to seeing him already tucked in, and his limbs are hiding under the blanket. The room is okay and nothing has changed. You've been here many times.
Tonight it's just darker since Patrick went to bed earlier than usual and has that college-boy smell of detergent and sweat. There are twin beds, not side by side but close enough not to have any privacy. You sat on Artâs bed, pretending you belonged, telling yourself youâll be just sleeping over. But it was after all lights are out that Art started touching you, his hand on your hip, sliding lower under the hem of his shirt on you.
His breath brushed your neck, palm flattening against your stomach, before slipping between your thighs. âArt,â you whispered, thin, hesitant, and careful. âHeâs right there.â Your breath hitches when Art doesnât stop. âAnd sleeping,â he murmured, pressing his body closer to you, âheâs not going to wake up, swear,â And you don't even know what that is supposed to mean right now especially his hand is already⊠going places. You really tried, brushing Artâs wrist like you could stop it before it got worse.
You sigh, insisting to him just to wait while he kisses your shoulder, and his hand cups your chest as he lines up behind you. âI donât want to wait. I miss you,â he whispers. Heâs quiet, but thereâs seriousness and determination in his voice like the decision has been made. âJust be quiet.â Your thighs tensed, your lip caught between your teeth, and when he pushed in slowly, deep- you let him. You tried to keep your breathing shallow, tried to stay still, but it was too much, the way he rocked into you like you were something he earned. Your hand covered your mouth, head pressed into the mattress, just a few feet away from Patrick.
But he didn't react. Just staying still like a statue. He's not coughing. He's not moving around or rolling over. But you feel him. His presence. You feel his silence. You feel he's awake because it's your senses telling you that he's just pretending he's asleep while hearing every quiet sound of your slickness, every breath that you're holding back, but it slipped when Art found that deep, slow rhythm. You wondered if he heard the creak of the mattress under your hips, if he knew how wet you were, how shameless youâd gone for Artâs praise. When Art muttered, âFuck, baby, you feel so good,â you didnât hush him. You just took it slow, full thrusts dragging inside of you, his grip iron on your waist. Across the room, Patrick stayed silent, but you felt the heat of his attention even in the dark.
In the morning, you smiled at Patrick and said good morning like you hadnât let his best friend fuck you while he pretended not to exist. And Patrick looked at you like he already had plans to make you regret it. After that, it got worse. Patrick didnât start fights in front of Art or roll his eyes when thereâs other people. He waited until Art left the room every time. One minute youâd be curled into Artâs side, and the next youâd feel it, that shift, that heavy quiet. Patrick would glance at you, scrolling on his phone, before dropping, âSo you actually watch his matches now, or just the ones he wins?â
It was constant, the small cuts. The annoying one. That makes you want to punch him in the face, one. Late-night takeout when Patrick muttered, âGirls who canât finish fries are more likely to cheat.â You stared, âWhat?â and he bit into his sandwich like he hadnât said it on purpose. You tried to get ahead of it, asking about his matches and joking about his shoes. He shut it down every time. âDidnât know I needed commentary from a cheerleader,â heâd say. Once, when you teased him for being late, he shot back, âCareful. You sound like someone who thinks sheâs his coach and his girlfriend.â
The worst were the subtle ones. Passing you in the hall, muttering, âShe reads now? God, heâs making a person out of you.â And Art kept smiling, kept pulling you closer, kept asking Patrick what he thought of you, and Patrick would shrug, âSheâs fine,â which somehow hurt more than an insult. At parties, Patrick watched your face every time Art touched you, waiting for that flicker.
The first time you stepped onto the sand in Artâs hoodie and bikini, Patrick whistled, âYou sure heâs the only one who gets to see that?â You rolled your eyes. âYouâre disgusting.â He smirks at your insult at him, but he doesn't back down. âItâs a compliment.â Oh yeah, a compliment. What a nice one to name it. Itâs fucking annoying that everything is just a joke. Always a joke to him. He never even tries to make it feel like a joke. Just make it hurt.
Because he's Patrick Zweig. He always makes you want to shoot his head. He would say something disgusting and dirty with a wink and provoke you until you felt a sick feeling in your stomach reacting. You tried showing Art you were uncomfortable, but Patrick was too quick. âSheâs looking at me like she wants to fight,â heâd say lightly, and Art would laugh, âSheâs all talk.â
So youâd swallow the heat in your cheeks, forced to laugh too, because what else could you do? Patrick would lean across the table, voice low, âDo you always wear gloss that is sticky, or just for him?â and you didnât know if he wanted you to hate him or break first. It wasnât immediate, that slow rot of it. At first, you were just Artâs girlfriend, tagging along, fading smiles, waiting through practice.
Patrick was just the roommate, the doubles partner with a jaw that never unclenched. You thought it was shyness. It wasnât, not when he started with those glances that are too long and a shoulder bump that wasnât friendly. Art didnât notice, pulling you in with a laugh, saying, âYou two are getting along now, huh?â Youâd smile. Patrick wouldnât, eyes pinned on you until your skin burned, pretending to listen to Art but never looking away.
You tried matching Artâs warmth, laughing when Patrick jokes, and asking polite questions. But every time, he punished you for trying. You asked if he liked your necklace. He didnât look, just said, âDoesnât seem like your style,â and walked away. You offered him gum in the car, and he took it, chewed, then said, âTastes like lip gloss.â You rolled your eyes, and he grinned like it was all a game you were already losing. Then came the touches, small and deniable.
Under the table at dinner, his foot tapped your ankle- and stayed. When you moved, he followed. When you shifted, he shifted. Once, waiting for Art to change, Patrick brushed your hip as he passed. Not an accident, not casual, just enough to make you freeze before he kept walking like nothing happened. Then he got bolder. It happened during lunch months back when Art was so late and Patrick just stared at you. He's just staring at what you're doing while you can feel his knee contact with yours.
So you glare at him, I'm but his response to you is just to tilt his head and raise an eyebrow. âRelax. Art said you were friendly.â Later, he knocked your book off the arm just to make you bend. When you muttered, he smirked, âWhat? Youâve bent lower.â Your face went hot, throat tight, but he didnât blink. Every time he stopped, the second Art walked back in. Like clockwork. Like he knew youâd never say anything- and liked it that way.
Art believed it all, the performances, the way Patrick would smirk and call you âprincessâ like a joke. The way heâd whistle when you wore something short before turning it into a compliment about âArtâs taste.â He knew how to turn it off the second Art looked, but you felt it every time. The way he leaned close, voice low, calling you by name like it tasted good. The way his hand lingered on your waist, your arm, that live-wire space between your ribs and hip. Art never saw it, not how Patrick always found a way to be alone with you.
Even if all Patrick said was, âWearing perfume, or is that for Art?â Or grabbing your wrist a little too tight, muttering, âYou donât smell like someone whoâs taken.â You hated him. Hated how good he was at being a dick in the most protected way. Hated how your face went hot when he looked at you like he knew something you didnât want to admit. Hated how you could never tell if he wanted to mess with you- or if he already had.
And now here you are, in a frat house thatâs massive in that old money and school legacy way. Hiding deep on campus, past the tennis courts, just there, arm enough that no one whoâd care would notice. Finals over, music too loud, drinks too strong, strobe lights and smoke in every room. No oneâs taking photos. No oneâs snitching. Artâs hand finds your back the second you walk in, calm, guiding, no words needed. He belongs here, and so does Patrick.
Inside, it's limbs and liquor, beer pong and jungle juice, rooms pulsing with bass. Patrickâs there, leaning against the stair rail in a white tee, drink in hand, eyes dragging up your legs the second you walk in, but Art doesnât notice. You do. You saw him watching you long enough to make you not surprised. A corner of the living room is claimed, drinks scattered, ash on the rug. Art sinks into the couch; you follow, his arm around your shoulders.
People you know sprawl around, someone on the floor, another perched on the armrest with a blunt. Patrickâs across from you, legs spread, drink on his thigh, watching, mouth twitching when your laugh softens. Someone passes a joint to Art, but he waves it off, Patrick taking it instead, smoke rolling slowly like a performance. âDidnât know you were a lightweight,â Patrick says, and someone scoffs, âHeâs boring when heâs in love.â Art pulls you closer, but your eyes are on the person who dares to say that. âCanât risk losing my girl doing all of that shit.â Laughter, clinking cups, your face warm as you smile.
Patrickâs still watching. âCute,â he says, flatly, and smirks a little at you when he sees that subtle reaction you made. âBet sheâs the type to throw up after one shot and still ask for another.â You donât look at him because you know he'll just insult you. âBetter than crying in a hallway âcause you lost pong,â so yeah, you know how to talk in front of him now without caring about who he is in Artâs life. Low âooohâ across the room, Art laughing, âSheâs got a bite, huh? âPatrick smiles, but it doesnât reach his eyes. He sips his drink like itâs the last word but never stops looking at you.
You donât even notice how packed the place has gotten, bodies everywhere, the air thick with weed, sweat, and something sugary. Youâre on the couch between Art and a girl from the womenâs team, skin warm, your skirt riding up, mesh top clinging, no bra, but you feel comfortable. Every time you lean forward, you feel Patrickâs gaze drag like teeth. Of course, he saw everything: Artâs hand on your back, your gloss fresh, your laugh bright, glowing like a star. And Patrick watches like heâs solving a problem that keeps smiling back.
Drink after drink, it's already past midnight, drinks are stronger, and the room is looser. Artâs warm, soft, leaning into you with a quiet murmur that makes the girl next to you giggle. You tuck closer, but his gaze is still there, flicking from your mouth to your lap to where Artâs hand keeps creeping higher. Artâs fingers slide beneath your skirt like he doesnât even realize it, his mouth brushing your shoulder, the couch creaking under your weight.
Someone cracks a joke, laughter bouncing, but none of it touches your space. Just Art. He is being more clingy. More affectionate. More touchy, even if this is a public space. Art hums, pulling you closer, palm flat on your stomach. âSmell good,â he mumbles, and your eyes flick to Patrick before you move closer to your boyfriend. Patrickâs already looking sharp, leaning forward before a crooked smile flashes across his face.
You shift, drink empty, Artâs knuckles ghosting under your top, Patrickâs eyes locked on you, never looking away. The room spins in that syrupy, almost-drunk way, Artâs thumb drawing circles on your thigh. You murmur, âBathroom, just a sec,â and he barely nods, distracted, lips brushing your temple again. When you stand, you straighten your skirt, and your top is still smooth while your heels click as you walk away from the scene. You feel eyes follow you, but you just continue.
He drains the last of his drink, sets the cup down, jaw tight, shoulders loose, still in that same seat. Until now. Art glances over to him, âWhere are you going? âPatrick shrugs, chin tipping toward the stairs. âThought I saw someone I liked.â Art laughs, oblivious about what he's about to do. âYouâre shameless.â Patrick smirks, âYou say that like itâs new.â Thatâs it. Art doesnât think twice; why would he? Itâs Patrick, always fucking around. He always has girls in his arms. He doesnât notice the way Patrickâs eyes track you, the heat in his step. He doesnât know youâre the only one who went upstairs at this moment. But the bastard is already halfway to the stairs. He has this smile that you donât know if you will get annoyed or not. Heâs really confident like heâs really following someone he likes.
You closed the door when you reached the bathroom and didnât slam it, but loud enough to make a sound. You locked it and the party sounds are not that loud inside but still bang against the wall because of the loud volume. The overhead light is too bright, gloss smudged, your neck sticky where Art kissed you, slow and tipsy, leaving his hand on your thigh too long. You donât even need to pee; you just need a breath. You need a mirror, an excuse to get away from the couch, from Artâs heat, from the weight of Patrickâs stare across the room. You can still feel it, that look, how it drags over your skin no matter how crowded it gets. You swipe gloss over your bottom lip, steady, ignoring the trembling in your fingers, refusing to look like youâre hiding.
But of course, youâre not alone for long. He wants to break your peace too quickly, like a leech. Footsteps creak on the stairs, familiar enough that your jaw tenses before the knock even comes. Itâs casual, like he owns the hallway. âAre you done yet? â he calls, rough and flat, like heâs bored already while continuing to knock. âItâs occupied.â A pause, then, âNeed to piss.â You roll your eyes, like⊠he can pick the other bathroom, and he's here. âThereâs another one downstairs.â You stated that because he's just finding an excuse now, you feel it. âLineâs long. This oneâs closer.â You roll your eyes, voice cool, âSounds like a problem.â
Another knock, slower, just rhythm, toying with you. âJesus. Chill out. Do your makeup or whatever while I take a piss. Just donât look.â Your laugh is sharp. He's so unbelievable. So fucked up. Such an asshole. Really. âWhat makes you think I want to see you piss?â You are silent after that, and then there's the smug, nasty energy before it even lands. âYou werenât that shy when you were on your knees choking on my best friendâs cock.â You go still, heat climbing your neck, not shame- anger. Your hand slides to the lock, calm, opening the door slowly, steadily, and you look at him like you're sending him to his grave.
âGet a new obsession,â you say, voice flat, and face the mirror again like this is making you so bored. âThat oneâs old.â He pouts while he leans against the frame. He has this fake innocent look as he watches you. âItâs just an inside joke, chill,â Your fingers curl tight because what the fuck you supposed to feel when the inside joke is you giving your boyfriend a head? âYou should focus your attention on someone who cares.â His smirk just widens like he's happy at what he heard. âNice, cool. Don't give a fuck? Said by a girl whoâs desperate for my attention.â
The door clicks shut when he finally goes inside. You stay by the sink, eyes on your reflection, gloss faded, concealer patchy, ignoring him. He unzips and starts pissing like itâs a show. You keep your focus on your mouth, the shape of your lips, dragging gloss back over them, top then bottom, careful, precise. The toilet flushes- zip, shift, maybe a shake. You couldn't care less anyway, so you just open your concealer and put some more underneath your eyes. You ignore the way there's tension because there's not.
Thereâs no warning or playing around when you feel him behind you. Heâs like pressing his body against your back. So god forbid a girl needs a warning because maybe you donât want his lips too close to you. Imagine if you move a little then your ass is pressing to his crotch. Yeah, imagine if you bend a little too. But what makes you jumpy is when his arms are between your legs against him when he slides them to open the faucet in front of you. Oh. Oh⊠Okay, that's a little embarrassing because he's just going to clean his hands, right? Water runs, splashing against the basin, while his other hand braces on the counter, caging you in. He washes his hands slowly, deliberately, letting droplets flick against your wrist. You keep dabbing concealer, acting untouched.
His hips press, casual, denim brushing the hem of your skirt. His shoulders brush yours every time he moves, steady, taking space like heâs testing how much youâll tolerate. âDidnât peg you for the type who fixes her face before she gets fucked,â he says, low and smooth. You donât blink. âDidnât peg you for the type who needs a mirror to feel tall.â A quiet huff of laughter, his breath warm against your temple. âCute.â
You uncap your powder compact, pressing it against your cheek, ignoring the way his eyes drag down your reflection. âI saw how he was touching you downstairs,â Patrick murmurs, his voice closer, almost gentle, like a knife pressed flat. âHands on your thighs, your waist. Let me guess- he fingers you under the blanket at parties, doesnât he? Gets off on pretending no one knows.â Your jaw tightens, but you keep patting powder, ignoring the static crawling up your spine.
When he shifts, you can feel his hips now aligning with you. You could feel the way his jeans dragged slowly to your ass. âYou let him fuck you in public like that, but up here, you need a minute alone?â You close the compact, lining your gloss and concealer on the sink, acting in control. âYou talk a lot for someone who pisses like a drunk frat boy.â You stated, and you heard his voice drop when he answered that statement, teeth behind every syllable. âIâm just trying to understand. Is it that you like it soft? Or is it just that he canât give you anything else? â
You inhale, slow, measured, nails tapping marble. âTell me,â he adds, lower, âdoes he even make you come?â You slam the gloss cap angrily as you turn slowly, back pressing into the sink, chin lifted. âIâm going to tell him you pissed on your hands and got water on my concealer.â He doesnât flinch, leaning in, breath warm by your cheek, eyes on your mouth. âYou know whatâs wild?â he murmurs, voice curling dark. âOut of every girl begging for him, every future he couldâve chased- he ends up with you. And suddenly he forgets how to fucking win.â
You swipe gloss over your bottom lip, refusing to give him anything. His eyes track your mouth like he canât help himself to watch you do that, especially if you have good lips. But he's a jerk, so it will not be the reason not to piss you off more. âKind of tragic,â he continues, soft, lazy, and cruel. âThe second he starts getting regular pussy, he stops showing up. Skips lifts, misses drills, canât string a racquet without help.â Your lip twitches; you smooth it with your finger, eyes hard. âYou must be proud,â he says, leaning closer, âruined a whole prodigy with your legs spread.â
âBet he tells you heâs lucky,â Patrick goes on, his voice darkening, soft enough to sink under your skin. âBet he looks at you like youâre the reason he breathes, like you didnât drag him off court into some pathetic boyfriend fantasy.â Your fingers press into the marble, gloss trembling. âLetting him fuck you in that dorm bed like it means something,â he says, âlike moaning for him while Iâm a few feet away doesnât make you a joke.â Your throat shifts, but you donât respond.
âJesus, he fucks you like youâre made of glass,â Patrick adds, and that one slices deep. âYou donât want to be soft. You want someone whoâll grab you by the throat and ruin you. You want someone whoâll make you cry just to see how far he can take it. You want it to mean something. Donât pretend you donât.â You still donât move, but he knows heâs winning, peeling you open layer by layer, and you hate him for it. You hate what he's doing right now. You hate him saying all of this bullshit.
Then softer, meaner, pressing close: âAnd I donât even think youâre fixing your makeup for him.â You freeze, air stuck in your chest as you wait for his next words. âI think youâre fixing it for me.â His breath warms your cheek, that half-smirk in your periphery. âYou want me to see it,â he says, low, patient, âwant me to remember how pretty your mouth looked the first time I saw it full of his cock?â
Your fingers dig into the sink, shoulders tense, gloss still trembling on the marble. âYou were so into it,â Patrick adds, grin slow and ugly, âdown on your knees like some trophy whore with a mission, all devoted, like blowing him in the dark made you better than me.â Your jaw locks. âYou came up here to feel clean again, didnât you? â he murmurs, voice almost soft. âBut itâs still all over you, and we both know it.â Then, quiet, final, like dragging a match across the edge: âHeâs the one getting your mouth. But I'll be the one to ruin it once we're finished.â
Thatâs the moment. Anger got deeper, hot in your throat, and you shoved him with both hands, teeth bared, in blind rage. He stumbles half a step, laughing under his breath, like it excites him. âFuck you,â you spit, voice shaking. You glare at him while he still has that smug look on his face. Your hand slaps him before you even realize it. Your palm touches his cheek, hard. You feel it sting, and it leaves a red reaction on his cheek. His head turns a little to the action, but he just lets it happen and doesn't say anything. He's now talking to you, and he has something dark sparking in his eyes. Then he exhales, a wrecked grin barely holding. âThere she is.â
Your hand hurts. You are not used to slapping people out of anger. Yeah, no shit, it's stinging a little. You practice your breathing while you're doing many activities. Cheeks are flushed and raw. Regardless of all of it, he still looks at you like it proved something, like it confirmed what heâs always known. âIâve tried to be nice to you,â you say, low, shaking, eyes locked on him. âI fucking have.â His head tilts like itâs funny, like heâs indulging you, silent while you unravel. âIâve let you get away with so much,â you continue, voice rising. âBecause youâre Artâs friend. Because I thought if I ignored it, youâd get over it.â
Your chest heaves, heat crawling up your neck. âI didnât tell him about the shit youâve said when he wasnât around. Or the way you touched my leg when you thought he couldnât see. Or the way you look at me.â Your voice hardens, steady and cold. âYouâre lucky, Patrick. Lucky I didnât blow it all up the first time you opened your mouth. Lucky I kept it quiet. You think I couldnât ruin you? â He exhales slowly, the grin that follows calm and cruel, predictable. âAs if heâd believe you.â
You freeze, the dismissal hitting harder than anything else tonight. His tone is light, like itâs obvious. He leans in, breath brushing your cheek, voice low. âYou really think heâd believe you?â he murmurs. âThe girlfriend who flirts with me when heâs out of the room? Who makes a scene every time I look at her, like she likes being watched?â Your jaw clenches, hands shaking. âHe believes me,â Patrick finishes, no smirk this time, just that cold certainty. âAlways has.â
Before you can speak, he moves. He grabs your wrists without warning and pins them down on the marble. Making you feel closed and caged in there with his body crowding you without any space left. His action made you unable to catch your breath; it was sudden and shocked you. You feel his grip tightening and rough enough to show you he has the upper hand, not you. He leans in like he might whisper something gentle, but nothing about Patrick Zweig is soft. âYou are delusional to think he's going to believe you, because he's not,â he said, and he's pissed. His lips are so close to the point that you can feel the hotness of his breath against your face. âHeâs not going to believe a single fucking thing you say about me.â
You turn your head, catching his eyes in the mirror, but he doesnât look at you, too busy slicing. âYou think heâd take your side over mine? Some girl heâs been fucking for what- eight months? Ten? Gets to undo everything? Rewrite the years?â His grip tightens, your wrists aching. âIâve known him since before he had a serve. Before sponsors. Before he knew what to do with himself. Weâve roomed together, fought together, and won together. Iâve bled for him. I built him.â
Your laugh is bitter, breath hot. âYouâre so fucking full of shit.â His mouth twitches. âAnd youâre so fucking temporary.â Your eyes narrow, your voice sharp, deadly. âThis isnât about Art believing me. Itâs about you not being able to believe he chose me.â His eyes flick to yours, dangerous. âThatâs whatâs eating you alive, isnât it?â You continue, breath catching. âThat no matter how close you stand, no matter how much history you shove down everyoneâs throat, he didnât want you the way he wanted me.â
His face hardens, jaw tight, but he doesnât interrupt, hands still locked around your wrists, body flush to yours. âYou donât hate me,â you said, almost challenging him. âI think you hate that you're not in my place,â you snap, and you are satisfied to see the crack in his expression when you said that because it's so fast- he got affected the moment you said those words. He clenched his jaw and took a deep breath, and you can feel the silence so loud it fills the whole bathroom. He leans in again, voice lower, scraped raw, closer than before. âI donât want to be in your place,â he mutters. âI want to fuck you out of it.â
The moment lands, heavy, and then he moves- just a slow, steady shift of his hips, rough denim grinding against you, pressing close until your breath catches like a hook in your throat. His grip on your wrist doesnât ease, body against you, cock dragging in you like he wants to wear you down one grind at a time. You hate how fast your body betrays you, how your thighs press together, how heat pools low in your stomach, shame curling with it. He feels it, of course he does, and the quiet, smug sound he lets out brands itself into your spine. âDidnât even have to touch you yet,â he murmurs, not mocking- worse, admiring. âAnd youâre already squeezing your fucking legs like itâll help.â You force your voice sharp, trying to cut through it. âGet the fuck off me-â
But you donât believe it, not when he lets go of one wrist only to drag that hand down your side, slow enough you feel every inch. Over your ribs, pausing at your waist, gathering your skirt in his fist like heâs done it before, like he knows exactly whatâs waiting. His palm grazes your inner thigh, heavy and possessive, and then itâs up, in, cupping you over your underwear like itâs nothing, like youâre nothing. Your breath catches too fast, and he groans because your body confirms everything heâs ever suspected about you. âJesus,â he breathes. âHe has no idea what heâs got, does he? Letting you walk around like this, untouched, leaking for the first person who calls you a slut.â
Your body burns, scraping up your throat like it has claws. âIâll tell him,â you manage, voice shaking but jaw set. His hand stills for a moment against you. âIâll tell Art. Iâll tell him you touched me, that you said all this shit, that you came in here and tried to-â You say too quickly, and your breath catches in your throat, making you not finish your sentence. âTried?â Patrick laughs, sharp and slow, slicing you open. âYouâre going to tell him I tried?â Your stomach turns, but it doesnât matter, because heâs already pushing your panties aside like you never spoke, fingers slipping through the mess of you, dragging through your slick, and the stunned groan he lets out.
âYouâre not going to tell him shit.â His breath is warm, calm, like itâs the harsh truth. Your breath hitches when his fingers drag up again, soaking and obscene in how easy it is for him to find how wet you are. âBecause then youâd have to tell him the rest,â he murmurs, curling a finger, teasing without giving anything. âYouâd have to tell him you stayed still. That you let me touch you. That you fucking liked it.â He chuckles when you arch and presses his hand unintentionally because your body is reacting to it. You feel the heat burning because of the anger, shame, and humiliation he's making you feel.
âYou wonât say a word,â he stated and smiled at you because he's showing that you don't have a choice; it's said gently and softly, like a slap to your face. âBecause youâre a cheating little whore who let me in.â Your breath hitches at his words before you shake your head. You're not a cheater. You're not. You're not an asshole like him who wants his girlfriend. You are not cheating on Art because you don't want it. You don't⊠right?
You can feel his hold on your wrist tighten, and he looks at your eyes while his other hand slips one knuckle deep and presses into you. âYou let me in.â His voice is quiet, terrifying in its certainty, his hand dragging through your slick like itâs his reward for being right. Your hips twitch, betrayal hot and dizzying, the bathroom too small around the sound of your breathing. You react without thinking, twisting sharply, trying to shove him off, but he only smiles, hands shifting to your hips.
Before you can slap him, he moves, lifting you like itâs nothing, setting you down hard on the counter, cold marble against your ass. His chest crowds your knees, the bathroom buzzing with heat and light. You open your mouth to say many insults and curse him out and your legs are much more comfortable now. You took your chance anyway. You kick, distracted and your foot touches his stomach before you completely lose it. You just want to feel it, especially the kick. For a second, trembling, you think itâs over. Then he laughs, low and wrecked, half pain, half pleasure. âOh, fuck, youâre really one of those.â
âYou fight when youâre turned on, huh?â He taunts you and laughs while his eyes remain on you. âKick me while Iâm touching your pussy and expect me to believe you donât want it?â You glare, chest heaving, anger in your throat, but he steps closer, wincing, still laughing. âBecause I donât,â you spit, shoving at him, but heâs already between your legs again, body heat rolling off him, oppressive. âNo?â he mocks softly, tilting his head. âThen why are you soaked through your panties?âYou try to slap him, but he catches your wrist midair, calm, practiced, eyes locked on yours, dark and vicious.
âYou like it when Iâm disgusting,â he says, voice low, almost tender. âYou like it when I talk shit about your perfect little boyfriend. You want me to treat you like trash and fuck you stupid while you lie to his face.â You feel your pulse thrumming in your throat, and it's suffocating you. You don't look away as much, you try it because he keeps squeezing you every time you do it, and making your breath hitch. âYou want it to be mean,â he adds. âSo Iâm going to give it to you.â His grip tightens, bruising where his fingers dig in, his cock hard against your inner thigh, breath ragged, ready, filthy with want. Youâre perched on the cold counter, body flushed, heart hammering, thighs trembling- not with fear. With rage. With something worse than rage.
Before you can slap him, he moves, lifting you like itâs nothing, setting you down hard on the counter, cold marble against your ass. His chest crowds your knees, the bathroom buzzing with heat and light. You open your mouth to say many insults and curse him out but your legs are much more comfortable now. You took your chance anyway. You kick, distracted and your foot touches his stomach before you completely lose it. You just want to feel it, especially the kick. For a second, full of adrenaline, you think itâs over because he got the hint. Then he laughs, low and wrecked, half pain, half pleasure. âOh, fuck, youâre really one of those.â
âYou fight when youâre turned on, huh?â He taunts you and laughs while his eyes remain on you. âKick me while Iâm touching your pussy and expect me to believe you donât want it?â You glare, chest heaving, anger in your throat, but he steps closer, wincing, still laughing. âBecause I donât,â you spit out, shoving at him, but heâs already between your legs again, body heat rolling off him, oppressive. âNo?â he mocks softly, tilting his head. âThen why are you soaked through your panties?â You try to slap him, but he catches your wrist midair, calm, practiced, eyes locked on yours, dark and vicious.
âYou like it when Iâm disgusting,â he says, voice low, almost tender. âYou like it when I talk shit about your perfect little boyfriend. You want me to treat you like trash and fuck you stupid while you lie to his face.â You feel your pulse thrumming in your throat and it's suffocating you. You don't look away as much, you try it because he keeps squeezing you every time you do it, and making your breath hitch. âYou want it to be mean,â he adds. âSo Iâm going to give it to you.â His grip tightens, bruising where his fingers dig in, his cock hard against your inner thigh, breath ragged, ready, filthy with want. Youâre perched on the cold counter, body flushed, heart hammering, thighs trembling- not with fear. With rage. With something worse than rage.
Youâve had enough. You look him dead in the eye, voice cold and flat. âYouâre just pissed he gets to fuck this pussy and you donât.â Itâs not a tease, itâs a bullet, and you see the twitch in his jaw before his smile vanishes like you punched him harder than your foot ever could. It only lasts a second before twisting into something darker, unhinged. âOh yeah?â he says, voice rough, all threat, before grabbing your thighs, harsh and fast, shoving them open so wide the counter edge bites your legs. He steps in, crowding you completely, hands spreading you like heâs got something to prove and no patience left to do it gently.
âIâm going to fuck it too,â he snarls. One hand yanks your panties down in one motion, dragging the soaked fabric past your knees like it offends him, like it proves every awful thing heâs ever said about you. He lets it drop to the floor and ignores it, like you never meant to keep it on. âYou think letting him in first means anything to me? Iâm still going to have a taste.â You glare at him because that's what you do. You always try not to react when he does something stupid. You try not to show how much he's getting under your skin and how naked you feel right now. You try not to make your thighs tremble worse than they're doing right now. You try not to feel something you refuse to name. You just hate him when he does something like this as if his breath is hot and close to your jaw, hands rough on your hips, voice low, âYou let him in. Now youâre going to let me take it.â
Something in you snaps. Without even realizing it, you shoved him hard. But as expected, he barely moves an inch, he just waits for you to do more. So you just say something, âYou better fuck me better than he does, or Iâm telling him everything.â This is messy, you know that. You shouldn't give in, you also know that. But you are prideful and you refuse to back down from Patrick. He doesnât laugh but he smiles, darker, breathes in like your words are the best thing heâs ever tasted. Then moves, reaching into his pocket without looking away. He flips open his phone, presses record, and points the camera at you.
âWhat the fuck are you-â you start, but he cuts you off. âI want you to remember this,â he says, voice low. âHave something to have in my memorabilia when you are playing good girlfriend to Art.â You watch him kneel in front of you and he opens your legs wider as he settles on the tile. His grip is not changing, it's still tight and firm, and his nails are digging. It's embarrassing actually how your panties are tangling at your ankles, and the heat of his breath is getting closer to where you want him. One hand holds the phone, the other slides up your leg, mapping out whatâs his, eyes flicking up, not asking, just memorizing you.
âI want you to cum on my tongue,â he says like it's already decided and approved by you, âand then Iâm going to make you watch it happen.â You just nod while you feel your breath stutter. You canât speak because the words are dying on your tongue as his tongue drags across your inner thigh, slow and teasing like he's taunting you while making you twitch. He exhales and laughs like he feels everything building in your pulse, your shaking legs. Then, softer but dark enough to slice you open, he whispers, âTell the camera.â You donât move, breath caught, and shaking. âTell him I made you forget his name.â
And with that, he buries his face between your legs like heâs been waiting forever. Youâre shaking now as you watch him still filming, and you're trying to keep control like the words can keep your body in line- but itâs slipping. His mouth is too fucking good because goddamn, he's not just licking you like with what he use to other girls. You feel him learning. He's moving his tongue like he's remembering the shape and he's mapping you. He's learning every movement in your hips, every moan you are trying to swallow but fail, and he wants to own every sound you make. You donât move at first, not when his breath ghosts over your thigh, not when his mouth hovers like he thinks heâs worshipping something.
You just reach down, fingers closing over the phone still in his hand, and when he doesnât stop what you're doing, you snatch it. He doesn't even blink and lets you take it. You tilt the camera, angle it right, his face framed by your thighs, slick between them, nothing else. You press record. And you smile at him like there's a switch that just got turned on. âLook at you,â you murmur and mocking him. âOn your knees for a girl you canât fucking stand.â His tongue flicks over your mound and you donât flinch.
âYou talk all that shit about how I mess him up, how I made him soft, how I fucked up his game.â You tilt the phone to catch his mouth around your cunt, especially him licking your clit. âBut here you are, pathetic, obsessed, tongue out like a fucking dog.â He groans when you call him that word while his mouth is open, tongue dragging up your slit like heâs trying to drown in it, like this is what heâs always wanted. You feel the heat and the mess, the way your body reacts, but you donât let it show. Not yet. Not going to give him that satisfaction. âYou pretend you hate me, but this is what youâve been begging for.â
He grunts into your pussy, fingers digging into your thighs, tongue sloppy and eager. âGod, listen to you,â you whisper, your voice hard even as your thighs tremble. âItâs embarrassing how you moan like it's the real cunt you've ever eaten.â His body shudders at that, his hips twitch like he wants to rut against the floor, like he's soaked inside his clothes and tip dripping. âYou love this, donât you?â You breathe, still filming, your grip steady. âBeing on your knees, being used, being recorded like the pathetic freak you are.â His mouth closes around your clit, and your voice finally cracks, a sharp gasp tearing out as your legs shake.
But you keep going, shaking, spit-slick, and ruined. âYouâve wanted it since the first time you saw me fuck him,â you say, breath ragged, mean. âYou wanted to know what I taste like when Iâm thinking about someone else.â He groans, jaw working faster, tongue relentless, hitting perfectly, your body tightening and arching, moans wrecked. âYou like taking peopleâs girlfriends,â you hiss, fisting his hair, grinding him into you. âSick.â He whines, tongue moving like he needs it to live, humiliated and desperate.
You press the phone closer, making the angle worse for him and better for you. Through your own shaking, gasping moans, you whisper, âYou better make me come so hard I forget his name.â He moves unexpectedly and his action made you jumpy because you can feel his grip tighten as he pulls your thighs even wider open to keep you in your place. Then his mouth close around your clit, and he sucks hard. Your whole body jolts like he shocked you, a sound catching in your throat before you can silence it. It spills out high, sharp, and raw- and he knows.
He groans against it which makes a vibration through the action as he does it with his tongue flicking and his lips dragging sloppy and relentlessly head to you. Like heâs giving you something no one ever gave you before. You choke on the moan, trying to keep it quiet, but it slips. âIt feels- fuck- it feels good.â You freeze the second you hear yourself say it. He doesnât. He moans into you again, louder, deeper, like itâs praise, tongue drawing slow circles, lips sucking hard, rhythm locked in, a wicked smirk pressed into your cunt like he just won the match point.
You try to yank his hair, to glare, to be mean or something, but heâs not having it. His tongue flicks faster, and you feel the orgasm building in your spine, and itâs inevitable. While heâs sucking- devouring- grinning- smug- piece of shit, because you slipped, because you admitted it felt good, and now heâs going to make sure you remember it. But instead of speeding up, instead of chasing your orgasm, he changes. Slow. Smooths out his movements like heâs changing lanes, like this isnât just about your pleasure anymore. His tongue moves slowly, every stroke carved with intent which is to make you cum. A single line, then a curve, then a sharp flick.
You feel it in your thighs first, then your gut, your brain catching up. Heâs spelling something. PâŠflick up, drag down across your clit. A⊠soft sweep, almost a shape. T⊠slow, pressing, obscene. Of course, you try not to give in like biting your lips but your body isnât listening to what you want and keep bucking and your breath is like you are running in a marathon. And he keeps going. R⊠a drawn slowly, tongue curling to do the letter. I⊠just a short stroke, playful dot after. C⊠just a curl of his tongue from up to the left, like youâre drawing a rainbow. K⊠this letter is wetter, meaner, and worse than the last. You want to say his name to tell him to stop, but thatâs the point. He wants it in your mouth.
He pulls back, mouth slick down to his chin, lips parted, eyes dark and shining when he says, âYou feel that?â Youâre panting, trembling, trying not to nod. âThatâs me,â he says, smiling into your thigh before he bites it and sucks it a little. âThatâs Patrick.â Then he leans in and spells it again, slow this time to taunt you as if heâs making fun of this situation because heâs making sure youâll feel it when you sit, when you shower, when Artâs inside you and you canât help but remember. Your hand slips, the phone drops down beside her, still recording every soaked, ruined sound echoing from the bathroom. It doesnât matter anymore. Youâre not acting for the camera, and youâre breathing but barely. Your hands clawing at the counter while Patrickâs mouth eats you down piece by piece.
He groans against your cunt, tongue dragging, jaw relentless, pulling back to speak, mouth hovering over your clit like a threat. âJesus. Youâve got no shame,â he mutters. âThis pussyâs unreal. And you waste it on him?â You try to breathe, shaking your head, but it doesnât matter. He groans, tongue pressing flat and slow like heâs licking you clean, âHe doesnât deserve this. You let him touch you like it means something.â You whine and your legs twitch when his hold tightened and making them stay still and pinning you in place as if he knows you are getting a wobbly feeling.
âYou like this, donât you?â he asks, voice sharp, ugly but heâs smirking at the audacity of the situation. âYou like cheating on him, lying to his face, then spreading your legs for me.â You kick your foot in the air but he just shuts it down by pinning it back where it was. You shake your head as his words get into you. âShut up,â you gasp, but itâs weak, drowned out by the sound of your body soaking his mouth. âYou donât want love,â Patrick grunts, sucking your clit hard like itâs punishment. âYou want this. You want to be fucked. You want to be used. You want me to fuck you while you still smell like his sheets.â You let out a broken cry, legs shaking, orgasm right there, hot and you canât stop it.
âSay it,â he growls, licking you rougher, faster, and meaner. âSay you like cheating on him.â You canât speak, mouth open, whimpers spilling instead of words. He pulls back just enough to say it again, meaner, louder, âSay. You like cheating on him.â Then he sucks, deep, long, and hard, and you shatter, coming with a sound that doesnât sound like yours, body seizing, thighs clamping, voice cracking open into a moan that lives in shame. Just before it takes you under, before you lose everything, he says it, low, laughing, awful: âFuck, listen to you. Youâre coming like you were made to cheat.â
Youâre shaking, hot and soaked, nerves frayed from being edged and denied, everything in you strung tight and aching. You didnât realize how close you were until he ripped his mouth away, leaving you open, wanting, and ruined. Your thighs twitch, hips searching for contact, for anything. But he doesnât give it. You watched him unbuckle his belt while his eyes were locked on you as you fell apart in front of him. You hear his zipper slowly slide down, metal sounds echoing and then he pulls out his cock from inside, itâs thick, flushed, already slick from watching you unravel.
You want to spit something, anything, but your mouth is dry, breath shallow, and hands braced against the counter like youâll slide off if he touches you again. He steps forward, eyes on yours, stroking himself once, twice, dragging the head of his cock up your soaked slit. He doesnât push in, just lets it rest there- heavy, hot, a promise. âYou donât like cheating?â he murmurs, soft enough to sound gentle but meant to make you sick. âThen what the fuck is this?â You open your mouth, but he moves before you can speak, cock rolling against you, dragging through slick that makes you both groan, your legs twitching wide.
âSay it,â he says, tongue pressed to his teeth, âLie to me again. Tell me you donât want this.â You canât, not with how youâre pulsing, cunt clenching every time the head of his cock bumps your cunt, still twitching from the orgasm taken away from you. And he knows it. He presses forward- just the tip. He did it just close- enough for you to feel the first stretch, the first pulse of yes where there should be no. âYou left him downstairs,â Patrick breathes, dragging the tip over your clit, slow and filthy. âStill sitting there. On that couch. Right where you told him youâd be back.â
His voice sounds jealous, and low. âHeâs probably sipping that drink like a good boy, waiting, doesnât even realize youâre up here dripping for me.â And downstairs thereâs Art shifts on the couch, the party humming around him, laughter echoing off the tile. Someone bumps the couch, but barely hears it. He checks his phone. Thereâs nothing. No âon my way.â No âalmost done.â Just silence. While upstairs, Patrick finally pushes in- not all the way but enough to make your body twitch, to watch your mouth part like it forgot how to lie.
His hand is on your hip, breath warm at your ear. âAnd youâre about to let me fuck the pussy he thinks is his.â You donât reply to that but you donât close your legs either. He takes that as a yes, sinking in with one long, thick slide until heâs buried to the base. Your back hits the mirror, your breath breaking on a moan you canât hold back. It doesnât matter. He starts to move, counter creaking under your hips, strokes slow, deep, and unforgiving. Your palms press back against the mirror behind you, breath catching as he fucks you. You try to stay quiet. You fail. âHeâs going to find out,â you whisper, breathless. Patrick smirks, âNo,â he murmurs back, âHeâll never know.â Then he fucks you harder.
The music keeps rolling somewhere below, a muffled thump under the sharp slap of skin, under the choked sounds you canât hold back. But Art is still there. In the living room where you left him. The room is still glowing while heâs holding a cup with a drink heâs not going to drink anymore. And suddenly someone speaks, âSheâll be back,â but it doesnât reach him, not really. His hand tightens on the cup. Heâs moving before he even realizes it, stepping into the dark, following the ghost of your laughter, the shadow of your absence. Above him, Patrick continued his movements inside of you. His thrusts are heavy, cock dragging slow, pressing the guilt deeper with every stroke.
Youâre shaking, trying not to say his name, but a moan slips out. Patrick groans. âIf he finds out,â he says, voice sharp, fucking in harder, âitâs because you told him.â He grinds deeper, your hips jerking. âOtherwise, heâll never fucking know.â And what both of you know is that heâs outside. He just stops in front of it after seeing the closed bathroom door with the light on. He doesnât go to it, just stands, face changing slightly. He hears it- a thud, a breath, something wet, the sound of something.
In the bathroom, Patrick leans in, voice rough, dragging his cock deep with a thrust that makes your breath catch. âAre you going to tell him, huh?â he murmurs, teeth grazing your skin. âAre you going to walk out of here soaked in my cum and explain why youâre walking differently?â You choke on your moan, shaking your head, nails scraping the mirror. âSay it.â Your voice breaks, âFuck- heâll never know.â Patrick groans, hips stuttering as he slams back in, filthy and unforgiving, âThatâs right.â
Art steps closer to the bathroom door. He doesnât touch the handle, doesnât knock, just stands there, listening. Because the sound behind it- low, steady, awful- doesnât stop. Not when you whisper that Art might find out, not when your breath catches like itâs already too late. If anything, Patrick fucks you harder, grip tightening on your waist, jerking your hips back into every thrust like youâre nothing but leverage. Push you more over the counter, one of his hands flat palmed on the glasses while the other wraps around your hair. When he pulled, it earned a sound from your throat while your head snapped back, and your spine arched.
He leans in, his breath hot against your ear, âThink he could ever fuck you like this?â Patrick hisses, cock grinding deep, words soft enough to burn. You bite your lip, but he pulls harder, forcing your body to answer for you. âThink he could choke you the way you like?â His hand slides to your throat, wraps around it, pressing until your pulse hammers against his palm, the room going warm around the edges. âPoor Art,â he mutters, teeth scraping your jaw, âstill out there thinking youâre his.â He fucks in harder, rhythm filthy enough to echo in the hall, sink creaking beneath you as you fail to swallow your moan. âHe doesnât even know how to ruin you,â Patrick snarls, hips snapping, âdoesnât even know how to keep you.â
âGo ahead. Slap me.â You do, twisting to crack your palm across his face, sharp and loud. It only makes him groan. âGod,â he pants, âfucking knew you wanted this.â He thrusts in rougher, hands around your throat, not cutting off air- just making you take it. Outside, Art steps closer, frozen, head tilted, the party still happening behind him. At first, he tells himself itâs nothing- just other people. But itâs not working. He hears it all now, wet and steady, a slap, a moan that goes straight to the center of him.
His blood goes quiet, like something inside is holding its breath. His hand hovers near the knob but doesnât move. And then he hears Patrickâs voice, low, ragged, and familiar in a way that tastes like a poison now. âThink he could ever fuck you like this?â It lands heavy, sour, and immediately. Almost like heâs saying this out of spite, but you donât know if itâs to him or you. Then: âDoesnât even know how to ruin you.â Art doesnât blink, doesnât breathe. Then he hears you- your voice, soft, cracked, gutted, trying not to sound but still sounding. His hand twitches, but he doesnât knock. He tells himself he should demand the truth, but his body doesnât move.
Then he notices the pressure in his jeans, realization sinking as he gets hard. Which is sick not because he wants to or itâs real. Maybe itâs the irony of it. His girlfriend. His best friend. One bathroom. Noises are so filthy. He feels sick, but heâs still standing there. Then Patrickâs voice comes again, closer, deliberate: âYou gonna walk back into that party full of me and lie to his fucking face?â Artâs lips part, but nothing comes out, his cock aching so hard it hurts. Inside, Patrickâs got you pressed against the sink, stuffed full, every thrust deliberate, designed to drag the truth out of you whether you speak it or not.
âBet heâs out there,â Patrick mutters, grinding deep as if he already knows Art is outside. Maybe he just says that out of the thrill. He groans at the thought though with a big smirk on his face, âstill waiting, still thinking youâre his.â You snap, slapping his chest, but he just laughs, fucking you deeper. âKeep going,â he breathes, âfight me.â He encourages and licks his lips while his hips continue to work and still smug. âI-I hngh⊠h-hate you,â you moan out, hands flatten to his chest to shove him off, but his hands tighten, dragging you back onto him. âNo, you donât,â he growls, thrusting roughly, the counter making sounds beneath you. Your nails digging at his forearm, nails deep, but he groans like he likes it. âG-get off me, P-pat,â you gasp, but you donât stop him.
âYou donât want that either.â His voice is ragged, breathless, body is hot against you. You feel how deep he is, dragging through everything slick and tense, hating how your body responds. âI donât even like y-you-â You gasp, breath catching, throwing your hands into his ribs. It lands hard. He grunts, but it only makes him moan, teeth flashing in a grin. âFuck, you always get like this when youâre about to come?â You scratch down his shoulder, carving lines, and he groans, cock twitching. âGod,â he breathes out, voice low and pleasured, âyouâre hot when youâre pissed.â
âI swear to God Iâm telling him-â you bite out, but Patrick laughs at that. âNo, youâre not,â he pants, teeth at your shoulder, hand on your waist, pulling you back onto him like leverage. âBecause youâre going to come for me first,â he breathes, âand then youâre going to lie.â Your cunt betrays you, tightening around him. âYou think heâd still want you,â Patrick growls, âif he saw you like this?â You slam your palm into his chest, but he catches your wrist, grabbing your hair, yanking your head back until your spine arches, mouth open in a gasp.
âYou think heâd still want you,â he whispers again, voice poison, âif he knew I was the one who made you scream?â Your head tips back, his name slipping out, sharp and unwilling, barely a gasp. He groans against your throat like heâs won. Outside, Art stands frozen, listening to the wet slap of skin, your soft stuttered gasps. Patrickâs voice drips low, âIf he knew I was the one who made you scream.â It lands like a punch, knocking air from Artâs lungs.
He stares at the floor while his hands are shaking. He could very much see the tent forming in his jeans before he pulled out his phone from his pocket. He checks his contacts and your name is already there. Click your contact and pray to saints that youâll answer even if he knows you wouldnât. The ringtone starts just beyond the door, too loud. You donât move. Patrick keeps fucking with you, body hitting yours while your phone rings out, thumping on the counter. Patrick laughs low, âAnswer it.â Nothing. A moan.
You feel his hands on your top before he squeezes it. âFuck⊠you have great tits.â Art lowers the phone, lips parting, cock hard, so hard it makes him sick. The phone rings again, slicing sharply. Patrick doesnât stop, driving deeper with a sharp thrust that jolts your hips. âAnswer it,â he mutters, voice thick with cruelty. âLet him hear you.â Your hand reaches for the phone, but Patrickâs already there, locking around your waist, dragging you back onto him. âOr donât,â he says, slower, âlet it ring while he listens to me fuck you.â You shake your head, hating what heâs saying. âStop,â you whisper, voice cracking, âfuck, stop- heâs-â
âHeâs what?â Patrick breathes, cock slamming up into you with thick, wet sounds. âHeâs out there?â Your body shakes, arms trembling, thighs clenching around him like your cunt doesnât know this is betrayal, only that youâre full. The phone rings again, Patrick leaning closer, grinding deep, mouth hot on your neck. âLet him hear it,â he whispers, âlet him hear how messy you get for me.â You try to shove him off, but your hips push back, a moan catching in your throat. The phone thumps again, your hand knocking it away. You donât try again.
Patrick keeps moving, steady and mean, fucking you through your panic. âYou think he still wants you?â he growls, cock dragging slow, âThink he still wants to come home with you? Look you in the eyes? Tell you how lucky he is?â You shake your head, breath ragged, âPatrick-â Another thrust, hard, deep. The ringtone cuts off, leaving silence thick and awful. He doesnât stop. Patrickâs breath is damp on your ear, his voice low and awful. âHeâs calling because he knows.â You choke. âAnd youâre still letting me in.â You try to let your head fall, but Patrick cradles your jaw, forcing you to look.
âLook,â he says, breathe hot, âlook at what Iâm doing to you.â He tilts your face down, your lashes dragging low, vision clearing between your legs, and you nearly choke. Itâs obscene, your thighs spread over his hips, trembling, skin tacky where he holds you open. Between them, his cock buried thick, dragging slow with every thrust, so deep it feels like itâs in your ribs. Youâre flushed, leaking, your slick painting him with every ruined pass of his hips. He pulls back, the light catching where you glisten, before he fucks back in, wetter, meaner. âGod,â Patrick breathes, âyou see how you take me?â You canât answer, your cunt tightening in helpless waves. Itâs too much, too perfect, too disgusting.
âThatâs mine,â he whispers at your jaw. âThis pretty pussy, dripping. Mine.â Your head falls forward, chest stuttering. He fucks deeper, grinding like heâs carving it into you. His palm presses low on your belly, to where he stretches you deepest. âAre you going to come?â he murmurs, dragging his thumb over your clit, slow and filthy. âGonna soak me just in time for him to take you home?âYou sob out something that might be a yes.
He groans, jaw tight, pace breaking. âIâm going to fill you up,â he growls, âso full youâll feel it every time you walk.â That does it. Your body open the gates and your thighs locked on his waist while your cunt is clenching tight around his cock. You bury your face in his neck before your orgasm rolls out of your body and your breath feels like it stopped. But Patrick keeps moving, slower, desperate, hips stuttering. Heâs still inside you when he comes, deep and raw, breath hitching, cock pulsing thick. You feel it fill you, slick and wrong and perfect.
Even after, quiet and spent, he doesnât pull out. He stays, one hand curled around your thigh, the other ghosting up your spine, breath warm at your cheek. You feel it before he says it, that last whisper: âTell me what you see.â And you do. You look down at your lap, at the mess, at where heâs still inside you, your cunt stretched and twitching, flushed and leaking. You swallow. âMy pussy,â you rasp.
Patrick smiles, but itâs not soft, just sure. His hand strokes along your thigh, fingers grazing where your skin is glossy from sweat and slick. He shifts once, just enough for you to feel it- heâs still inside, still thick, still hard. âYou think heâll feel it?â Patrick says, voice low, cruelly soft. âWhen he fucks you later, do you think heâll notice how loose you are?â You shake your head, too fast, too weak, and he pushes deeper. It just made your body twitch. âI think he will,â he whispers, eyes locked on yours, âI think heâll slide in and feel the shape I left.â
Your cunt clenches, instinct and betrayal. Not liking the way you like his words is affecting you. Patrick groans, âFuck. You like that, knowing I did this.â You go still, too still when his hand presses low on your belly, palm flat. Heâs feeling the shape of his cock against it. âYou think heâll pretend not to notice?â he murmurs, âthat he wonât feel you dripping on me while he fucks you later in the dark?â You close your eyes, donât answer. But he knows you wonât clean up, not if he doesnât make you. And he wonât. He stays a moment longer, then finally, he pulls out.
You feel it immediately- the stretch, the slide, the slow spill of his cum dripping down your thighs, pooling beneath you. Itâs everywhere. You donât move but Patrick does. He smooths your skirt back down like he didnât just fuck the soul out of you, tucks himself away, and runs a hand through his hair like nothing happened. He doesnât look at you when he leaves. He doesnât have to but he manages to close the door. What an asshole. Youâre still on the counter, legs open, mouth parted, full of him.
While Art managed to go downstairs before you and Patrick finished what youâve been doing. But he hadnât meant to stay that long or to spy, his intention was only meant to check. Youâd been gone too long, your phone ringing unanswered- that was it. A concern, a quiet pull in his chest: Go see. He hadnât meant to stay, not after the knock went unanswered, not after hearing a voice that wasnât yours- at least, not like that. But then Patrick had said something low and possessive, and Art just went still.
Then he heard you, soft, desperate, almost broken, and he couldnât really move. Not when the sounds got clearer, not when it became obvious, not when Patrick started saying things no man should hear about their girlfriend. He told himself heâd leave, that he hadnât heard enough to be sure. And then Patrick asked if you were coming, and you did. The second Art heard that sound, he turned and left, no slamming, no scene. Itâs not him. Not very Art Donaldson to force open the door and pick up a fight with you and Patrick.
So he just walks away. Itâs like the walk when you canât be in that place. That you heard enough. He feels every step, itâs heavy with his jaw locked just to keep himself from shouting and saying vile things. He walk straight to the kitchen as if heâs not standing in front of the bathroom door hearing his girlfriend getting dicked down by Patrick. He just leans against the counter while heâs trying to take it all in and the party still keeps going. He knows someone call his name but he doesnât give a fuck at this moment. He stares at the floor, still hearing that soft gasp you made when Patrick is inside you. His stomach turns.
Art doesnât know if he wants to hit Patrick or himself, doesnât know who to blame first, and doesnât know if he wants to see you again tonight or disappear before you come back down. But he waits. He waits like something caught in a fire- quiet, cornered, burning. He doesnât look up when he hears Patrick on the stairs, already knowing it would be him, already tracking the minutes. No rush in Patrickâs step, like he doesnât have something to sneak out of and heâs more satisfied than guilty or ashamed.
Patrickâs shirt is rumpled, hair messy, mouth softened into that tired smirk Artâs seen before. He heads for the drinks without a glance, pops the cap like heâs earned it. Art doesnât speak until after Patrick takes his first sip. âHow was it?â he asks, too casually, not lifting his gaze. Patrick turns halfway, brows raised. âWhat?â
Art keeps his tone even, almost friendly. âThe hookup. You said you found someone.â He sips the drink he managed to get before he saw Patrick, then looks up, unreadable. âI assume it went well.â Thereâs a flicker in Patrickâs eyes. âYeah,â he says carefully. âShe was into it.â Art hums, not quite agreement, not quite disbelief. Just like his normal self he can plaster right now to pretend heâs not seething. âOf course,â he says.
Art laughs before saying, âYou always have a different taste you know? Always going to the girls who should know better.â He canât tell what Art is planning by saying that but heâs not happy hearing it and his mouth twitches.âShe has a name?â Art asks, trying to sound like a curious best friend, and when Patrick doesnât answer, he doesnât press. He tilts his head. âShe must be very pretty to have your own drink abandoned. Like it doesnât sound like you. You were so eager to go upstairs.â
Patrick exhales dry amusement. âI wasnât the only one interested.â Artâs eyes flick down, then back up. He sees the careless tilt of Patrickâs shoulders, the quiet arrogance. âNo,â Art agrees. âBut youâve always liked being first, havenât you? Doesnât matter who she is, what her body is, or if sheâs in a relationship.â That land, too striking, but hidden in plain sight. Patrickâs grip tightens on the bottle, and Art lets the silence stretch. âAnyway,â Art says softly, turning away, âI hope it was worth it, Pat. She doesnât usually fake it. Then again, maybe she didnât have to.â He knows he shouldnât say that knowing that he doesnât know the âsheâ in his excuse beside he knows he wonât tell him itâs his girlfriend.
While the tension is thick downstairs, here you are, you donât move for a while after the door clicks shut. The bathroom is still heavy. Your thighs stick, slick cooling on your skin. You breathe shallow, like anything deeper might push whatâs left of him further in. Eventually, you shift. Reach for a tissue. Then another. You clean the mess between your legs with shaky hands. You are trying to erase it. Removing the shame. The guilt. The action. None of the wipes worked. Your pussy still aches, clenching over nothing and itâs pulsing.
Thankfully your panties are still very much alive and you get them before you put them on despite the uncomfortable feeling it makes between your legs. Your hands are hard against the fabric even though you are trying to smooth out the wrinkly part of it because it looks like it just got out of the laundry and you are pretending right. You look at yourself: hair messy, lips smudged with the lip product you put earlier, mascara fucked and your legs are shaking as you stands right now. But you start fixing it like what you were supposed to do earlier when you planned to go there. Just to retouch and get some air. You put concealer, retouch under your eyes, gloss your lips, and fix your hair. But youâre not even rushing even as you should considering how long youâve been gone, but youâre not stalling either. Wipe, fix, adjust, and stack these steps like armor.
Now you donât look like that girl anymore. You lean closer, studying your reflection, the flush blooming under your makeup, the raw part of your lip. You take a deep breath as you straighten how you stand, closing the compact and you exhale. The hallway is suspiciously quiet when you open the door of the bathroom and you step out of it. You are nervous as hell as you go downstairs slowly, not hurried. Each step you are doing feels another sin adding to the existing list you have. Your breath is shaky and your hands are too while you continue to swiping them on your skirt before you round the corner.
The kitchen is still the same. Still bright. Full of drinks. The place is still crowded and loud and itâs starting to get annoying. Patrick sees you first. He doesnât move, just watches. You donât look at him. You donât have to. Art is already crossing the room, quick but not rushed, like heâs been waiting for you. âHey,â he says, soft, warm, too easy now. âWhere have you been?â Before you answer, his hand is on your back, guiding you like nothingâs wrong. His other hand lifts yours, brushing your knuckles, kissing your cheek, smiling like he means it.
âYou okay?â he asks, low. âYou look flushed.â You nod. Behind you, Patrick shifts but doesnât speak. Art turns slightly, hand still at your hip, thumb grazing in slow, familiar circles. âWas just telling Patrick we might head out,â he says, like itâs decided. âUnless you want to stay?â You shake your head. Art leans in near your ear, smiling. âThatâs what I thought.â His grip feels possessive but not hurting you, itâs soft and gentle but you can feel the decision in it as he turns to Patrick. He has this same, still his best friend still your loving boyfriend. Only his eyes look dangerous.
You donât say goodbye. Art curls his hand around your hip, steering you toward the front door, coat over his arm, voice low like nothingâs changed. You donât look back; just let him guide you out, down the hall, through the kitchen where Patrick stands, silent and unmoving. No one stops you. No one sees the tension in your spine, the way your fingers flex. No one notices the way Art glances over his shoulder just once- not at you, not at the party, but at Patrick. And Patrick doesnât follow. He watches the door close with his jaw tight, hands in his pockets. Every muscle he has is locked like heâs holding himself together for something he knows he doesnât have the right to. He will not go back to the room that night. He knows both of you will be there. Canât stand it.
You shower quietly, water running longer than needed. You shower like you want it all to go away. You feel shit even when you finished, skin damp, wearing one of Artâs shirts, heâs already in bed, lamp on, watching. You donât meet his eyes, but you climb in anyway. He doesnât reach right away, just watches you pull the blanket up like it might cover anything. Then he moves. His hand slid in. You feel the soft touch on your skin. Itâs slow. Gentle. Familiar. Heâs grazing the softness of your stomach before it gets lower. You let him slip it between your legs and you got tense but you still continued with it. You donât stop it. Makes you feel sick that you want it after just what happened with Patrick. âYouâre always so quiet after parties,â he murmurs. His fingers press in, two at once, smooth, and you bite down on a breath. Your thighs twitch. âStill so warm,â he says. âSo soft for me.â
His voice stays low. He doesnât move his hand, just keeps it there, deep, surrounded by the evidence of what isnât his. âI canât tell if youâre like this because of meâŠâ he adds, shifting, âor because someone else got to you first.â You open your mouth but say nothing. He curls his fingers, watching you flinch. Then he leans in, his breath grazing your cheek. âYou let him fuck you raw?â You jerk like you might pull away, but he doesnât let you. His other hand moves to your hip, holding you still. âThatâs not a no.â He smiles, not angry, just satisfied. âThatâs okay,â he whispers like itâs not fucked up. Like everything is alright. âYou think Patrick left a mark?â His voice drops, darker, right at your ear. âYou have no idea how long I can stay inside you.â
You donât answer. You donât have to. His voice stays calm, loving even- like when he teases you after class. Only now his fingers are inside you, his mouth near your ear, his thumb brushing your hip like reassurance, not control. He feels so gentle but you know that this is not gentleness, itâs his way of punishing you. âYou couldâve just told me, you know,â he says softly and he kisses your shoulder. Heâs peppering the skin he can touch with his lips with kisses. Soft and gentle. Forgiving even. âif you wanted to fuck my best friend.â He said like itâs decided already. His mouth grazes your jaw, exhaling your scent like a sigh, like heâs disappointed, not angry. âNext time tell me. It wouldâve saved you the trouble of whoring yourself out for it.â And he pulls out his fingers from inside and just kisses your temple with all this sweet smile plastered on his face.
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