#patior posts

go crazy spam me we will make this happen i will do this all im gonna lock in

okok

GREEN = COMPLETE

BLUE IS IN PROGRESS

25 - Ill shower and do some self care.... Haha i havent done that in a while

50 - Ill organize my room

100 - Ill start reading again

200 - ill try go outside again

300 - ill go back to school

400 - (bonus kinda) ill actually try write again & do art again <3

600 - ill actually be honest to my therapist (and actually go weekly)

1000 - Ill cut my hair (I have been planning too but too afraid cuz I want it to symbolise I am alive and well and have survived).

yes im making these high i dont wanna do them cuz i dont like doing things

1200 - Ill TRY fix my sleep schedule (its really bad)

1600 - ill start trying in school (well ill try to try yk? )

2000 you better not get this pls dont get this :D - Ill start exercising or normally touching grass. or like stretching (pls no i dont wamma do this pls. NO.)

AAAAAAAAAA screams

If this one gets gone just add an i

im not even joking i think this looks really cool when you keep adding i's becasue it looks cool and i wanna have lore for my account right so-

VENT ACCOUNT, YAP ACCOUNT, DONT ENTER IF YOU DONT LIKE DISTURBING STUFF BEING TALKED ABOUT!!

This is a safe space for caring ppl who actually respect others and want a place with others alike

Do not enter you people pedophiles, people i dont even know theres so many racists homophonic, pro-, etc etc like yeah honestly

Lasted Edited : June 19th 2025

Colored is most important if u hate reading like me btw

Hi im Patiori/Patior/Patio/Pp (LMAO)/Anika :33

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I am nor diagnosed with anything but I kinda have social anxiety so I might be a bit goofy at times.. Im just a silly goober 🥺🫶

My DMs are always open to anyone who has been following me decently (and i just forgot to follow back. You can send an ask btw if this happens) or has been my mutual for a while. I will not tolerate random shit like dawg dont trauma dump if i dont know u

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Im a minor and happily dating 2 hot sexy people (Im fine w interacting with adults I know alot who are super cool and amazing just dont be a groomer/ pedophile aind we chill fr)

No DNI other than that just dont be an idiot and start random drama or hate ppl unreasonably n wtv but. I dont want to glorify anything here like disorders or such if you do please leave <3 I support recovery but I currently cannot do it myself without probabaly spiralling even worse

Pronouns: Dont care, dont make it fucking stupid i am not a helicopter

(If u rlly care I kinda am femlae/I wanna be adrogynous tho/ agender.. idfk)

Im a MINOR (saying it again) so dont try anything suspicious

I WILL have triggering stuff so be warned (Im bad at recognizing what is and isnt appropriate to say also so big TMI on my blog like I say alot of stuff)*)

Reminderrrr!!

This is a safe space for me and I hope it is for others, if you think reporting gets rid of it it wont and it can fuck people over- If you think you're saving the day congrats on being insane and thinking reporting someones gonna make you a "hero" lol ur just a weirdo

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Tags ~ in the tags but I barely use them dont count on me taggin

I never did this before but im using user boxes HEHEHEHEHAHA

[If you guys have anything you want to add PLS TELL ME I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE MORE TO MY LIST :3 I also have a version with colour if anyone wants that - its the version in my NOTES YES MY NOTES MY LOVELY NOTES MWHAHAHAA]

Self Care & Prep

Eat a snack that you will like! Safe foods are great for this :3

DRINK WATER or TEA (No. Energy drinks do not count. Diet Coke DOES NOT COUNT)

Take a nice warm, cozy bubble bath/ shower

Cut your nails!

Put on Lotion, Body Oil, etc

Journal about today!

Make some outfits with your clothes! Be confident you queen/king!!

Stretch! (Reach for the sky because you arent that high /j [I WISH I WAS TALL])

* Keep a mini pocket book to write about your silly thoughts or small things you wanna yap about :3

* Write about what you’re grateful for.. What you look forward to… and your goals!! Learn about yourself! Look for things you appreciate in life :)

* FIX THAT BACK POSTURE I KNOW YOU 🦐

— ITS NEVER TOO EARLY TO START ON THAT WISHLIST!!!! ---

Organize your phone! 

Your notes (If you’re like me teehee…I have a separate note for every single thing… Movies, Books, Manga, Webtoons, TV Shows, To Do List, Goals, etc. Yes Im insane about this I HAVE NO REGRETS)

Gallery 

Your emails 😒 (I hate them too.)

Your calendar (If you have one. OR IF UR LIKE ME WITH NONE HAHA)

* Changing your home screen theme & app pictures are very fun too if you enjoy a specific hobby and wanna fancy your lil old phone up :3

BONUS: SLEEP. We need sleep (Im such a hypocrite im doing this at 4 am guys). Remember, even if you arent actually doing anything physically you can still be staring at a wall and THINKING. THat counts!! You’re thinking about life. You’re thinking about something!! You are DOING something :)

Entertainment

Play games :3

ART. Theres so many. Let me list them all for yall

Write a character/ story

Do a still life sketch

Doodle cute things you see (CATS CATS CATS CATS)

Do Orgami / Paper Crafts (I recommend making 100000 paper stars <3)

Make stickers!! (Cut out your drawing and use tape then stick on wax paper)

Make a collage/ board on Pinterest or anywhere for something you like! (e.g. character, animal, thing, hot fictional people- i mean what I WOULD NEVER)

Perler beads!!!

Crochet (I cant crochet. I want to learn tho.)

* Organize your outfits and workspace in a way that's very, very beautiful to look at. (For example, sort items tallest to shortest, etc. If you have different-coloured things, make a rainbow with the items you have!)

Try something new!!

New hobbies (Crocheting, Bracelet Making, I dont even know ima be honest-)

New game, show, etc (Chat.. Hear me out. STAWDEW VALLEY.. Okey i spelled it wrong didnt i)

New recipe to try :3 (Yummyz)

Workie Work

Organize your sad house (THIS IS A JOKE)

Your workplace

Your bag(s)

Your closet!!

Your fridge (CHECK FOR ROTTING FOOD PLS. I CARE ABT YALL HEALTH)

Your bedroom

Etc!! (E.g. Living Room, Kitchen, Garage… You name it!!)

Do some chores (EVERYONE HATES CHORES IF YOU DO UR INSANE /lh)

Wash the dishes

Clean your sink(s) / Toilet(s) / Shower(s)/ you get it right you better get it.

Vacuum the house / Broom the house / Brush for fur if you have a pet (achoo!!)

Moppy Mop

Clean your pet’s space if ya got a pet (If not just pretend you do shshshs its ok [Whips out my ensemble stars dove trust its a pet])

Exercise

Take a walk!! (I dont touch grass guys. Its okay. YOU ARENT ALONE- TvT)

Silly Things (Mainly for myself)

Make presents for mah friends & fam

Annoy my friends (nicely… totally)

Steal someones kneecaps (this is an ongoing joke because 4’11 guys)

Scroll on Pinterest for more ideas (outfits, drawing, projects, etc)

Google about random things you are interested in (For example… Mental health, Animals in the Deep Sea, SPIDERS, Do random Quizzes because why not they’re FUNNY)

Steal rocks from outside and make them my pet because I SAID SO

Take photos of random squirrels I see outside because they look silly

Stargaze!!!

Look at clouds

Make more silly nicknames to call people because its funny

Disassociate (I mean WHATTTTT-)

Walk (imagine walking guys i crawl i mean what)

Go shopping/ windowshopping (online works too!!!)

BONUS:

Volunteer :D 

Hang out with your friends

Donate clothes/ Go thru ur closet

Go to a new restaurant, store, or place :)

Sell ur organs (IM JOKING PLS DONT HURT ME )

@codenamejustine @lesbianpoetess

Anyone can use this and keep this I got inspo from random websites and my half braincell

WE CAN SURVIVE CHAT

Edit 2024-12-16:

heres some more i got

Brush Teeth

Meditate

Breathing exercise

Make a To-do List

Clean your electronics/car

Make a tier list

Critique old philosophy

Start a free course

Learn a new skill (e.g. ninvesting)

Go shopping (clothes, grocery, etc)

Wishlist / Window SHopping

Scroll & Stretch

Go to the library

Buy a plant and take care of it :3

Make a new friend!

Do your disgusting ew hw

Watching a video essay

Learn a new lang! (Morse Code, ASL,etc)

PLAY GEOGUESSER

Do a colour book!

Make a mood board

Make a silly powerpoint presentation

Go swimming

Decorate ur room / change its aesthetic

Learn to sow/sew (Fix broken stuff)

Make a bucket list

Organize ur bookshelf / online bookshelf

Paint ur nails / doodle on urself

Skincare

Deep dive in a niche topic

People change

But I dont want to change

I dont want to see people change

I dont want to lose anyone

I dont want to move on

HI MY NAME IS PATIORI/ANIKA(not real name) ID LOVE TO BE MOOTS JS TELL ME!!

fun fact patior means to suffer in latin lololol

anika is like it means grace or smtg

If you'd like to be included for chain/ tag games please tell me AND YOU SHALL BE ADDED TO THE MAGIKAL LIST!!

Pronouns: Any just make it reasonably sane sounding dont gimmie helicopter or sum shi-

Gender: Probabaly female???

Age: Nuh uh (Meenor)

Blog: Its literally just shitposting but chaoticer & venting fr

Tags

#patior & shrmips || Shitposting

#patior's art || MY ART

#patior posts || When I feel gloomy I post writing stuff

#patior's moots || Moot related stuff

#patior's asks || ASKS

May have triggering stuff + I sometimes dont think before I act so please be warned !! ALSO BAD SPELLING WARNING LOL

said that i was wasting my life away

got mad at me for staying up when you literally let me nap + i dont have sleep meds yet

say that im literally being rude and lying and being a bad daughter

saying that my situation hurts you but you dint wven try help me and think abg how i feel in my situation

trying to take my coping mechanisms away

not understandinf when to give up (forcing me to sleep early when i genuinelh cant bc of my thoughts)

not understanding therapy doesng work for everyone

not understandinf what it means to be not wanting to do anything (and gives the excuse "well i dont wanna do __ but i still get up daily and do it", ignorjng my xiguation and unvalidating me)

saying that "do you not wanna get better" when im trying my hardest not to overdose (i literallh only took 7 pills yesterday. i was gonna take 6 more. but i stopped myself thanks to my mootie @codenamejustine [ily /p])

thinking that therapy automatically fixes everything

thinking that going outside automatically fixes everything (i had several panick attacks and mental breakdowns after going outside once. <3 i almost fainted out of anxiety!!)

forcing me to eat until im over being full because "well ur a child u gota eat more" as im fuxking wanting to vomig bc its yoo much and i feel ILL whilr you literally barely eat

acts as if i literally am "happh"

acts all happy sappy aaying "omg dont give up u will survive LiFe Is Hard Buy You can SurViVe"

acting as if our situations are the same.

telling me that im not living life because i only play games and sleep (i literally do chores around the house and make art to prep for chrisfmas. she ignores all my hard work. this is why i have to secretlg do stuff to help out bc or else she will be suprr loud and anxiety me to death [e.g. "OMG GOOD JOB UR SO DOING SO GOOD OMG WOW BLAH BALH BLAH MORE BLAH BLAH BLAH"])

pretending like she knows me. (i literally have suffered with SH since i was like g6 and she hasnt ever noticed. i dong even hide it anukore. theres many scars on my arms that are nof natural and scars ob my legs but they ignore it all.)

.... you may have the same blood as me but thats all we share. we are not the same. do not ever think such words. you never fucking struggled so hardly that you decided to OD because it was too overwhelming. you dont know how i feel. i dont know you. we are not the same

dont ever fucking think we are.

also sorry for mention but ily

*checks date*

ok todays friday

todays friday

ok remember that patior!!!

wait

todays what? *opens up calendar again*