#parent rant

Listen mother the sudden change is a result of my hiding my true self from you so I don't get mocked or laughed at by you because I am under the assumption that if you were to see my true self you would attempt to invalidate me and hurt my feelings for no reason other than you don't agree with me. And that wasn't sudden change that was me accidentally showing you a small portion of me and what I enjoy and if I was able to express myself the way I truly wanted you'd see that I'd be an entirely different person and unrecognizable not only by behavior but appearance aswell, I would love to try to open up however with your history of complaining or having negative reactions to the small things I share with you i'd doubt you would accept what I like to wear and let alone accept my own interests thus I live in fear that you might see me for who I am and I simply have a plan of suppressing my individualism until I move out or express myself in secrecy without you around.

also my mom: WHY DOESN’T MY KID TRUST ME

Anyways, have a good day/night yall <3 

I'm going to make a note real quick before I write anything else: Listen to the entire video. Please. Before you make judgmental comments or pop off, listen to its entirety. I've made a few posts before about my father. Unfortunately, it's not the best things I say about him. Why? Because I have very little good to say about him. Now, I understand my life could be so much worse, I get that, but I'm sharing what I'M having to deal with. Ever since I could remember, I have been talked down to, insulted, and *emotionally and mentally* beat down by my father. This man has only a handful of times encouraged me and congratulated me on ANYTHING. I have struggled with my weight my entire life and it took me 19 years to realize I needed to get my shit together or I was going to die before the age of 50. But to constantly being called a "fat ass", "lazy piece of shit", "lazy cow", and told "you'll never lose the weight" is the most upsetting and downing thing someone can be told. Listen, I don't want to give my entire life story but I want people who are struggling in any way, form, or fashion with their parents that you're not alone. If you ever need someone to talk to, I am here. We need to support each other when we have no one to support us. I have friends that support me, so I'm okay where I'm at. But the ones who aren't lucky enough, I want to help. Remember: do something for you. Don't do it to impress someone else or to make people like you. You need to be able to look at yourself in the mirror at the end of the day and smile, knowing you helped yourself in the best way possible. With that, I have nothing more to say. I hope everyone has a good day/night🖤

The more I read about this case the more I want to slash the mom's tires too. Every article that I come across mentions her stoic attitude about the situation. The latest one I read even said she went to the daycare to pick her son up that afternoon, and when she was told he wasn't there, she responded, "He must have left him in the car.."  HUH??? Silly Bitch Say What??? Hell hath no fury like that that would be unleashed on S.O if he did some crap like this...The title of the yahoo article says he wanted to live a child free life...and I would make sure that it would be...I would cut everything off...