#parallel life

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Song is Hatefuck by The Bravery

I experience parallel lives, but I no longer feel like those lives are a part of me. Because of their distance, they've been feeling less and less like me. There's only two that I still experience in tandem with this life, and thus see myself as, and that's: a.) my life as a gold dragon, therefore I'm still a gold dragon here and b.) my life as Adra, therefore I'm still Adra here as well.

Everything else is a haze. A distant memory, a familiar face, but a person I no longer recognize as Me. I'm fine with letting some of them go. Usually, they're either too upsetting to dwell on or didn't have a strong enough presence in my life to begin with. There's a couple that I would like to salvage in some way, even though not in the way I once experienced them. That's where the choice part comes in.

I linked The Beyonder and considered writing my own canon around this link because I no longer feel connected to my parallel life within the Marvel Universe. I made this version of myself partially a mutant because I am a mutant in said parallel life. Despite the complications that come with it, I still take pride in being a mutant; I just feel like that mutant I once was and the mutant I am now are entirely separate beings. If the link doesn’t work out, I want to pick up a mutant hearttype in its place. I'd also like to take a similar route with my parallel life from the Nasuverse. I've been distanced from that experience as well, but I still want to keep my connection to that world through linking, imagithropy or both!