#paradoxlive

aughghgh Idk how to post here have kenta i luv his design so much hes soo fun to draw

夢 // 💜🩷 . ݁₊ ⊹. Heijun 𓆩⚝𓆪 ─── let's play a . ݁₊ ⊹. "LOVE GAME" . ݁₊ ⊹.

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designing fan merch 🥹🥹

They have transparent backing!!

Ep 25 Rokuta

"On the way home, I can't find it anywhere anymore."

Playing the piano with my brother— just that time alone was happiness.

Led by an unknown hand to this place, there is no trace of that gentle warmth.

Where did the hands that were supposed to be holding each other go?

Why am I here all alone?

Beyond the heavy door, there was a child with eyes full of sorrow.

In the despair reflected in those eyes, I saw the answer.

The day I could see my brother would never come again.

Ep 24 Itsuki

"He was merely known as ‘Number 5’."

A sterile room permeated with the smell of disinfectant.

The same numbered people grow weaker day by day, their decline palpable.

Like an inescapable fate, this body too will eventually become so.

While wishing it would end at ‘Number 5,’ deep down, I still find myself longing for someone.

Unable to forgive myself for that, loneliness alone gnawed away at my heart.

Ep 23 Kei Miyama

"The “I'm home” never came back."

Our world lay upon the black and white keys.

The warmth of my younger brother beside me, and melodies quietly overlapping.

With just that, I needed nothing else.

Until the day you, who received thunderous applause at the competition, disappeared somewhere.

Even as the city lights blur, even as I call your name until my voice cracks, only the silence of your absence returns.

How far must I run before these legs can catch up to you?

God, please.

Comic Paradox Live

a/n: jenjef thats good! im glad you already like the blog <3

ʚ ₊˚✧ ⠀⠀⠀ BENTO BREAKFAST !!

incl : h.yeon , k.yatonokami , n.yatonokami

₊˚✧ HAJUN YEON

hajun was a busy man, usually neglecting his own needs to ensure that BAE had the best opportunities to succeed in the hiphop industry. more often than not, he forgot to eat in the mornings, his only meal of the day being dinner with allen and anne

but, his sweet girlfriend couldnt let this unhealthy habit continue. the night before, you would end up in the kitchen cooking him a breakfast to pack the next day. it always consisted of some aspects of south korean cuisine to remind him of home, something that he silently appreciated.

it was almost like his routine now to save each of the adorable messages you would write for him, every single one being put in a box under his bed. whenever he felt stressed or like he was useless, hajun would read each of the notes one by one; it never failed to bring a smile to his face at how much you loved him

₊˚✧ NAYUTA YATONOKAMI

whilst nayuta always wanted to be self sufficient and independent, he tended to skip out on meals when he could. it was partially due to him not wanting to stress kanata out, but mostly, it was just him forgetting that he had to eat sometimes

obviously, you hated this habit he had and always reminded him to eat throughout the day, going to the point of cooking him his breakfast and handing it to him when you visited his and kanata's apartment in the morning. nayuta's face would light up each time at the cute bento and even cuter notes, happily giggling to himself like a child as he ate the delicious food

whenever nayuta had a bad day, he would reread the messages you had attached with the bento and a red hue tinted his cheeks and the tips of his ears. kanata often teased his little brother about how giddy he would get when you handed him his bento for the day, but in reality, he was just happy that his little brother had someone that loved and cared for him and his wellbeing

₊˚✧ KANATA YATONOKAMI

on the other hand, unlike the other two, kanata would almost be embarrassed when you insisted on making his meals for the day and it might make him feel even more insecure about his living situation - it makes him feel like he's being pitied, something he hated. so, more often than not, he would refuse the offer of you making his food

however, if you had already gone to the trouble of buying, cooking and preparing the food for him ... he just might take it from you; of course, not without complaining and huffing. he would never admit to you that he thought it was one of the cutest things in the world, though

when kanata would return the empty bento box to you, he would never directly say that he absolutely loved it. it would always be something like - "i guess it wasnt awful" or "it was edible at least". he just isnt able to openly show his appreciation, but he really does appreciate that you want him to look after himself more