#parachutes

times i have cried this week because of frerard divorce:

1. it was late. i was sad. i thought about them. i got even sadder and cried

2. i told my mother about frerard. i got to the divorce. i cried once i had finished telling her about the divorce and she just looked at me like 🫩

3. i thought about them whilst i was sitting in my living room. i cried

4. i had a dream about them being together and i woke up and remembered they werent. and cried.

5. i thought about the fact that i had seen mcr live and that gerard and frank (THE guys from frerard) had been in the same room as me. and then i remembered the divorce and cried

6. i heard the word divorce (my mom was talking to me about divorcing my dad) and then it made me think about frerard divorce and i had to excuse myself upstairs to cry.