#pachia

Long story short. I kissed Pachia…or more specifically she kissed me. Both drunk, obviously she was way more drunk. Started off with her crying and then telling me about how Mong was leaving soon to move to Minnesota with his family and how she’ll feels heart broken to be left here in Fresno. Whilst crying and yelling at me, she pulls me in for a kiss. Begins telling me she was always waiting for me to make a move all this time. Brings up that one time we had pizza and watched the super bowl (..at her place?). Completely throws me off. Brings up sex and accuses me of sleeping around with the Unicorns and calls me a fucboi, lol. Randomly asks if i will be there for her in ~3 months if she needs me for sex.

Memory after this gets fuzzy, things get outta control, Ntxoo & Bla come and get us and the night turns to shit. Ntxoo gets mad at me for using that night to catch up with Pachia. Obviously because she spent so much money to rent an AirBnB home for the party. But what Pachia was telling me completely blew me away because I never even thought she would say something like that. But of course its all because shes drunk.

But Pachia and I have talked, or at least we sorta did over the phone/text. And we are good. She’s sorry for that night and I completely forgive and understand that she was not her. We’re good friends and i dont intend to try to date her, nor can i even fathom a long term relationship happening with her. All in all, we let that night be the mistake it was and have since moved on.