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180727 #OhMy3rdWin

Hi my cuties ! I want to share you something about a bad day. I can't speak english very well so my friends have agreed that I share their story version. The first version is the screen and the second version is the text below. " I just went to the most disappointing and disgusting memorial jonghyun could ever have gotten. i went alone, and struggled to find the meeting place. why? because when i arrived, everyone was dancing and singing along to bts songs. i saw two girls a bouquet in their hands like i had, so i came up to them and asked if it was indeed the memorial for jonghyun. they told me it was, but so far they had only played bts, twice and seventeen songs. they kept screaming and laughing around. at one point, the memorial was put up but no one was around it. they kept talking together. there were about a hundred of them. the two other girls were shawols as well, one having stanned them from debut and biasing jonghyun, the other from early 2013 and biasing key. we stayed away from the crowd. another girl came, she biased taemin and had stanned shinee since 2012 and came to brussels just to go to the memorial. at one point, they started playing replay, but no one sang along. they had put tell me what to do and savior before that, as well. after some time, they put it on again, and at that moment we went down to see the "shrine", but still no one was singing or dancing along. we didn't leave our candles, pictures, hearts, little notes and flowers on the shrine because it just didn't feel right, how not earnest it had been put up. no one minute of silence was observed. they kept screaming, laughing and running around. so we left and build our own shrine, but were scared our stuff would be taken away, so we left a rose, one of my turquoise green candles and all our little notes there. i was not able to heal like i had hoped. i hope jonghyun wasn't watching this joke from above, and im sorry if he saw our little shrine instead. it was so plain and empty. jonghyun deserves everything and i truly loathe all those people who came at this memorial just to party. there was alcohol and cigarettes involved, and when they sent the flying lanterns, everyone was talking and it felt everything but earnest and compassionate. no one was mourning, they just came to party." Please, share our story so that it never happens again and I'm sorry for Jonghyun. I hope he didn't see that.

-SF9NATION