#ownwritings

Dave: You love me But what's your problem in expressing in keep saying i love you ?? Why can't you kiss me ? M your Boyfriend

Anna : i told you , i can't express my feelings like everyone else i am unable to express my feelings why don't you understand i love you !

Dave : I know you love me But expressing is such a sweet thing .... (interrupted)

Anna : Ain't it enough that i love you with my all my heart and i am loyal with you . i have left everyone for you and you are saying that we can't be together happy if we ain't same ... Moons and stars are not same buut they both are on sky , You can't shake your right hand with another right hand . we are so different But we both love each other we can be happy don't leave me please

Dave : i can't be with you now you are such a mess ,i have tried million tiny things that are important in any relationship and usually those things are not done by any boy nowadays But i did for you But you never even said anything in return you just gave me smile . smile isn't enough Anna you have to show your love i do hundred things for you and you just smile like its normal thing ,you never pay attention to my efforts . Enough is Enough !

Now i just can't bear your inability of expressing it hurts .

Anna : Dave , Listen m trying i'll do anything i'll do anything for you But please try to understand its not that much easy for me Dave .......

Dave : its enough Anna i don't wanna hear a single word from you you are such a mess you are Alexithymia patient now it's not working anymore we are breaking up , Bye !

(He left )

As a girl my age, I have so many wishes on my bucketlist that I think some are impossible for me to do. I was inspired to have a bucket list after I watched the a walk to remember. I watched how they fulfil the girl’s wish and I thought its kind of fun so I made a bucket list of my own.

·       To taste all orders from different fast foods (e.g. Jollibee, Mcdo, Kfc, Chowking and etc.).

·       Visit all the continents in the world.

·       Swing at the  Ecuador

·       Tell mom I love her personally then hug her.

·       Go Ghost hunting with friends.

·       Own a wolf.

·       Make a difference in someone’s life

·       Get married at dawn

·       Stargaze with my special someone

·       Die first before my love ones

Actually when I was little, I dreamt of being a teacher because I wanted to teach for free those kids who are unfortunate to not study in school. Then I wanted to become a writer for there are so many stories that is piling up in my head that I wanted to write. Then I wanted to become a director because I wanted to direct artist so that I can see them up close while I am earning money. Back then I have so many dreams in my head that I actually wanted to try to study everything.

But then my dreams changed permanently when I saw a portrait of my mom wearing a uniform that look like a stewardess uniform or sales lady uniform. When my aunt saw me looking at the picture, she told me that my mom was actually studying college to become a flight attendant when she got pregnant with my brother that’s why she had stopped studying. Then suddenly, a plan was made on my head. I thought that if my mom couldn’t become flight attendant that time, maybe I could continue her dream instead. And that’s the story of why I pursue to become a flight stewardess in the future.