#overreaction

Walk out of my room to make myself some water cause I haven't drunken any in a while and she's reheating leftovers and I said "Are those my leftovers?" and she said no, I check the fridge and they were my leftovers that I was fucking saving for tomorrow

I'm so pissed off and she pulled that same "Tell me the last time I've done something like this🙄" BRO, IT DOESN'T MATTER, THOSE WEREN'T YOURS ANYWAYS YOU FUCKING BITCH, I WAS GENUINELY LOOKING FORWARD TO EATING THAT TMRW

and she always does shit like this too! She calls me mean, says I'm the one who started it when I'm trying to handle things as calm as possible when she's being bitchy for no reason???

And she always says it in every argument "when was the last time I.." "Name one time I.." "that doesn't count, I'm talking about some time recently."

BECAUSE I CAN NEVER FUCKING ANSWER HER, AND IF I DO SHE JUST WALKS AWAY SAYING "Fuck you" OR WHATEVER.

SHE ALWAYS PUTS SHIT ON ME, I ALWAYS TAKE THE BLAME, AND I'VE PRETTY MUCH GIVEN UP ON ARGUING WITH HER CAUSE IT'S EXHAUSTING, EVERYTHING GOES IN ONE EAR AND OUT THE OTHER.

AND I COULDN'T BARE TO HAVE HER UPSET WITH ME, BUT SHE DOESN'T SEEM TO GIVE A FUCK.

SHE'S GENUINELY THE WORST, AND I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF HER SAYING "bro, stop talking bad about me to your friends, we're sisters, you're supposed to defend me."

GIVE ME SOMETHING POSITIVE TO SAY ABOUT YOU AND I WILL.

YOU'RE A TRANSPHOBIC, DUMB AS A ROCK, ANTI-THERIAN, PICK ME— NOT TO MENTION HYPOCRITICAL AND MANIPULATIVE.

I'M SO TIRED OF YOU THINKING YOU'RE BETTER THAN ME JUST BECAUSE

YOU DON'T REALIZE HOW ACTUALLY DIFFERENT WE WERE RAISED, HOW YOU AND MY FRIENDS USED TO GANG UP ON ME TO TALK SHIT

AND YOU ALWAYS GUILT TRIP ME, IT'S ALWAYS "you must not care." "Oh, okay, I guess I'll just go die in a ditch."

AND I'M FIGHTING FOR MY FUCKING LIFE TO BE KIND AND DEFEND YOU CAUSE I KNOW I'LL GET IN TROUBLE THE MOMENT I START BREAKING MY NORM AFTER BEING OFF THE MEDS FOR ONLY A FEW DAYS.

I know she has her own struggles,but I'm so sick of pretending that excuses how she acts. She sneaks behind my parents back to do things she's not allowed to and then acts like she's better than me cause she was doing it later in life

I was doing it earlier in life cause I remembered, mom and dad were too damn busy to listen to me Yap, everyone was making fun of my stutter and the way I 'smiled' and pretending I was a normal child.

I remember the yelling, the 'not now's, the ass whoopings. Because that's when I started sneaking behind their back cause I needed help, cause I wanted someone to FUCKING listen for once instead of nodding and "Mhmm"ing their way through a conversation with me.