#outoftitanium

//It's been a while since I posted anything for Munday, but here we are! Since I look somewhat presentable today, have a picture from earlier!

But I’m still trying to heal from something in my personal life, so I’ve been gone from a lot of places for a good while. 

But I’m starting to feel better, and I have more energy to look into rp’ing again. So I’ll probably go look through my drafts, and get something out there before going to bed. 

Thank you for sticking with me, still. x

//I'll be taking a small break for a bit. My mental health isn't good, and I'm scared of being here right now. I've been through a bad situation this year, that I'm not going to talk about. But it left my anxiety even worse than it was. And it's important to me to listen to myself. Right now, my blog and dashboard doesn't feel like a safe space for me. I don’t know how long I need to stay away. Could be until later today, could be for a week. I just know that I need to feel like I’m safe here again. 

If anyone wants to talk, you can ask about other messaging possibilities in my PM's. 

I'm sorry about this. I might be lurking though. I have something I want to post for Christmas, after all.

PSA - Out of the Country

//Hello guys! So, this is a small PSA for everyone.

Tuesday, I'm going to Athens for 4 days, and won't be back with my computer before Sunday evening. So every reply, if any at all, will be done on mobile. Meaning that I won't have my icons, or GIF's. So asks, should any be received, won't be replied to before I'm home. I may reply to a thread, here and there, but I can't promise anything.

I hope you guys are okay with that. And I hope that everyone will have a great week!

I might reblog this for convenience a few times, over the next couple of days.

//So..... Here’s the deal, guys. My computer is dead. The hard drive is possibly unrecoverable. So I’ve possibly lost every icon and GIF I used for my metal man. Meaning that I’ll have to backtrack, and find every single icon and GIF I’ve used on this blog, since I created it. 

Not only that, I’ve basically.... Lost everything on that hard drive. Period. So..... It’ll be a while, until I can use GIF’s and pictures in my posts and replies again. I’m still hoping that they manage to save my hard drive. But I’m currently just... Preparing myself for the worst, possible scenario.

Needless to say, I’m not doing great. There’s been a lot of shit happening this past week. Stolen phone. Stolen debit card. Stolen social security card. Now crashed computer. I am...... Very upset. And I have no idea how to even power through this. 

Please bear with me. Yeah?

//So, this is not a post I'm looking forwards to type out. But I need to get it out there, because it's affecting me pretty badly, and making me very stressed.

Athens was great, it was warm, I saw a lot of amazing things. But.... Friday night, I was robbed.

Friday night, the last night there, I was going out with my friend, we wanted to end the trip in a good way. We went past a bakery on the way, wanting to get some pastries to snack on. I had my phone in my pocket, my hand around the phone.

A couple of guys entered the bakery behind us. Eastern European, I think. One of the guys moved close to my friend as he was going to pay. Causing a distraction, pointing at pastries, talking to his mate, who was standing behind me. I had my hand out of my pocket for 30 seconds, tops. Just to take the bag of pastries. The two guys left the shop before us. Not buying anything. And when we left the bakery, I got the overwhelming feeling that something wasn't right. I reached into my pocket, and my phone was gone. As was my payment card and my social security card.

Needless to say, I freaked out. My friend helped me call my mother. And we speedwalked back to the hotel, where I instantly cancelled my card, and my friend closed my SIM card. Then I proceeded to change my password on everything.

The police wouldn't even make a report. They just seemed annoyed. Luckily, the staff at our hotel wrote a statement for the insurance company.

I've lost all pictures from September 2018, until now, that were on my phone. Needless to say, this is a hard blow. Being a cosplayer and all. I need to try and sort some things out, and then I'll work on finding the energy to get back into things.

What can I take away from this? Don't have your phone in your pocket, unless it's closed. Don't have your payment card with your phone.