#otterwittering

what zeal did is sickening and even though i couldn't get through the entire document myself, i trust and support ren. this is vile and zeals project doesn't deserve any more support or recognition, as any of that would probably end up being support of him. i don't think the statement he's supposedly working on can change anything either. this is just disgusting and my heart goes out to null.

to think i have poured so much passion into it makes me feel dirty and i will not continue doing it. daily pressure and anything else strictly official pressure related is over. i always admired the work of people unrelated to the main dev team (music producers, concept artists and voice actors) the most and seeing as even they're stepping down, the game feels like an empty shell anyway. not that it matters, as a real person got severely hurt.

as to what this means for my activity online, in more detail (keeping under the cut, as i don't think this should be the main focus in here, but i want to clearly clarify my stance as such an active content creator for the game, in full):

hello, i just wanted to give a small update, especially cause my last post was probably pretty worrying

i added a small hiatus warning to my blog and im not really going off it yet, but since i did that so silently i figured an actual post might be a better way to announce it...

i just wanted to share i'm doing better and resting! and drawing, surprisingly. i'm not really quite in shape to respond to all of the comments yet, but i'm still very thankful for all of the kind words i received... i honestly expected people to be more judgemental... thank you so much for the understanding :,}

i dont know when actual posts will appear again, but that's probably fine. i kinda just wanted to let everyone know i'm safe and improving (moodwise i mean)! i'm taking things slow, drinking a shit ton of tea, working on uni stuff and buying treats. its been working pretty well for me.