We're insane. We're completely out of our fucking mind. Everything is normal. Everything is fine. Nothing happened. Everyone went through that, it's just how school is. I can't even remember what we complained so much about, what little we remember is such a nothingburger of bullshit.
We are the only one to ever go through this. We are the only one to ever have these issues from this. What? Some teachers were just telling us the truth, and we started cutting ourselves over it? Fucking lunatic behavior. People were a little mean and now we have OSDD? Pathetic. So fucking pathetic it makes me wanna vomit our guts out.
No one else got any of this from the dipshit "problems" we had. It's only trauma cause we're a crybaby moron who can't handle shit. No one else cares because it wasn't a FUCKING PROBLEM. IT'S FINE. GET OUT OF MY FUCKING HEAD. BE NORMAL FOR ONCE IN YOUR SORRY ASS LIFE YOU FREAK OF NATURE. GET OVER YOURSELF AND STOP BEING AN EGOCENTRIC PIECE OF SHIT.
Go to hell. Go to hell. Rot in hell you sad sack of shit. No one cares because it's not even worth mentioning. No one said anything because nothing was wrong. It's normal. Everyone dealt with it just fine. You're just a fucking pathetic worm. I can't stand myself or anyone else in the gods forsaken system. We all deserve every bad thing that's ever happened to us and then some. We need to be tortured. That would fix it. Show us what it's like to have actual fucking problems.
I can't deal with this shit. I can't deal with this. With whatever the fuck our brain conjured up for no fucking reason. I want it to stop. I want it gone. I want all of it gone. But I can't do shit. We're just stuck in this shit hole of a body forever.
I wish they just fucking hit us.
