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co-fronting core (left is me, right is one of our littles) feat my mootie @smallkittilicious
Shout out to folks with Other Specified Dissociative Disorder 3
I’ve just come out of a 4 month long dissociation episode. It’s weird because I’m realizing I only feel animal and nonhuman whenever I’m in dissociation.
I feel kinda bad and guilty for getting out of the episode because now I feel human. Like 100% human but with therian experiences, And recovery should be a good thing but again I feel guilty
I’d still label myself as therian because I know there’s a pattern. Whenever I get back into a dissociative episode I’ll feel like a therian again. But alterhuman is a good term for me right now.

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Hmm so I’m physically nonhuman and a holothere and my therapist told me last session that seeing myself as a animal itself isn’t a delusion (she doesn’t know what therians are because I need to tell her still if I want) but extreme dissociation in my case and I’m diagnosed with OSDD-3 which my therapist and I previously thought it was OSDD-4.
But my dissociation symptoms are mixed and my psychiatrist has me down as DID but I just think it’s OSDD-3 with mixed dissociation features as well as depersonalization and derealization disorder since I’m also diagnosed with that
But like I wonder if I told my therapist and psychiatrist if I see myself as animal biologically and physically if they’d call it a delusion. Since I have bipolar 1 with psychotic features and I have most notably have delusions. I don’t see this as a delusion though, I see it as truth and as facts and maybe that does make me delusional..?
Because I’m on the highest dosage of my anti psychotic meaning it can’t go any higher and I’ve been on that dosage for a few months with no symptoms of psychosis besides maybe now?? I don’t know what my therapist would classify this as: delusions or just extreme dissociation again.
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE WITH DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS THAT AREN’T TALKED ABOUT OFTEN!!!!
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE WITH OSDD-2!!!
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE WITH OSDD-3!!!
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE WITH OSDD-4!!!
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE WITH UDD!!!
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE WITH P-DID!!!
YOU ARE VALID!!!!!
i know I’ve said this before but shoutout to all the OSDD 2, OSDD 3, and OSDD 4 systems. Y’all are never talked about