#oneprince

há momentos que me rodeiam, puxam-me, rasgam-me, a realidade me devora, sou poço e refém de desejos, sigo tendo vontades que já não deveriam mais existir. o cansaço é rotina, a máquina de dinheiro está a todo vapor e imóvel, sinto as cédulas tocando a pele, o papel áspero, a mão direita coça, abruptamente, estou a ruir.

toda desgraça que sou arremessado a culpa é do capitalismo, sou prisioneiro do Estado, a falências de suas competências me colocam pra escanteio e, sempre que isso vem à tona, quero desistir.

I too am unironically Christian, following the Lord is my Life <3 and I too love rats and find them adorable :)

(Have you ever had pet rats by the way? I' have, and I've had several and they were precious, I miss them <3)

Hi! It's always nice to meet another unironic Christian! 😁

entre segundas e terças, bares e baladas, idas e voltas, há palavras que nos encontram em perfeita sintonia, o diálogo bate, os monólogos crescem, há escuta, flui como tem que ser. entretanto, há dias e, como há dias que, as palavras se tornam ressacas, mineradoras entram em ação e sugam tudo de sublime que existira.

devo recusá-lo, todavia, algo me prende, talvez seja a alta disponibilidade, os convites, a lábia.

a chuva nos apadrinhou e nos persegue desde o primeiro encontro, tudo bem que, sinto um pesar na chuva, vejo-a como mau presságio, só que a chuva é vida, é bonita, fluida e orgânica, ainda assim, um bisonho encontra o que anseia até na pior hipótese.

a mesa está posta, diversos simbolismos marcam a união, a devossão, o desejo de tornar aquilo em algo maior.

como dizer "eu te odeio" sem dizer que "te odeio"?

as taças formavam um par, as mãos entrelaçadas, os gostos em comuns, o trago do baseado, as conversas no sofá, o olhar de tédio sobre o meu rosto risonho.

você disse que me amava no meio da transa e agora quero dizer que "te odeio" sem dizer que "te odeio".

eu quero pegar leve contigo, o desejo de te magoar cresce, que tal eu te mandar mensagem mais uma vez? eu não consigo entender!, a sintonia não acabou, você que desligou a frequência...

And all I could think of was this:

I'm so happy you asked!

It is a Christian fantasy series that is super obscure, and it is delightful! I was initially introduced to it by my husband, who had been given the first book before he met me, and on learning of my love of fantasy, lent it to me. And I just fell in love with it! (It very quickly became *my* copy when he didn't accept it back. I think he had already decided he wanted to marry me and figured he would get it back eventually. 😂)

I've only ever read the first book, due to the series being out of print by the time I discovered it, and also due to some weirdness where book two was only ever published in a special edition of book one. But it is available now in ebook format! I had purchased the ebook awhile back, but hadn't been able to verify if it was just the original text or if it was the extended version with book two for a long time because I was moving. I recently came across my hard copy, though, and was able to verify that it does indeed have the second part! That was the push I needed to finally reread it, and I am *loving* it all over again! The dialog is so great.

I still haven't been able to acquire book 3... 😢 but hopefully someday! For now, I'm really enjoying rereading the first part and looking forward to the second part, which is all new territory for me! I am really hoping that my ship sails in the second part, because there's a pair that would be great together, and it just wasn't far enough into the story for it to happen where part one cuts off.