I just saw some of the most wondrous sites you can see in Alberta Canada, and now I'm back at my desk in Mt. Laurel NJ of all places, staring at an outlook inbox full of unread messages. Changing my desktop background from a stock picture of Moraine Lake to a picture that I actually took while there in person. I have a little bit of the post trip depression, but I also have A LOT of the "why am I here?" thoughts. Anytime I get to go away, I get these "taboo" thoughts of quitting my job and just living out my dreams. However, I do understand responsibility. I understand I'm where I am because of me mostly, and less about what the universe has planned for me. If I want to be somewhere else, it's up to me. I think more than ever I'm ready to just go get it. I'm fine with obligations, responsibility, blah blah blah. I want more out of life, and if I have to do all of what is expected of me and MORE, I'm ready. I'm ready to sacrifice sleep, vacation, and feeling comfortable. Im ready. (Insert spongebob gif)